New Moon in Gemini// FINALLY Some GOOD VIBES Coming Our Way// 28 May 2014

And again we are shown the benefits that can come when things slow down, come to a halt, or that leave us altogether.  Our first reactions, while living in the old world ways, are to get angry when things do not go the way of our plans.  We tend to get mad when that dream of ours comes up against a closed door, or is refused to us, or that demands that we wait for a later date.

Trust me, I walked this one for 13 years waiting for my Birth Chart Books to be seen by the masses.  I created a 700 page project and thought, expected, it to be openly accepted and adored from the moment I reached completion.  But after completion, I had to walk 13 more years, or over 5,000 days, of trusting in this dream of mine, while receiving no outside feedback whatsoever that confirmed I was on the right path. So I had to blindly hold this dream in my heart, while still working as baristas and breakfast servers waiting for the ripe moment when I could fully see this dream manifest in the world.

Did I ever give up on this dream down the road?  Often actually.  But what birthed from this journey was learning to not be so controlling of what I expect from the outcomes of lifes moves.  I realized the controlling part of me would push and push, and with each controlled IT MUST HAPPEN LIKE THIS, I was inched closer to losing all faith and really not feeling so confident of what I had created. The more I tried to control, the more the roadblocks appeared and the more I started to talk about these Birth Chart Books with a quieter more insecure tone to my voice.

And as the years passed I just had to let it go.  This was still my dream but I knew there must be a timing issue to it all as how can I be called to channel through 700 pages of information (which was the first time I had ever done that) and have it NOT ever manifest into the hands and hearts of others.  So I was “forced ” to just live my life as I waited for more people to awaken to what it means to want to be a high vibrational being.  And so you all know since the most popular date in our history,  December 21, 2012 , I have been flooded with orders and have worked morning till night to complete those orders almost every single day.  The moment that gateway opening was hit, my dreams became a reality.

Now coming from this perspective of truly walking the journey of what it takes for many of us to be the TEACHERS of what we are bringing, I see that I NEEDED those 13 years actually.  I needed those years for this information to carry the vibration of its message and for it not to merely be lip service that only affects people on the superficial levels.   And because I know this path now, I also see that I can’t just write horoscope readings like this one weeks or months in advance as I have to FEEL the energy and not just interpret the astrological symbols that are dancing  together. I could just write about it, but YOU ALL will get so much more out of it when I can share it through examples that can only be discovered while in the actual energy.  And another “so you know”, I write about the energy of the moment and it just so happens to line up with the planets messages!  I can’t do it the other way around as the words feel more repeated and memorized and blah, blah, blah…. at least to me.  I need to feel this first and then I can understand the messages that I share with you.

And this control factor is waking in all of you too at this time.  Saturn and Mars, in their most blessed pulled back retreat into the spaces of our path walked most recently, have been to help us restructure our dreams so that we can fully do whatever we can do to further our visions, while still trusting that there is a timing to their manifestation.  It is that sort of peaceful warrior state where we do put out energy but we do not try to force things as according to how our WILLS believe things should go. If will alone was enough, every single one of us would be living our dreams right now.  And in the old world, it was the belief that we can go out there and make things happen.  But since most of you are all artists, writers, readers, mystics, guides and the pioneers who are creating their own jobs, you have to realize that the New Earth carries new “rules of the road”.  And just like how I am writing about New Earth ways, and have been since 1999, I had to wait for the New Earth ways to hit the hearts of the ones waking up before it could be embraced and recognized.

Now as you know, Mars has gone direct!  YAY! And I know many of you are already feeling the absolute excitement of what this means.  For those who truly held the space of trust and surrender during these months past where you just sat back, hung around, took a break, went within, and made only movements that felt like a wide open door with sucking power that pulled you in, then YOU ALL are in the best positions to now make some forward motion that feels SO MUCH MORE like narrowed down and focused in such a way that truly highlights your gifts.   Many of you discovered during the pull back that some things needed to be let go of and others more fully embraced.  I cut my efforts down to about half, picking and choosing where my efforts can make greater impacts.  We often tend to spread ourselves too thin, wanting to wear all the hats, but if we can take a forced break from any movement forward we will be shown what aspects truly are the ones where we excel.

And THAT was the purpose of the past few months!  We were put into the stand still in order to gain sight into a new and improved path in our lives.  No longer is it all about money, or all about fame, or all about keeping up with the superficial Jones’; it is NOW ALL about doing what we love to do and THAT being our desired outcome for all of life’s experiences.   Finally at this point in history, we are going for what makes US happy in ALL aspects of our lives. And what this means is more movements through divorce,  quitting jobs, geographical moves,  letting go of people, healing work, humbling self examinations,  keeping it real and surrendering to the signs FULLY in order to move forward in all new directions.  This New World is  100% about honoring our intuitions.  No longer can we trust our eyes, our minds, or the road map of others before us.

Now the reason I am so excited about this New Moon at 7 degrees Gemini, is because it is making  a trine to the Mars who just moved into forward motion.  This could not be any more ideal!  This is what you would dream up as the perfect way to initiate the changes that Mars opened you to over the past few months.   And you will see with the rest of this year that EVERY New and Full Moon is spectacular with their messages.  Truly as I told you at the end of 2013, this 2014 will KNOCK OUR SOCKS OFF in the most beautiful ways or the most painful ways, and it all depends on how you vibrate inside of you, and like for real.  This is the year that intellectualized knowledge gets you nowhere.  This is the year that you will NOT get through the gates until your energy matches the other side where you want to be. No longer will you find that knowing about things moves you along the path, as it is only WALKING the things that moves you forward.  The playing field is finally fair and you will know where you are depending on what you are manifesting in your life.  That is your guide and there is no fooling energy!

So this New Moon is about us sending out these ideas, visions and thoughts that we have for the movement we would like to change in our lives.  And for all you communications people who somehow share ideas or information… YES!  This will be the most fertile ground for you where your mind will not be able to shut off with new and better ways coming into your awareness.  Actually everyone will have the mental accelerations where you are filled with abundant creative ideas to do what you WERE doing but in a much more beautiful way, OR to finally, finally start taking the steps into walking the dreams of your heart and soul.  This is the energy of I AM READY and this is the energy of our New Moon intentions having the power of Mars to send them like lightning bolts into the direction of our desires.  This is clear sight into what we have been missing out on in life that would bring us beauty and balance.  This is us being amped to the first degree to change NOW and to not want to waste one more single moment on living a life that others think we should be living.  This is hello to freedom, liberation and to living your life on purpose and with focus.    So this New Moon is where you visualize your dream life FULLY in as clear details as you can imagine.  This moment now is when your visualizations will have more power than at any other time of the year.  THIS New Moon is how your new story begins and YOU are the one writing…

Now another aspect of this New Moon in Gemini makes me so happy because we have Venus in the last degree of Aries, right up against the South Node,  in a sextile to Mercury in the last degree of Gemini, which is then in a trine to the North Node.  This is another aspect that could not have been orchestrated more perfectly.  And what this says is that we ARE at this place in our lives where we have spent the last nodal season really examining our values and what kind of value we put on ourselves and our creations.

We have been under a very busy time period of being shown where we sell ourselves short and where we manifest less than because we feel like we are not worthy of love or success or happiness in life.  We have been going back in time in order to find out where we took on these limiting beliefs as we now feel armed with power and gumption to transmute them into something that is more truthful, such as that we ALL deserve to be loved, successful and happy with our lives. Yay!

And the key is in our thoughts.  The key is always in our thoughts, it is just that we are finally at a point in human consciousness where we can accept this.  We now see that if we think we are losers and unlovable then we put an invisible shield around ourselves that keeps others from seeing how beautiful and worthy of love we are.  We feed a life of lack when we hold any negative self talk in our minds, and as I have been discussing for over a year,  we also feed this when we think negatively or enviously of others over what they have NATURALLY manifested in their lives through their true vibration.  Our lives are what we think them to be, and this is a rule of the New Earth road that you can’t get around.  And until your thoughts are on love, the lack will be fed like the candida virus.

I also have a secret way (smile) to sum up the energies of each New Moon or Full Moon that I am going to start sharing in these writings, that came to me about 9 years ago but I haven’t used them before this reading now.    And this New Moon is GREAT NEWS. This one is all about loving yourself and feeling very positive about what you can do.  You will see in more long term visions where you are shooting for greater heights than you have walked before.  This means you will be thinking in more terms of several steps down the road.   There will also be MUCH passion in your heart and with really feeling like you are turning over a new leaf or signing up for a new lease on life.  You will feel more powerful about what you can actually do as if someone has looked through a crystal ball and has told you that you WILL be doing this new thing.  And the final energy is that what you are deciding now directly links with your destiny and with you heading towards a new path that is very open to embrace you and when you find it, the blessings will be like a bounty.

So this new path you are taking IS about you living your souls purpose and once you are on it then blessings and opportunities will keep showing up in order to affirm that this one is YOURS.  This energy is about following the signs, though, so the stops mean something and you must let go of the control when this happens as you will be called to go within and ask questions about what this stop actually means for you. Many times it will be something like I shared with you in the beginning of this article, as it relates to timing and possibly needing to walk more of the guidance or wisdom or gifts that you are wanting to share with others so that your vibration matches what you will be sharing.  If the vibration of what you are sharing is not yet a match to what you are walking, then you really don’t want to put it out there just yet.  It will never have the potency of your dreams until there is a match.

And Mercury will be going retrograde on June 6th at 3 degrees Cancer where he will travel back to 24 degrees Gemini and then return to forward motion on July 1st.  Now you all should know that I LOVE the Mercury Retrograde and I get so much done, can figure out things that boggled me before, and I have never had any sort of problems what so ever with them. So I suggest that you do start preparing for this energy with knowing that more information is going to be coming to light that you do not realize just yet.  You may also have a situation now where you reach out and do not get the feedback you want but you will understand more about that when Mercury moves back into forward space.  And also practice a new perspective with Mercury Retrograde.  There is so much fear based mentality around this special time and what we believe is what happens, right?  So if you go into this time full of fear of all the OH-NO’s then you WILL have a period of many reasons to feel miserable. OR you can enter into the New Earth energies and see this as the opportunity it is, in seeing things in a new way that brings a better understanding to your situations that involve communications, writing and sharing messages.  .

