Energy Update: November 22, 2014 :: How to forgive yourself for all your mistakes that are showing up NOW in your thoughts.

Energy Update: November 22, 2014 :: How to forgive yourself for all your mistakes that are showing up NOW in your thoughts.

So what is happening right now for many people is that a wave has come in and it will either lift you up and have you feeling fantastic and free

OR it will tear you down and have you falling back into times past when you operated without the consciousness of what you have now.

So at this time and with the energies of the New Moon in Sagittarius, there can be huge feelings of regret and feeling horrible and devastated at what transpired and with wishing you could have done it over and done it in a better way. This feels so heavy and it may even slow you down and have you unable to do anything except sit there and think about what is on your mind.  This is a gateway opening that will allow you to fully meditate on the concerns at hand.  Once you sit and stare off into space, it may be hard to pull yourself back until you have fully cleared this.

You may even be having one incident come to you, but then it gets piled on by many other things that resonate with the same vibration because the FIRST one opened the door for the others to match up to you.

Now I KNOW this does not feel good and it can have you crying and feeling so emotional. BUT. What is in the past IS THE PAST. And the biggest part of 2015 is that we are FULLY LEAVING the victim mentality. And this means from here on out, all things that have happened that were done TO US have to be forgiven and the quickest way to do that is to have to FORGIVE OURSELVES by seeing things we oh so wish we would not have done.

This is the process of what is occurring for so many at this time:

You are seeing how you hurt others.
You are seeing how you loved in an imbalanced way.
You are seeing how you pushed others away.
You are seeing how you let people down.
You are seeing how you have let yourself down.
You are seeing how alone you are.
You are seeing how fragmented or limited your life is.
You are seeing how much you miss certain people.
You are seeing situations that are now in ruins and wishing you could do it over.
You are thinking about people or animals past that you wish you could have back in your life and WISH you could say how you really felt.

It is all a great big huge awakening to take us down the dark and murky slippery slope of our past in order to FORGIVE OURSELVES so that we can easily forgive others in this coming momentous year. We are no longer going to be allowed, in 2015, to describe ourselves as victims of others unconscious deeds. There will be a separating of what has been done to us as we will fully see that IT WAS THEM and had nothing to do with us.  This will be a shift within our minds and we will all naturally take on the stance of the wounded healer who no longer looks back with the eyes of shame, blame and guilt.

BUT to get to that perspective, we must look closely at all that we have personally done to others that is a mirror of the same.

Now how do we move through this?  How do we sit in such painful situations and not want to die for the horrible things we have said and done?

  1. Remember that you are not alone.  We are all human and we have ALL FUCKED UP.  We all have these egos that think only in the moment and are always expressing through our individual wounds. So accepting that we are all wounded is the first step to healing. See yourself in a crowd of billions who are also feeling the same way you are with regretting our past actions that were not at all how we operate now in life.
  2. Face it head on and have a conversation in your mind with who you feel you have hurt.  Ask for their forgiveness and express the words of pain that you now see you have caused.  And if these people are still accessible, write a letter.  But DO NOT expect a return, because going back to 1. we are all wounded and many that are wounded want to wound right back as a way to reinforce that you hurt them.  But you are only in control of you. So make amends in whatever way possible. Free YOURSELF first and understand that they will wake in their own good time.
  3. Look around right now at what or who is in your life and GIVE THEM what you could not give to others in your past. The most brutal awakening of this energy is that WE CANNOT GO BACK AND CHANGE WHAT WAS DONE, so we must make things right from here on out.  

    If someone you