So please read your Sun, Moon and Rising Signs and if you know how to understand the degrees, then look for 7 degrees Gemini as because these readings are equal house, you may actually need to read the sign before or after. For example I have a Capricorn 1 degree rising sign and often I have to read Aquarius for the actual house placement of the New or Full Moon.  And the Moon Journey Life Skills book that teaches you how to do this is being UPGRADED and restructured and will be out as an ebook on the Solstice!  So if you don’t know how to read the chart just yet, you can get this book in about a month.

And please share this with anyone you feel may benefit!  Even people who are normally not open to traditional astrology WILL embrace this new high vibrational astrology.

{ love, KV}

Pisces Horoscope Image

// pisces //
So you are another sign that is going to feel much more positive about how far you have come and really ready to keep up with this inner work house cleaning so that you can be done with it (although I don’t think that we are ever really done with it, as that is what makes life so much FUN, as in climbing those mountains and getting to the summit of our wounds, but I wanted to make you feel even better by using the words DONE WITH IT).  So, Mars took you backwards into some layers of psychological wounds and the provocation that exposed these wounds to you was most likely coming from others. You may also be doing therapy work at this time and are really able to see how everything connects and you should start to feel much more comfortable with life, and possibly for the first time in a really long time.  The changes now that you are making should have something to do with HOME, such as finally starting your home business, or moving homes, or selling homes, or moving things around to honor the the feng shui of energies.  What is most important is that you are making changes that help to make you more comfortable and to feel more safe with life.  There will be lots of communications from home so you may be deciding to connect more with family and friends, deepening those bonds through regular phone calls, or you may also be inspired beyond belief creatively while at home. You may have new ideas a plenty with ingenious ways to do things and these inspirations can feel like bubbles where they just keep popping up  out of you.  You will for sure have a journal close to you now where you have been writing down all these things you want to do and change. This is actually a great time to start writing a novel or guidebook because you will be able share stories that will very easily touch others hearts in some way. This is like writing something that others can relate to, like from you sharing your vulnerabilities or life experiences or something.  What is really wonderful about where you are right now is that you are TRULY seeing how you have shortchanged yourself in life by not believing in your gifts and in your value.  We can go on for days about how this has kept you from your true souls purpose path, but there is no sense in dredging up the past and all the wish-you-would-have-done’s.  You are being given permission to just let all that go and start over RIGHT NOW with this New Moon. You are free to reboot and to choose from this moment on to honor your gifts fully, to nurture them daily, to support them through discipline and care, and to value yourself SO MUCH that you finally convince yourself that you deserve the most beautiful bounty.  Its time to reprogram that brain of yours and to realize that all the people who told you that you cannot make a living from whatever you really want to do were only coming from the Old World ways where it WAS more difficult. From their experience they knew it could not be done, so they influenced you.  But you are of the New World ways and that means you CAN do anything as long as you believe you can do it. So do you believe you can be a writer, or an artist, or a designer, or a yoga instructor, or a life coach, or the owner of a doggy day care?  Well it is all on what you believe and what you believe is what you will get 100% of the time.   And so you know, yes this DOES apply for the lottery, but you have to BELIEVE you can.


Aquarius Horoscope Image

// aquarius //
You are another sign that is SO lucky! And this New Moon is all about your creativity and with taking it to another level, as in getting it out there big time. This is a blessing of a configuration that is as dream come true as they come. So what happened is that over the last few months you were really taken down a path of seeing where you felt held back, or bound, or limited or unable to thrive and NOW NOW NOW there is this shedding of skins in a way, but more like a shell that has been cracked open, and you are stepping out and feeling SO MUCH more hopeful about life and what you can do. You more than anyone should feel a reborn sort of energy where you SEE what you are really good at and something in your heart is whispering to you from within that YOU CAN DO THIS.  You will be stepping into some of your most confident moments where even though you may be doing the same things you were doing 4 months ago, you will now feel very sure of what you are doing creatively.  Before you may have felt like you were in a sea of so many already doing what you dreamed of doing, but now that won’t even matter to you because something has changed on such a deep level that will not allow you to sell yourself short through always thinking others are doing it better.  You are ignited with the faith, loves.  And you now will be able to takes these creative steps forward in a way that you could have NEVER done had Mars not gone backwards and forced you to gain a new perspective on life.  And also what is SO fantasticland is that your happiness is the goal of the New Moon and is opening opportunities for you to bring more things into your life that make you feel happy, such as a new love, possibly, or a new baby, possibly, or new ways to express your true gifts!   You will also have opportunities to move, to travel, to go back to school, AND to get yourself out there through the internet in a way that can really reach people far and wide. So now is the PERFECT time to launch your website! PERFECT. Pick this New Moon to do it and it is ON.  I wanted to relaunch my website for this New Moon, but forgot until I just wrote that. Dang. I can’t do it in time but maybe YOU CAN!  If anything shoot for the stars with this New Moon. I get tingles just thinking about how great this time is for you and truly I do not want any of you to spend a moment doubting or feeling nervous that you are going to get passed by. You will not.  This is a time when you SHOULD be soaring in life and the only thing holding you back is your own feelings of self AND those compromises you have made that have not been honoring of you.  If you are living your life for someone else, then you will be feeling the opposite of happy and the opposite of expansive. And if you are feeling depressed and limited, then the things that are creating that need to be let go of now. You still have time to receive the bounty, but you need to clean up your life so that you are only surrounded by love and respect.  It is crucial at this time that the things you do and the people who surround you make you feel important or like a big bright shiny light.  You need those soul affirming messages at this time.  AND you also are able to share the words now that LEAD to expansion… so if there has been something you need to share with someone in order for you both to grow, the time is right now.


Capricorn Horoscope Image

// capricorn //
This is what you have been waiting for, loves. So a few months back you should have noticed that the forward motion you felt in your career came to sort of a halt and this was really to just take you back and to do the detective work into what is it that you really want to do if you could focus into one area and not with the thinking of catching more fish by covering more areas.  Because you are the Capricorn, which means you will somehow be a teacher or authority after a very long trek up a sometimes very steep path up the mountain, you probably took on more aspects of your dream career through feeling like not much has ever worked so you might as well double up on offerings to see if that attracts the attention you desire.  You may also have compromised your dream career in order to make money and sustain yourself for now. And that is okay because that just means you are still on the path of recognizing your worth, and remember I just talked above about how I walked that for 13 years, on the search for truly OWNING that I was sharing something very special.   But this recent retreat was to show you a highlighted area of your dreams where you REALLY do excel and where you REALLY do love to do what you do.  This is that thing that comes as naturally to you as breathing and Mars took you backwards to force you to see this and OWN this.  Well, Saturn is still going backwards and he is the one showing you how to OWN this gift of yours, so that journey will not really be complete until the beginning of August, but for sure YOU ARE seeing more positively into this unique path of yours and are feeling very amped to make the changes that can align you to this so that you are fully ready when the gate is opened and a new sort of energy can work with you.  You will already start to see some movement whether by extra work coming your way or even a new job.  This New Moon is all about movement with your career or with changes coming in your work environment that will allow you to rise to a higher position in some way.  This may mean more responsibility but you will love it because you will feel needed and valued.  Understand that you are gaining the blessings coming your way BECAUSE of your commitment to let the pain of the past go and also to clean your mind up with more positive interpretations of who you really are and what you can really do. This is the most important piece because the slowness of your destiny, which is written in stone for all the Capricorns, can often have you feeling a bit depressed and down, or feeling like everyone else wins and you always have to be held back.  This is a thought that needs to leave you now.  The competition or comparison will always be your undoing, because to be an authority means you need to know everything about what you are sharing and this means much practice and even more discipline.  Just keep with it and don’t give up on yourself as this New Moon wants to grant you a new opportunity (or more!!)  to showcase how special what you are doing really is.  Use this energy to see the book, to see the classes, to see your work out there, and of course, to see your dream sustaining you so that it is all you are doing to make a living.


Sagittarius Horoscope Image

// sagittarius //
Something is clearing the way for you to have some heart to hearts and to really be able to state your needs fully with all people you come into contact with. There most likely has been some sort of energy that has either had you missing the good ole days where you had so much time to connect with friends and join with groups and do all these things outside of yourself, and now you feel like there is no time, even though it is clearly showing you that you NEED these extracurricular activities in your life.  You will feel bound up and tense unless you honor this need to share your life with friends where you just cut loose and feel free.  This energy will be at least asking you to reach out to people from your past that you have not connected with in a while.  Even regular phone calls weekly can fill you with that satisfied feeling that is sharing your heart with those people who have your back no matter what.  You may also be feeling distanced from someone and it hurts to not have them in your space.  Just reach out.  Sometimes it is all you can do but during this time it WILL bring you happiness.  Now if there is someone who has triggered you because you don’t really see eye to eye, then use this energy of this New Moon to bring the peace. It may be just that you have to accept the different strokes for different folks dealio and let it go.  You may also need to come at this person with an open heart and also with the acceptance that you can fully share your side of things, but you can’t change them. Even just letting them be who they believe they are can free you up.  Now there also may be a message here through the relationships that deals with your creativity, so maybe someone is doubting you or making you think you are not all that in some way.   This feels like something from your past and maybe something from childhood where the same thing happened with one of your parents, maybe.  The triggers coming from others is for sure relating to something from long ago and that is keeping you from living your dreams in a natural and trusting manner.  There is the feeling of holding back or playing smaller.  And just know that sometimes these triggers occur, as this one is, as a way to make you stand up stronger and say “Fu@k that sh@t!!” and “Just watch me!!”  This is merely to trigger you into trying harder and to working to prove any nay sayers wrong. Do not ever doubt how the Great Mystery works. This action is called the Coyote and you are being tricked into standing even firmer, grounded into the faith of what you dream of doing.  This is just checking to see if you really have what it takes, and I imagine that your strength will really be empowered when you connect with your old friends from long ago as they KNOW how special you really are.  Move towards the group…. they will have your back.


Scorpio Horoscope Image

// scorpio //
This time of the year should feel pretty similar to feeling like your true essence because the Sun and Moon are in your 8th house, which is the house that is all about you. This may feel like a sort of completion or graduation, in a way,  with your inner work as you will either feel like you are coming out of a cave, and can take a break for a while, or you are just deciding to go deeper to a layer you have not opened to before.  This also relates to you going deeper than before and kind of like with mining for gold how you really find the special nuggets when you go deeper than you have been going.  So you are either turning back and saying, enough for right now, or you delving even deeper into material that is so projected and coming from others, yet the discovery to be made is that you have taken this on as your own. This piece is buried very deep because of its importance in the overall of your life experiences.  And a few months back, you were fully pulled into the cave, through Mars, in order to see some things about yourself that you were unable to acknowledge before.   So this was the plan and now you are at this sort of fork in the road of keep going with it or take a break for now.  You have this opportunity MOSTLY now because of Mars, but you will have other similar opportunities always in life a few times a year.  Now for sure this may have not felt too great because you want to be in control more than any other sign and this took you out of control and forced you to feel more vulnerable and unstable and unsure of who you really are.  You have been on a roller coaster sort of ride that is ultimately taking you to the depths and pulling you into that space that is called THE UNDOING.  It can for sure feel like an unraveling and many people think they are losing their minds at this time because things will feel like TOO MUCH.   The gift of this time is in honoring solitude and making the space to delve further into your healing work.   Many times in life we decide to keep busy and not be too much into the dark of our own souls as it feels too painful.  So with that, know that whether you fully immersed yourself into the retreat and into solitude, or decided to opt out and choose this at a later time, it is all perfect.  Mars will still be holding the gate open for you to look within and clear the garbage until the end of July.    One of the gifts of this time is that you will be opening to feeling more compassionate with all and not so superior in a way.  Things may be coming that will  humble you or soften you so that you move into that ALL ONE or ONE LOVE sort of space, where you really see how we are all connected and all triggering each other in perfect ways to reveal what we need to see.   That is the gift of the retreat!  Through the pull back we open more to how everyone needs to unravel in order to come together with only the threads that are truly US.  When you walk this journey into the darkest regions of soul, then you just naturally come out feeling more patient with life and with others as an understanding is grasped about the perfection that is available to everyone who commits humbly to doing their inner work house cleaning.  Now this house is very much about others and commitments so you may be making a stronger commitment to someone or with deciding to invest money in some way.


Libra Horoscope Image

// libra //
This New Moon is screaming for you to EXPAND your life in some dramatic way. You may be choosing to move a rather far ways a way, such as across the country or to another country.  You may be deciding to go back to school and to finally study that thing that you REALLY love to do.  You may even be deciding to get this book out there, or start the website or do something to take what you have been working on in private an launch it in the most abundant way you can imagine.  Well, good, because THIS is the time to write it in stone and to start taking the first steps into this totally different reality that is going to change every aspect of your life.  What is so great is that Mars is in your sign and while in retrograde you were REALLY scanning over your life and clearly seeing what is not a reflection of what you saw yourself living. Every aspect from home to job to love was under your attention and it either felt uber icky and deadened or uber wonderful and divine.  Most likely the uber icky won out, but the facing of the uber icky is what is now opening you to manifesting the uber wonderful and divine. Enough is enough!  I see you screaming at the top of your lungs. ENOUGH!  You are good and ready to live this life of abundance and to receive finally what you know you deserve.  Ah-ha though!  Do you see what is changing this?  Do you see that is through the mirror of seeing what you have manifested in partnerships of the too much giving and not always caring if you receive, that is changing in you?  Do you see that you ARE holding your head higher knowing that you are WORTHY of love and success and happiness?  Can you see from this vantage point right now, that all the inner work you have been forced to endure, to purify, to cleanse, to release has all been for this moment right now where you GET IT and where you can SEE that the way you have been talking about yourself, with expecting just the crumbs, as that means you are loved, right, has been determining everything that has manifested in your life. This taking the backseat is done.  I see chests coming out stronger and shoulders back.  This has birthed a new strength in you, love.  I also see some behinds shaking so I feel this means you are moving your body more in some way and exercise may be what is circulating things enough for you to see more clearly.  There IS a link to  not getting exercise and feeling depressed.   Now something about this new you and choosing to make huge changes that alter where you live or what you are doing for a career, are going to bring more opportunities to be seen for what you are doing AND there is something about sex or something about bonding closer with someone.  And honestly I see so many changes kind of like a domino affect but for sure the sensuality is a big piece coming into your life and it is ALL because you are finally seeing the value in YOU and now the world is about to embrace those new thoughts of yours and show you a mirror image of them.  So this means… keep it on the love, keep it on the new visions, keep it on the hope vibe, and shoot for the biggest dreams you can imagine NOW.


Virgo Horoscope Image

// virgo //
Okay the flow of money is set to be picking up in your life THROUGH your career! Yay!  You may have felt held back from spending too much or hesitant of any big expenditures but NOW in your heart you will feel a-okay with spending whatever it takes to in some way further your career or to make the changes that get you more noticed for what you bring to the table.  And seriously you may be spending so much more than you are usually comfortable with, but it is all good because it ties in with getting you and your career expressions out into the world. This can be where you will even buy a house that puts you in a new location where your vibration is a match.  So all big expenditures are actually working to help you make more money! And I really don’t think you will have much of a hard time with it now that Mars has gone direct. You will have more of a trust, knowing deep down that you need to upgrade.  Something too may be pointing to a move where you are thinking about moving to a completely different environment. It may be that you are getting more schooling as you are in the process of taking your messages and words very seriously and getting real about the need to learn new things in order to take them to another level.  There is a big upward movement occurring in your life that may seem frightening because so much is changing but it will bring you closer to your dreams.  You have nothing to worry about.  Another aspect that is occurring is that you will be oh so abundantly inspired creatively and really sort of owning that what you do is magical in a way.   You may even be able to find a way to make a living from your creativity as your mind now is alive with ideas that express beauty. I imagine that once Mars went direct you became of flood of creative inspiration and have been unable to sleep because your mind is so awake with ideas and possibilities.  This is a good thing, so enjoy it while it lasts. Some of your creative ideas can be things that will manifest for years to come.  Now there is also your self worth that has come into play, so you know.  And we all know that you can be the hardest on you, where you feel like you never live up to your own expectations, so you judge yourself on this scale that is not really to actual size.   And you have been going through an unraveling in a way to find the culprit and release its pressure in your mind.  Something should have shifted that is having you be more patient and trusting and feeling the need for less control with all that is.  AND that movement has allowed the space for you to love and honor you more.   When the Virgo can love and honor who they are, they become the Golden Goddesses.  (And YES this does apply to men too!!  Trust me EVERYONE loves the Male that embodies the Goddess as those are the men that are rarely single and we are attracted to their blended selves that birthed from dating high vibrational empowered women).


Leo Horoscope Image

// leo //
So you are someone who has felt very held back by your style of communicating recently.  You may have felt like no one was understanding you and others were taking offense when you really meant nothing.  There may have been some feeling like “you just can’t win” and “why bother”.   Now understand that there actually was a purpose for this as it relates to things that are from your childhood or something that came from others that was shared as black and white kind of statements.  You were clearly shown that you DO THIS and NOT THAT OTHER THING and honestly this may be something you picked up on your own as a way to protect your heart, and from the past few months you should have opened to this fact that it is okay to  step outside of the rules you have imposed on yourself so that you can try another way with your words.   You may have a habit that formed from feeling rejection and now you go out to meet that rejection before it can find you. This is like breaking up with someone before they can break up with you, sort of thing. Now what is wonderful is that you are in a HUGE growth and healing period in your life. So nothing is to be taken lightly and all paths will somehow lead to the information you need in order to clear these burdens you are carrying on your back.   So not only are you in a position to withdraw and pull back and really gain new perspectives on things, but you are being supported in this and guided in a way.   Jupiter in the 12th house is always about this spiritual sort of protection, so even though you may be going to depths that you never thought you even had, you are still wearing a sort of safety jacket that will always pull back a bit in order to do this on your terms.  Some of us get thrown in the deep end, but you are being supported by a bungee cord and you CAN bounce out if it feels like too much.  The weeble wobble method maybe is better for you.  Now do be careful of indulging too much in things like drugs or alcohol, and I have to say that I have never said that in a reading here before, but I heard that because it is so intense inside and down deep, you may be choosing to resist and escape.   That may be why you are getting so much support from other sources because they know you don’t want to go down, but you do need to.   Friends are also highlighted and it may be that you are thinking of times past with friends that are no longer around but much missed.  There can be a distance factor with those that you care about and you are longing to have everyone back together, like the good ole days.  The memories of times past may be just too much to bear right now as there is a yearning for what was and a dissatisfaction with what is.  But do not worry about this as it is just the healing process and you ARE going back to clear old garbage as a way to have a clean slate for what wants to arrive.   And also remember that you never know what is on the way that makes this all feel like a blessing.  The story is not over, love. There is still HOPE. And HOPE is what this New Moon is all about for you where you create a new story RIGHT NOW, with these energies of what you would like to bring into right action and how you would like your life to look despite how messy it may feel right now.


Cancer Horoscope Image

// cancer //
This is the time to fall in love again with life!  There have been so many uncertainties and a sort of fog around your feelings of whether you can really trust this life.  When we have Mars go retrograde in our roots arena, which is what supports other aspects of our life, it makes sense that we can feel like a crab or turtle without its shell.  We don’t know where to go or what to do as we are also seeing things in terms of “if I do this, then that may happen” and “if I do that, then this may happen”.  It leaves you unable to make many other decisions about life.  So Mars was going backwards in the house of YOU, the Cancer house.  So think about that.  And this is why you maybe haven’t felt so safe or protected and way too vulnerable to feel okay with coming out into the world.  This one could have froze you in your tracks like a deer in the headlights.  But that is all history and now Mars is in forward motion and all things relating to home are able to move forward again. This means you can expect the changes that you have been wanting to have happen with your home, to finally manifest.  If you want to sell, or if you want to buy, those will unfold within 2 months.   If you work from home you may have even felt a bit of a slow down with business or at least an uncertainty with figuring things out.  You may even be choosing to NOW do something from home, such as with starting a home business. The whole point though was to bring more clarity and a healthier balance of energy within the home.  The whole point was to get you solid footing so that you can start to birth some of these new dreams THAT you came up with while feeling unstable and uncertain about what was up.  Change on the home front is going to be a given, but it is going to be a good thing, so you don’t need to worry.  Now you are in that pulled back space of retreat still because the Sun is in your 12th house. This is the time to really pull back and size up your life thus far so that you can build this confidence to begin again and to finally do those things you have been dreaming of doing. First this new stability will be established at home and then you will have the proper soil to plant your NEW seeds.  This can also mean that you have something to share that needs to see the light of day and it may be with someone who shares your home and this can be an area of massive release of like getting something off your shoulders that you have been processing alone.  This New Moon will give you the courage to speak your truth and to do it with compassion.  This can be another element that leads to feeling that in love with life again as you releasing these words can bring a fresh new happiness with those who live in your home.  You will be bringing the peace at home and from there a new beauty will begin to sprout.  I felt a huge exhale so this may have been an area that has had you holding your breath and feeling very restricted.


Gemini Horoscope Image

// gemini //
Oh this is YOUR New Moon, sweethearts, and this is when you will be feeling oh so fantastic ESPECIALLY because Mars is in this equation and he is singing in your house of HAPPY.   This is where you have been going back and trying to understand what it will take to really feel like life is worth living. You may have been seeing how much struggle there has been and quite honestly, the root of most evil for you has been within your own mind where you have been feeling more limited than you in fact are.  You were always being held safe and secure but you needed to kind of fall out of your comfort zone in order to reach for greater heights.  You needed the feeling of being “trapped” in order to discover on your own how to feel more free and alive. And thank you Mars, because he was really just showing where you have been moving on auto pilot and not really stopping to smell the roses of this moment right here, right now.  So he had to cut off the joy, in a way, or to have you feeling lack luster, so that you could decide to pull yourself up and map out a new plan of what it will take to live a life of purpose where you feel valued for what you are bringing, or important for the creativity that comes from within you.  A baby may also be a new addition to this space as you may have discovered that what you are feeling that you are missing is a child, or another child.  If you are wanting to have a child, you will have the energy to manifest this over the next 2 months.  And I can see you relaxing in a comfortable place like with a crackling campfire and friends around you and feeling very trusting and okay with all that is… so that is a good sign and even if you are not feeling the contentment just yet, know that it is on the way.  These changes you have been making are bringing you closer to you and you may even notice that you feel like someone more with authority because you are not so unsure of things anymore and starting to see the light of day.  I do see many options still though so you may feel a bit flustered with having to make many decisions.   And you are about to move into a more spiritually connected, grounded to earth sort of feeling…. kind of like with bringing heaven to earth, in a way.  Or like having your head in the clouds, but feet firmly on the ground. And the earth plays an important piece in this image so you may be working with the earth or starting a landscaping or gardening project.   But something with getting your hands into things is opening you more to trusting this life and trusting the cycles.  You will also find that you are UBER inspired when you have your hands busy, like with working in soil and with designing new things like space or like with your studio.  This is the time for you to only do the things that you love to do as they are cumulatively building your confidence in self and in being able to manifest your dreams.   And this is the time to speak from YOUR voice box and the full strength of it too.   There needs to be no holding back and this relates to you valuing yourself and honoring that what you have to say is very important.   The more you speak your truth, the more you will be able to express your creative gifts.  Go figure.


Taurus Horoscope Image

// taurus //
Woo hoo, creativity abounds!  Oh love. You should absolutely feel IN HEAVEN right now.  You should feel so comfortable in your skin or at least in this world.  You should feel inspired beyond belief to do your creativity, to use your hands in more abundant ways, to honor the gift of who you are, to engage in more seductive entanglements, and to find all the ways to bring in more happiness and contentedness into your life.  You are on the right track and the driving force of this all is with you waking to the value of who you are.   You may not have all the things you are dreaming of, but you are fully ready to do what it takes to bring them to manifestation and each one of them is on your mind at this time. You long for more value with life and that longing will bring you what you need, so do not push these thoughts away. You may feel guilty at noticing all that is not working in your life, but noticing them is the first step, and it is important that every angle gets the attention in needs.  If you are working in a creative field and especially with working for yourself, you will really be able to communicate in excellent ways with others so that they truly want what you have to offer. This stronger voice is coming from your own sense of waking to self worth, as this is what I described in the main reading with how when I was doubting myself I had a weak tone that did not even encourage a sale, but you will be waking to your importance and your creative gifts and this will change the tone of how you talk about what you do.  I can see this authority in your voice coming through and it is all because YOU are believing more in yourself.  I see that having a necklace with stones like hematite and kyanite and even pyrite (funny that all the ITES came forward) can really help to allow this stronger YOU voice to come through.  But its coming anyway even without the support of crystals.  Venus will be going into your sign the day after the New Moon and this is yet another wonderful blessing of the planets as this will help you to believe even more in you doing that creative thing that you love to do BECUASE people will start seeing you as this master creative.   They will just naturally assume you are doing your souls gifts and that you know how valuable you are and because of that you can plan on more money and more business coming in this month! YAY!  So if you have been waiting to put something out there that is the example of what your soul yearns to do, then do it.  It is okay to believe in yourself and you are being ordered to find the ways to remember how awesome you are. I suggest you even make a list of all the reasons you are kickass as this is part of learning to value yourself. And what is funny is I was making a list like this and laughing at myself but that was when I heard that this is required when you walk the journey of learning self worth. It is not full of ego to list the reasons for how awesome we are, and it is in fact something we need to do when we are being called to awaken to our inner luminosity.  And your true inner glow is ready to sprout out of this hardened shell you may have created…


Aries Horoscope Image

// aries //
So you have been on a journey of trying to figure out how to work with others so that messages do not get spread in a negative way and where harmony can be established. You may have been going back in time and closely examining your memories for patterns within partnerships.  There could have been much innerwork in this arena of seeing the patterns of how you may be shutting down when the going gets tough or you may be frightened of success, so you sabotage relationships, or whatever you are shown, but this is a time where you are wanting desperately to be done with those manifested outcomes and you may be opening to an honest appraisal of what your piece was in them all.  This is a great step, because you keeping it real is going to open your mind to other ways to communicate with them so that hostility is not aroused and where you will be able to share your true heart feelings without the fear of being rejected.  If you are single you will be doing the work now that can allow a better match of a partnership to enter your life.  And if you work with others, you will also be given the opportunities to learn to communicate in ways that do not attract negative energy your way.  There have likely been many altercations of not seeing eye to eye, or miscommunications that have erupted into insanity, with others and it may have had you feeling very down and not good enough, but love, you can trust that this was only to open you to patterns from long ago that have repeated and repeated and NOW you are being given an opportunity to see your piece in this and then decide to not respond or react in the ways that have become the norm for you. You are writing a new story about how you communicate with others and how you read the symbols within them that tend to trigger something in you.  So with this New Moon, commit to a new style of communicating.  Commit to being clear, open, vulnerable and driven to create peace instead of separation.  AND what is great too is that this can be the best time of the year to fully put your heart into any writing or message project.  If you have always wanted to write a book, then now would be a wonderful time to start. And also with bringing the peace with others, you will have much success if you can share your vulnerable position through the written word.  We always have to clear past relationship baggage before we can attract a positive and sustainable relationship.  To be friends with all ex’s is the most ideal, as we DID love them more than anything EVER at one time, so if there is some negative density hanging around, just try writing a letter to clear the air. It doesn’t matter if they return with a comment, what matters is that you let this go by bringing your side of the peace to the puzzle.

Full Moon in Scorpio// The Deep Plunge That Takes Us HIGHER // 14 May 2014

This is a time to feel gratitude for how far you have come and to feel the strength of your warrior’s heart who is counting coup from all that inner work shadow boxing you have been participating in.

As we all know so well, this recent journey of weeks past carried the vibration of the feeling of immersing ourselves in the dark caves of our own inner work of humbling and honest inner evaluations.   And now, give thanks,  we can all breathe a sigh of relief as the heavy work pressure is easing up (for the time being) as our lighter and more free spirited essences can begin to step forward and run the show.

This Full Moon is similar to an injury in the body that has filled up with blood, and the expansion of the taking on so much has created pain and discomfort that is just begging for some release.  I once closed the car door on my finger, after I hit lock, and had to use my left hand to juggle the keys out of my bag to get the door unlocked to release my poor smashed finger.  And what happen over the next days was that it filled with blood and was painful and throbbing and was distracting me with its intensity, so I had to cut the skin to release the blood.   The pain from this injury was keeping me from sleeping and keeping me from being able to concentrate on anything. This is how it has become with our shadow wounds, and by that I mean those places within where we have been hurt and violated and let down and disappointed and rejected and disgraced and fed false programming, and how from those things we took on a new way of dealing and  created new patterns of reacting to situations in our lives.

And as of this current state in our evolution, we are feeling the pain of those wounds like nothing else before.  They are stopping us. They are distracting us.  They are bringing discord into our relationships.  They are keeping us from truly manifesting the dreams that we hold tight inside our hearts, that we are so consciously working to see as our reality. And we question, why am I not living the dreams I am putting out there?  Why is the world not manifesting for me?

And with Mars still in retrograde motion and moving direct on May 19th, that pressure to change, to make a decision, to get this party started is like the pressure I felt in my finger. It is stopping us from moving forward while at the same time trying to push us outside of our comfort zones.  It is causing people to  react without thinking of the implications, with irrational lashing behaviors,  and enough is enough mannerisms.  To say you may see many people losing their heads, thrashing their arms with dramatic gestures, storming around all huffy puffy, and being bitter and bitchy about how little they are able to control in life, is going to be putting it mildly.

Loose cannons are the name of the game and this has been something we have gotten used to because this has been the energy for much of this year for many people.   And the funny thing is that people just need a poke pin popped into them to release the pent up pissed off frustrated fuck this shit energy because it is in the releasing of the pressure that we are able to find the smooth moments of life once again.

This is about sharing and opening and being vulnerable and honest. This is about releasing them so that a new way can be established.  We must empty first, in order to  fill up in a better way, and this means we must RELEASE this garbage, these shadow sides that we want to hide from others or deny that we even possess.  This is about talking about our wounds, our issues, our negatives, our pains, our disappointments.  This is about getting it all out so that we can get to the bottom of the root of the situation.  These are not superficial waters, my loves, so take a deep breath, and plan on being under for a while as just like with gold mining… the good nuggets are way down low and can only be found after much digging.

Now one thing we need to face is that many of us  have been driving on the warning strips on the highway and it is jarring and like someone with fingers going down the chalkboard but instead of making a change, and letting things go, we have just continued on and gotten frustrated with how we can never really seem to get to where we want to be.  We  get mad and rage and complain about how nothing every works out and how difficult this life really is.  AND THEN out goes that intention to be manifested in our life.  So currently we are stopping and saying, hey, its not that fun or enjoyable to drive on the warning strip. Its actually pretty annoying and is frazzling my nerves, sooooo…. what are my other choices?  What can I do to change? What do I need to adjust so that I can be riding the smooth road in life?   And know too, that everyone one of us who is now on the smooth road got there from asking those same questions and actually doing something about it.

So this energy right now is pushing us to the max in ways that are actually blessings asking us to delve deeper into the reason BEHIND our actions and manifested frictions with others.   So much is in the realm of relationships as this is how we are being triggered into seeing what we need to see about ourselves.

Jealousy is  a Dark Monster
One of the energies I ask everyone to look closely at is with jealousy.  This is a strong energy that tends to want to travel closely to us, and this is why you may have peculiar intuitional feelings around some people even when you are not able to get to the bottom of why you feel a hesitancy with them.  They often can be friends, family and people you take into your close groups,  and you will be torn because inside you will feel one thing, but to your face you will feel that they value and support you.  Now, I love to explore this one because I have noticed that pretty much every time I feel something that is off from someone, I will take it into my mind and it consumes me BECAUSE I want to believe the best and hey, they are nice to me… so what I am feeling MUST not be the truth, right?    Does this sound familiar?  You feel something that is a warning, but they are smiling so nicely and there is nothing on the outside of them that shows you that you can believe in your intuition over what they are leading you to believe.  So it is confusing and often you tend to go with what you see and not what you feel… UNTIL the day finally comes when you SEE why you FELT what you felt.  That days comes, it always does.

Because these energies of this Full Moon are in a Kite, with Taurus being the point the drives the Grand Water Trine,  VALUES is everything. Valuing ourselves has been the point of this past year where we truly just have to admit that we cannot have energies around us that are working to deplete us and keep us from shining our brilliance.  Jealousy is HUGE and every single one of us has to admit that we DO feel it around certain people and are triggered by their good fortune, or good looks, or good lover, or good personality.  That jealousy is going to keep us from manifesting what we want, though, as jealousy is one of the lowest vibrations.  It intermingles with judging others or putting others down and making them out to be less than. It steals our light and sabotages our future manifestations.  It keeps us from making a living from our creative gifts. It keeps us from finding a love partnership that is honoring.  It keeps us from waking up each morning and being stoked to start this day, to live this life, to shine and twinkle.  It is like eating cement and it WILL keep you down.

You should resonate hard core with what I am saying because SOMETHING is revealing itself at this time and most likely it will be through a relationship where you have felt warning signs but ignored them by denying what your intuition was telling you.  And this insight light is being revealed to you because of the importance of only sharing your heart and space with those that honor, love, respect and want the VERY BEST for you and your life.

Jealousy is an energy that cuts YOU off too.  I mean, it hurts the person who is feeling it by keeping all wonderful manifestations at bay, but it affects you because inside they don’t want you to have such a great partner (because THEY want one) and they don’t want you to be so seen and loved in your career (because THEY want to receive that)  and they don’t want you to be so happy and having fun (because THEY want to feel those things) and they don’t want you to have such a beautiful body (because THEY want that body).

YOU experiencing this life that you created triggers something in them that then puts off this energy that whether you realize it or not, sucks your energy and tries to keep you from BEING those things.  This is like someone who has a bright light energy by nature and how others are envious of that so this person picks up on that and tries to make themselves smaller.   These energies are subtle but they are real and they affect us greatly.  Imagine daggers of jealousy coming your way (OR imagine the daggers of jealousy that YOU are sending off to your sisters and brothers of the red road walking nation way}.

So not honoring your intuition and allowing people in your life who are “suffering” from the I WISH I HAD WHAT YOU HAVE energy is only going to hold you back.  And on the other side of this coin, if you too are feeling these jealousy things with resenting that someone else is in the bliss or in abundance or IN LOVE or thriving with their creativity, then you are keeping yourself from having those same things.  I know, it is not easy to move out of the jealousy! It is a monster buried deep within and it is STRONG like candida where just WANTING to clear this is not going to cut it.  This is one that will probably be like a trail of clues that ends up taking you back to something childhood related or something where you took on the energy of believing that everyone else wins and you always have to suffer.  This can be feeling like second best over other siblings or picked up from school where others were encouraged and you felt left out.  This can come from one single situation that imprinted you so hugely that now you have taken on this energy of lack and dissatisfaction, always feeling left out and ignored.

AND let me tell you that looking closely at this RIGHT NOW and really knowing that you DON’T enjoy feeling like this., being triggered by others joy or success, and by really knowing that if you came together in a heart to heart that you COULD rise above it and see that you don’t really want to put this limiting energy out to others.   You just need to be open to what YOUR sensitivities are and then you just need to think the compassionate way with knowing that if you really opened up about this to others they would embrace you and want to help you not feel so left behind.  And by releasing the pressure, it dies and we start to transform into the learned aspects of this life lesson.  We become seen it, done it, and have risen above it. We learn the lesson and we realize there IS plenty out there to go around. There really is and understand, everything is timing, so if you can be happy for all the joy and bliss and abundance going on around you, then you will catch that vibe and be living the same thing when it is time for that gate to open for YOU.  It will. It will if you transform the jealousy and envy into feeling happy for what others have manifested.  It is kind of magic like that too!

So this Full Moon is a VERY special gate opening where we take ALL THAT that we immersed ourselves in of recent weeks (and for some people, months), and then say HERE universe, this is what I want no more of.  This is what I would like to see die from my personality and from my life.  All that you were working on was basically you just collecting data to be able to bring to the gate and say, Here, I don’t need this anymore. This is not serving me any longer.   This is like you dropping off your old (world) things to the thrift store.  You are cleaning out all the nooks and crannies of YOU and then boxing them up and dropping them off and good bye.

Also a little more patience is required as Mars moves Direct on May 20th and is in stationary motion right no.  So we are feeling the stop and the turnaround, but we also feel the READY TO GO AND DO AND CHANGE AND START  as we are facing a new direction and are ready for this chain to drop so we can plunge forward.  This is very similar to tantric sex and you may SO  be ready to bring it to the forefront, but you will be better off if you just hold it in a little longer.  (It’s always worth the wait)  So just keep thinking about the moves and ONLY jump if the chain drops and you know it is a yes, for you, and time to make these changes,  Otherwise within days the escalator will start up again and we will move forward with energy and restructured focus that is not so much all over the place but much more unique to who we really are and what our gifts are to share with the world.

Don’t forget that you got this, you can handle this and this is all a part of the plan to release these poisons inside that are KEEPING US FROM OUR DREAM LIVES.

{ love, KV }

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Pisces Horoscope Image

// pisces //
This is a special Full Moon for you!  Through the past few weeks you have been pulled back and restructuring a creative endeavor or something that is steps above what you have been doing SO THAT it can be put together with a better focus of what you are really good at and also so that you can STOP and really think about the timing of things and also with seeing how organically things come together WHEN you surrender and trust this life of yours.  So, there was a pull back in order for you to stop and see things from a different perspective and now there will be many changes that you will start to implement when Mars moves direct.  We are already in the stationary part of this direct movement so you are feeling the READY with your thoughts and with the steps that you will take to birth this new and better expression of what you would like to be doing to make a living … creatively and with the sharing of the wisdom of YOUR path walked.   The pull back was to show you how unique you are considering the path that was yours to walk and the wisdom that you chose to embrace. The escapist aspect of you was in heaven in the pullback as it balanced itself out so that you ARE wanting to confront more things and deal with what comes up and handle the obligations of life instead of retreating into non action.  There is a new and improved Pisces birthing and this is where you are finally seeing the wounds and struggles of your past as being the very things that sculpted how totally incredible and fascinating you are! And speaking of that, this energy is lighting up your fingers and tongue, as messages of inspiration, hope, survival, seeing the light in the dark and so many other topics are coming forward out of you and this time, this time, you know you must apply the discipline to birth these dreams out in the world. There is the feeling of NOW or never that is still coursing through you and this will be the catalyst that “forces” you to make the moves now that put you on the path of getting your writings, messages, book, teachings, creative gifts out into the world in a big way that goes far and wide. The key to this is with letting go of those feeling like there is not room for you and what you can do, or feeling like you are not educated enough, or skilled enough.   Yes, the metaphysical arena is saturated with other artists looking to make a living at what they are good at, but if you can just not look out so much by comparing yourself with others,  if you can hold your gifts sacred and only in the space of sharing them with others who value you and support what you are doing, then you will have the foundation needed to leap off this cliff.  Risk is required and you need to leap into this darkness KNOWING you will be embraced.  This is the only path anyway, loves.  It is off the cliff and into the trusting that if you put your 100% behind yourself and your gifts, you WILL DISCOVER SUCCESS from this leap.   Also things have been slow and not so much showing signs of life, but when you say YES to this new way of communications and the sharing of messages, that came FROM the evaluations of the need to restructure, then things will start to come FAST FAST FAST.  This new way is better than the old way you were thinking of doing things.  Also LOVE and passion will come through the act of doing this creative endeavor, with hope in your heart, but also… there is so much potential for this new and improved romantic energy to find you… are you open?  Are you ready to receive all that you have been naturally giving to others?


Aquarius Horoscope Image

// aquarius //
This will be a time of letting go of ANY feelings that you are not good enough in your career arena.  Through the restructuring period you should have been pulled back in order to see what is keeping you from living your career dreams and really doing that thing that you love to do.  The pulled back occurred to open you to new perspectives where before you were feeling like you were a small fish in a big pond, so why bother, but now you will have opened more to the unique path you have traveled and there should be a strength building that says HEY! I got gifts!  This confidence will come from deep within and will grow until the point where you will put yourself out there, leap off this cliff and just DO IT NOW. There is no more time to waste.  Creativity is highlighted, as is LEAPING and you will be seeing a new way to do an old thing or you will come up with a restructured way to do what you were doing, but in a better upgraded fashion. Improvements are where you are focused and you will be feeling the motivation to do whatever it takes to live this life fully, finally.  There will be uprisings of your soul that are saying, you just can’t hide any longer and you just can’t keep wasting time by thinking you really don’t have what it takes to do this because you DO.  And discipline and passion will guide you.  This is something that will grow but you HAVE to make changes now that deal with valuing yourself and with finding that grounded space in you that is locked in and true, so that this career has a foundation to grow from.  It will be your connection to earth, to grounding, to finding a safe and anchored space from within that will be the structure needed to bring the blossoming of your career that is of your dreams.  Too much wishing for manifestations occurring OUT THERE, without the required foundation of your solid and safe feeling within your core, will not manifest what you really desire.  You need the anchor of HOME to manifest your career dreams. You need a solid home base and if possible, you need to fill it with people who have your back and support your visions fully.  If you do not have this home yet, you need to make THAT the utmost of importance for that is step 1 and career is step 2.  There is no way to jump to 2 without first grounding in the safe of home in your heart.  There is also that truth that when we are okay with ourselves and trusting our lives, we can feel at home ANYWHERE, even if we are homeless or living in our cars.  Home/foundation/feelings of stability are where healing is in order.  Your mind is also under scrutiny here as you are being ordered to remain in the positive and hopeful state no matter how long it takes for this avocado to ripen.  You are in a warning period of not buying into any lack or fear or what ifs about your future.  You are on target, on time, and everything you need will show up when your vibration is matching what you dearly are holding true inside that embodies this high value and honoring quality of knowing you have something special to share.


Capricorn Horoscope Image

// capricorn //
It is such an honor to be the Capricorn, and I know that bit by bit you are grasping that, grasping that this long journey that is always requiring patience and commitment IS actually worth it.  And at this time you  are going to be blessed with more forward motion finally with your career and it is THROUGH you really thinking about what it is that you want to do as a contribution to the evolution of this world.  There is something that needs to be sort of embraced concerning the group and it may be that you have felt distanced or not fitting in or not feeling like you have a place out in the sea of others who may be dreaming of doing the same things as you.  You are being asked to really own your gifts at this time, own what it will take to help you feel important with doing your service and also own and honor the journey that it has taken for you to now be able to hold such wisdom and expertise that is your thing to provide.  You need to take a break from looking at yourself through the eyes of what you think should be expected of you at this point in time.  Comparison will wilt you and we can’t have that.   Now actually, you are to really be weeding out friends and associations that are not valuing what you have to offer.  It is so important that you are surrounded by people who think you are the bomb diggity.  And the reason being is that you have messages that are important and if you continue to feel like the scene is saturated and there is no place for you, then you will continue to put road block energy in front that keeps the veil over what it is that you are needing to share with the group and with humanity as this thing you are doing  is about improving or inspiring others lives.  So. We need you feeling very confident and its not like you need to go out and make any thing happen, we just need you to own how wonderful and perfect and full of ancient wisdom you ARE.  We need you honoring that THIS material of yours can be assisting people to awaken, to heal, to want to live again, or whatever.   There is room for you and I can tell you that because of a topic I was discussing with someone today. I don’t know who Jeff Brown is but I do know that every time someone shares him on facebook I read his words and the tone of them sounds like fingernails down the chalkboard,  I would never be able to learn or grow from anything  he wrote because he doesn’t resonate in my body.  ( I also have a very sensitive tonal system, though!! )  But I do know that he gets much respect from the generation older than me, like I’m sure my Mom would love his style of talking but to me it sounds so bitchy and chop chop.  And I was glad to see this today and discuss it with others because it really did open me to how we so need people sharing wisdom and especially the Capricorn, but that we are all so different and we need someone who really feels like someone we can connect with.  If we don’t connect we won’t get anything from them and we need MANY people out there sharing their visions, their creative gifts, their writings to cover the scope of how different we all are and how different we need the messages to be in order for them to stick. Just like with musicians… we do not like the same things so we need variety and we need everyone sharing what they have to share.  We need YOU courageously coming forward and vulnerably sharing what you have been working on.  We need you valuing that thing you do that makes you feel important because it is about helping others in some way. And we need you to not feel so separate and no home in the worldish as there IS a spot for you but it is waiting for YOU to claim it.  It is waiting for you to stand up and say THIS IS MINE and THIS IS MY THING TO GIVE.  There is room for you, love.  And you best get on it because when Mars moves back into direct motion, it is ON with your career.  Yes things slowed down for several weeks but now the flood gates will open and opportunities will be looking for you like a mosquito to bare skin.


Sagittarius Horoscope Image

// sagittarius //
All those Fire signs are under the biggest pressures! And I don’t mean it in a bad way but you are all going through so much of the depth material, the shadow wounds, the recognizing of patterns that are self-defeating and just icky old rubbish that you would rather just sweep it under the rug and call it a day. Unfortunately you are being guided down this introverted space of inner contemplations because some serious healing is in order and until this density is cleared, there will be these nagging feelings of discontent inside of you.  Now a veil is lifting concerning your home environment or roots arena or with childhood times and something may move this even from like a psychic hunch or like a vision just comes to you and reveals the truth of something that you could not see before.  You are being asked to use your intuition in this situation because this is not something you will see as it is coming from a feeling deep inside. There is also the energy of planning, so you are thinking in your head about details and how to do this and what to expect.  I see you staring up and standing still so this makes me think that things haven’t changed or manifested just yet but you are visualizing it and imagining how this will look in the future.  I can tell you that you WILL get what you want and this WILL turn out in your favor as it feels like wishes will be granted. So use the power of your mind to create this new thing that has you stopped and thinking about it.  You will get what you are thinking about.  Now healing, healing, healing, you are so immersed in the healing and there is the need to rise above out of the dark cave of feeling like you are disadvantaged or suffering beyond a level that you can handle.  Saturn in the 12th house is not as painful as it is in the 4th and 5th, but it still just makes you feel very misunderstood and like you don’t have a place in the world and possibly can even create a disconnect with trusting in the powers that be.  Now in its highest expression, this is where you can really get serious about your spiritual ceremony aspects of life. This is where you can commit to a schedule of daily yoga, meditation, and retreat into the space of connecting with spirit and your guides. This is when you can really tune in there and create a connection with your guides so that you no longer feel out of place in this world or like that you are losing your mind.  You are being asked to open up and share your feelings with others and to include them to let them know what is up with you. You may want to retreat and deal with this on your own, and yes that is a great idea, but still there is something with you needed to open up to this person who is in your home environment or with someone who really knows you to the core.


Scorpio Horoscope Image

// scorpio //
So you are another one who is really ready to either travel or move and there is something with more driving or traveling between places.  I see lines and maps and movement.  This movement shift from a place that was stable and predictable is creating new vista views and it is also changing how we see you.  This movement is almost like with how we do better in some locations rather than others and this move or this decision to somehow expand your life is connected with your creativity and with doing something that makes you feel important, so there may be shifts because of this movement you are experiencing that will allow others to see you in a more powerful kind of expression.  You are upgrading for the world to see and it involves you doing your creative things, possibly something with having a child or doing something for or with children, and also sending things out there in a bigger sort of way. This can be signing on with a bigger company that works to get you out there, or doing an affiliate program or anything that shares what you have been working on that is very much metaphysical related or with things of a mystical essence.  There may also be photo shoots or anything with being an actor or entertainer and those materials will somehow start traveling around and opportunities to share what you are doing will expand.  There is a growth from a little seed planted and this is the time to really know that you don’t have to control anything or make anything happen as the ball is already rolling and the results will be coming your way over the next year. Everything for you is really about shooting for greater heights and like dreaming of the impossible, in a way.  This is not the time to limit yourself.  Now with Saturn in your sign, that is never a fun thing, but even more so for the Scorpio. You like to feel in control and Saturn likes to take your control away and throw you into situations that make you feel like you can’t deal or can’t cope. This is why our Saturn returns can be so brutal when we are trying to control everything. If you can go with the flow, that return is more gentle. I only know one person who sailed through the Saturn return unscathed and she is the most trusting and non-reactive person I know. She has always had the way of the peaceful warrior who moves with opposition instead of fighting it.  Even to this day she has one of the most beautiful lives I have seen anyone live and it is because she fights NOTHING. Everything is all good to her!  And as I have gotten older I have tried to learn from her and emulate her. You too will be put into situations during this time where you do have NO control. You can’t change it and there is nothing you can do but meet it and try to make the best of it.  I’m not saying this will happen but this reminds me of late stage diseases, as my father just flashed into my mind with when he was dieing of liver failure.  You may be spending time in hospitals with the Mars in retrograde or feeling like you are losing your grip on reality. There is  a feeling of resignation and allowance, knowing there is nothing you can do but to be here now and make the most of a situation that is pretty much written in stone.  This energy is relationship related so something is going on with someone and you are needing to let the control go and face what needs to be faced. I just heard denial and there may be the need to  lift the veil and really just see what is going on.  Now Mars going direct will really help you with this because right now you may feel unsettled or ungrounded with feeling like you can’t connect with spirit in a way so that you feel safe and supported.  You may be saying WHY? to the powers that be. You may be asking for an answer through tarot cards or with readings and really feeling like no answers are coming.  There is the need for silence and trust as these waters are pretty rocky and you may feel like your brain is fried. But do just know that you are being schooled and you are learning tools that can only be discovered from walking this path. It may not feel so hot, but know you ARE protected and supported and loved and valued and honored and there should be no shortage of people coming forward to share that with you.  You are not alone in this and you will be growing closer into relationships of more value through this death cycle of the Scorpio Full Moon. Yes parts of you are dieing, but no this is not game over and in fact a new light will pierce through in such a way that rainbows will shine brightly for you as a message of energies trying to let you know that you are never alone.  You are going to be so supported in whatever needs to die and  transform in your life. You got this strong one. Enter courageously with your vulnerable heart open for us to lend you a hand.


Libra Horoscope Image

// libra //
Okay lets see here.  So there is something wonderful that is occurring with your outlook on life. Something in the form of possibly a new lover or a new friend or a new job opportunity or something has come that is strengthening your drive to keep this going and not give up. Its like you’ve been running on E and so nervous about how you can make things work and suddenly someone shows up and offers to fill your tank for life. Suddenly there is a shift like you are running that marathon and almost passing out and wanting to give up and someone shows up with some electrolyte water and a snort of something that gives you energy and stamina.  You will be like BRING IT, even though you were just on the edge of losing it and wanting to sign off.  There has been or will be a shift of feeling like you want to give up and then shifting into feeling very stoked and transformed. Now what is really beautiful is that this one is very much values related to you and over the past few months with Mars in retrograde, you have really been noticing how other see you or what sort of impression you make on others. Its like you have been getting dressed for a while with no mirror and now you HAVE that mirror and it sort of changes everything.  You may even choose to make drastic changes with your appearance when Mars goes direct after the 19th.  You may change something that has been your staple for a long time and it will somehow feel like a breath of fresh air.  And very opposite in way.  This can be like cutting off your hair or dying your hair or getting a tattoo or piercing or something that just makes us see you different in way. Whatever you choose to change, we will love it and you will too.  This was a portal opening that was wanting you to focus on things too that relate to your body and taking care of your body and also with valuing your body, your sexuality, your seductiveness, your wild sides.  There has been something held back and you are good and ready to get this party started once again. If you do meet someone there will be the elements of unusual and surprise. So they may be different from who you normally date, it may be long distance, or you may move in after a few weeks, or you are more like opposites and surprised that you are able to feel so excited by this person, or it may come very suddenly (and possibly end suddenly).  Do know that however this goes down or however long it lasts, it IS for the purpose of you upgrading your value system, and through the relationship getting into touch with what you body needs. This is the energy of you needing to stop putting yourself down or feeling like second best or holding back with your love nature. And something has been needing to be recognized with how you do love… and if you are loving to create this situation that grows and thrives or if you are loving in order to feel loved back and to feel that NOW you are acceptable. You are in such a lesson anyway of learning to bring in the relationships that accentuate your life and not suck it dry and make you feel like a loser if you are alone in life.   ANY alone for you at this time is just for you to make yourself even better and to discover the way to remember how special you are and how deserving you are of love and affection and adoration, in a good way.  This Full Moon will take you to the depth and you may feel a bit sad or troubled at how much there is that it takes to be clear and pure and shadowless.  Remember we are all in this and we all feel that one. Lighten up on yourself.  We NEED you to have more love and honor for YOU. So learn to speak to yourself like you would an innocent child.  Also work is going to pick up and more opportunities to do what you love to do will arrive. There is something with your creative gifts that needs to shift from scarcity to abundance. You may need to NOT focus on how you could possibly make a living from this thing and instead focus on how much you just LOVE to do it and let that energy manifest a way for it to support you. We must immerse ourselves in the love of what we are doing for it to ever be something that supports us.   Open to seeing where you are holding your gifts back because of the money factor and decide to dream a little dream with this now.  Just forget about the money for a minute and feel how good it feels to do something that YOU created and that you love to do.  That feeling is what is important now.


Virgo Horoscope Image

// virgo //
This is going to be moving time for a lot of Virgos or at least they will be shooting for a vacation or deciding to go back to school as something is on the table that will be expanding your life and somehow changing your current immediate neighborhood scene.  You may be traveling more and for sure there is the element of feeling flustered because it feels like it is all way too much.  Now there is also this sort of stagnancy or limiting feeling with your words at this time and it may be that you can’t come up with the right things to say or you feel like you should hold back or there may have been a situation with a sibling that is causing you some pain in your heart. There is some feeling like your words can not be spoken the way you need to speak them and you may even find that your writing is on hold as the words just aren’t able to form and come together just yet.  There may also be something with study or a new course or something that is either going to be embarked on by you or you will be creating this yourself.  This is on your mind and you are trying to figure out how to do ALL THIS and time may be screwing with you because you aren’t yet able to pin this down and really figure out what is going on. I see a muddled energy in the mind so however this translates, it will feel consuming and not very settling.  Now Mars is playing a big role int his by being retrograde and out little friend is going to be turned back around on the 19th of May…. so you are SO close to getting answers.  This energy will be much more smooth and focused in regards to this thing on your mind that relates to your creative gifts or something that is values related that has been shifting over the past few months because the direction you were moving was not carrying the vibration of your self love, and your self love is growing more fertile BECAUSE of all these unanswered questions you have had. Go figure. You needed to stop and go deeper and what you have discovered is going to change what is to come over the next few months. So this time right now really had you looking at what is value to you and what is trust to you and what it will take to create a life of balance so that things feel more satisfying to your soul.  Those answers are not necessarily there yet for you, but you are getting close.  Now this time is the hugest one for really learning some lessons through your peoples, your friends, your lover, your work partners, and basically people in general.  And we are in a time of provocation that is merely occurring to have us step back from our egos so that we can see our shadow wounds that are manifesting out in the world.  So if you have been pushed, or triggered or are having altercations with your close ones, just know there is something for you to see about yourself that relates to keeping someone on a pedestal, believing the best without really taking the time to delve into the truth,  something with being a victim, something with following a pattern that is worn out and ready to die and be transformed, or even something where you are realizing that you push love away or have a difficult time valuing yourself and expecting the very best.  You are in upgrade mode and the inner work of recent months is going to be bringing you a brand new day in a way.  This feels like shedding some old skin too, and you may actually feel like or resonate with the snake at this time.  Now as for work, your mind may have been on other things and it may feel like you are dropping the ball in a way, but there is support there so either others are holding some more weight at this time or you losing it a little bit is actually a good thing and will help you to restructure.  You are slipping away from work in a way, either switching jobs or restructuring the one you have but just know it is all good. If you have to retreat in a way, know that you will still be supported and no one is blaming you or mad at you. Take this time for you because you have SO many changes occurring now and in the month to come and they will be good, so don’t worry. Trust this, my love.


Leo Horoscope Image

// leo //
So you are another sign that has been going through so much soul growth!  You fully know what it means to go to the depth now and to eagerly seek out what needs to die and be transformed so that you can shine that happy Leo in all areas of ones life. I feel like your priorities are changing as you are getting older, so there are ways you are looking to expand in your life that even a few years ago you may have not felt the importance.  There is the sadness or limitations, so to speak that are holding you down in the roots and home arena and asking you to delve oh so deeply into all those nooks and crannies of picked up behaviors and programmed ways of seeing what life is all about. If you learned it is to be hard, then you will buy into that and if you learned that you can’t feel safe in this world, then you will manifest from that foundation.  Something that was not stable in your foundation, in your childhood times, or in your home NOW, that possibly may have something to do with the father and/or an important man in your life now, is asking for a release and a death in order to for you to build a new.  This is of the utmost importance because it will lead to stronger branches reaching up to your career where you will be able to either provide more value out in the world or just be seen as this valuable creative bright light being.  There is the darkness of all those hidden places that for eons of time we were not encouraged to delve deeper as the collective unconscious believed that keeping things hidden is the way to go and not being vulnerable was the way to be respected.  It is like we have been living in a world of false fronts and none of us are okay with that anymore because we say, wait a minute! I am not really happy. I am not really feeling like life is valuable.  I am not really feeling content and like I am manifesting the things of my dreams as consistently as I may like to.  So where you are with this Full Moon is taking some of that muck that you discovered from down below, from childhood times, and with the way you communicate and share messages, and all of that is wanting to release from you, to be transmuted into something much more loving and valuing and honoring of who you have become FROM walking the red road of life.  So this is taking all that you have learned and grown from and you are going to be bringing new elements into your career that are going up some notches DUE TO the inner work of recent months.  So  this was all perfect as you wouldn’t have been able to do these new creative ideas you have come up with until the heavy density of things that were being kept hidden were given the light to release from you.  And don’t worry, this new honest and vulnerable you is not going to tarnish that glowing Leo shine in our eyes, but now you know that we actually respect the humbled and vulnerable Leo so much more than the one who has to keep up with appearances and is only holding a front in place. Pull back that mask, love.  We want to see and embrace the real you.  Something that was hidden or confusing in a relationship may come to the light.  It may or may not be what you want to hear but at least you are breaking through the illusion.  And with the courage of the energy now, you will be able to accept whatever and move on in the most positive way. This is where there is gratitude for at least finally getting the truth.


Cancer Horoscope Image

// cancer //
So this is actually a time of light and happiness coming your way! Yay! This is whew, a relief of much pressure and too much to do or figure out, or overload is what I am feeling.  What is pretty fantastic though is there has been some expansion opportunities that deal with you showing the world who you really are in a creative sense, or with working with the kiddos,  and also with being this presence that is growing much stronger through the provocation and the discord of life.  Like you have seen so many lows and so many things that you never could have imagined you would have to face and it was dark for so long and, not that all the learning lessons are done, but you ARE reaching this higher vibration with how you are seeing things and there is a more positive energy in you that balances the bad so that you can know you will get through this and that you will over come. You have that marionette energy where even when things feel crazy and uncontrollable and you just don’t KNOW WHAT TO DO… you will still be able to calm yourself, and to breathe deeply and to meditate on the situation so that you can quickly come back to center and be this more teacher being person who is not freaking out so much and instead  takes charge and just signs up to deal with whatever it will take.  This is like leadership when things feel like they are collapsing and people will notice this about you! You may even be put into more leadership roles as your take charge is being birthed from having to face things that make you feel out of control. From that out of control state, you are birthing a groundedness that will be able to weather any storm. This out of control energy has forced you to dig your heels in deep and to rely on that force to Mama Earth to hold YOU steady so that you can help others to hold themselves steady.   There is this new nurturing care that is separate in a way so that you are able to let people do what they need to do but can stand back more as a wise teacher being who KNOWS that you can guide them but you can’t force them or demand that they be what you think you need them to be.  You are making greater impacts, but in a way that is more flowing with the river, as an honoring support system.  And you could not grow to this expression until you had to move through the dark night of the soul that has been your last… years to a decade? It was a long course of study and its not like you are totally out of it yet, but you now have the tools to move through almost anything that may come your way. And it is those tools that are focusing on not only the bigger picture but also your place in the whole of it all, and in the community and with those ways you can give back and share what you have learned.   All the intensity from within and from the death cycle is the blessing that has opened you to now wanting to focus more on others and with what you can do to help them function more gracefully with the waves of life.   And now you are letting go of all the sadness and disappointments that surround love, the children and the things that have kept you from feeling happy and joyful with life.  You are ready to create a new way of feeling seen and recognized for the amazing creative gifts you possess.  You are ready to do that thing you love to do in a way that is giving back and feeding the souls of all.  You are ready to feed the people. And with Mars going direct you are going to have so much energy focusing into the home arena! So if you are looking to move, to buy, to redecorate then the gates will open and all things will start to come together again. If you work from home you will be getting much more business and also you will be able to move and shift things in a way so that you are able to manage your time better and do the things you do so that you have more time to balance play and work.  Something may also happen at home that is a surprise but that makes you feel much more safe and protected and heart expanded.


Gemini Horoscope Image

// gemini //
So this my love is your retreat month of the year. This is when you are very much pulled back and possibly feeling sort of sober and not so much knowing what it will take to feel more content and happy with life. You may be feeling like work is not satisfying and you are not feeling so sexy or even seeing the beauty of what you have.  There is the element of being bored with things and they range from your love life to your career, to expressing your creativity, to really thinking about what it will take to feel excited about your life and like you are really doing something important that makes you feel valuable. This feels like you have been on a track and it is comfortable but there is a discontent that has been bubbling up in you for some time and now especially you want to discover all ways to bring the excitement and joy for things back into you life. You may feel held down, possibly through a health situation or a job situation.   Things feel limited and you don’t know yet what to do to bring about the abundance once again.  This Full Moon will be a great shedding as you will be inspired to make changes and they will likely revolve around you just seeing things differently and holding a place of trust in your mind thoughts that helps you to see that actually it is all ticking along right on schedule.  There is the need for you to TRUST and you will find that place of trust through the withdrawing and grounding in this connection to spirit.  You are needing to see the big picture of this life of yours where you can look back and see how far you really have come and how much you have learned from walking this particular path.  Mars moving direct will really help you to see clearly again with seeing what it is that you really love to do and that makes you feel valuable and like content with this life. You are looking to bring in changes that help you to feel less obligated by money concerns and the day to day grind, and you will be opening more to a creative avenue that uses your hands in some way and either helps to show others how to feel more balanced or just that it brings beauty into their lives.  You are ready to immerse yourself in the beauty of creativity and with feeling the value of doing something that you love to do and not just having to focus on taking a job to pay the bills.


Taurus Horoscope Image

// taurus //
This Full Moon will touch you greatly and you have been going through a time of really examining how you intermingle in relationships with others.  You may even find that you are more sensitive to feeling how you affect others through holding back or through giving them what you can see they need.  You may be making connections with how you embrace love into your life or how you push it away, possibly feeling unworthy of such good things.  Now there is a lot that is karmically wanting to shift out of your space so whichever direction you feel your love nature travels, whether giving so freely or holding back and waiting for something else BEFORE you give freely, there is much to be discovered through the pull back and through really looking deeply into your past to see if something from back then has laid the foundation for this way of expressing that is just like second nature to you now, but is it for the best? Is this way bringing you the love you would like to see and feel in your life.  Are you holding back from receiving love due to feelings of not being worthy?  Are you holding back from giving love because you feel walked on or used for your kind nature?  There is much for you to look back and discover at this time and what is happening is that many obligations you felt will be falling away as there will be the need for you to be TRUE TO YOU FIRST.  This is the most important step for all the rest of the aspects to come to manifestation in your life.  Love yourself, and others will love you too. Take care of yourself, and others will take care of you too.  Just be very open to looking to see what you have taken on from others, from others programming you, from you learning from what others have told you to be true. This is a time to see if what you have taken on, say, from one of your parents, is still valid and serving you in this time currently. Maybe your father left your mother and she never could climb out of the hole of acceptance and maybe you always heard how men cannot be trusted and will always cheat and whatever, but do some probing into this and try to see if what you are walking now is because of what others told you is the truth.  There is a shedding and a death that needs to take place in order for this higher expression of truth to infiltrate you. There is an opening required and it is more aligned with trusting others and with believing the best in others.  This is also a forgiveness for self and for others with the knowing in the heart that we all make mistakes and we all do things that we are later not so proud of.  But we can all change and we need to make the space for that in the world so that we don’t just cut people off and put them into a lesser than category.  We were all there before and there is a need to see that now and to feel the forgiveness for self and others.  There will be more movement with work projects or a new job coming your way when Mars moves direct! woo hoo for you!  This will mean you will be able to focus more clearly on what you really want to do to make a living currently and be open to that evolving because our careers evolve as we get older and evolve ourselves. So for now, things will start to flow again and they may be different than what you were expecting, so be open to that.  Honestly, for you, the pull back was very much aligned with how you speak privately inside of your head.  The words you use, and awakening to the power of them was up for examination over the past few months.  The shortchanging of your life abundance through negative self talk or through holding a different space inside versus outside was a path you traveled in order to see how detrimental those words can be.  This is a time to expand through your words and through how you see the world and share that with others.  This will be a time when you are more aware of any bitching and seeing how it just leads to more situations to have to bitch about.  You can either be traveling through a walking dead ghost town or galloping through a field of flowers rejoicing at the bliss of it all. It is two paths right now for the Taurus and it all depends on the way you communicate and share thoughts and words, both inside and outside of self.  Through the retreat and pondering into times past, you can see what first created the choices you have made that have led to either ghost town world of nothing too fantastic happening or bliss field of flowers.  But know that you can change on a dime and switch into the flower world in a blink of an eye.  You just need to plant the seeds of hope in your mind.  It does not pay to walk the path of another who did not experience happiness.  If you want to follow the opinions and imagined truths of what this world is all about, I would say follow someone who actually knows happy and trusts this life and is living in an honoring and abundant way.


Aries Horoscope Image

// aries //
So this Full Moon will feel very intense for you as already you have been in such a huge restructuring space this is integrating you fully as an expression of all signs. There is a culmination affect that is trickling down these changes within that are opening your heart to a really soft space that maybe before was more brittle or like a stopping point where you would know to go no deeper. It is brittle, or hard,  in that it stopped you from going further, but now it is like soft ice and you have fallen through to the depths of this world that is actually very comfortable to you, it just was foreign to you before. So you are embracing this new depth of character and one that now knows the depth of emotion that can be felt through the open hearted loving of our peoples and also through life experiences you are grounding down this very strong and balanced spiritual expression. You have gone to the depth and you have faced many things in a rapid period of time that really have had you questioning so much.  And those questions are leading you to this very special role that you will take in the world that IS about walking the talk and especially with spiritual concepts as you were SENT to this depth in order to find what is valid and true and that can assist and help others on this path before you. This feels very much what I talked about in the video with walking the collapse or the fall in order to truly embody the wisdom so that it truly can make the great impacts.  So I feel like the light is shining and you are seeing more clearly into the whys of your recent years journey, and there will be a very new Aries to enter the scene. This one is more grounded and solid and compassionate hearted.  The death cycle has been very huge for you, and revolving around relationships and patterns and this happened as it should as there is a rebirth of that new Aries that is about to reveal itself to the world.  Mars going direct will really be the shackles coming off but what is going to happen is that you will be able to make greater impacts on others THROUGH these new shifts in you that held you down and forced you to swim in the murky dark depths of your soul.  There is a new value system awakened in you and actually all the outside things are losing a level of importance in your life as you are humbling down and have connected more to the love of your family, your peoples, your tribe.  Vulnerabilities have been revealed and you are finding that you enjoy to be this way!  You see it adds value to your life to expose your true nature and to not have to be so strong and perfect always.  Psychically you are in FULL ON hook up as if you can slow down enough to just BE, the guidance you need for all things will really turn on and start to flow more magically through you.  You will be losing some of the  PUSH AND MAKE THINGS HAPPEN NOW wiring as these spiritual/psychic hook ups/activations are slowing you down so that you become this person who walks through the gates when they truly are opening.  You will become a person who moves only when MOVED or CALLED to make changes.  Spirit is ready to fully guide you now.  This is such an honor.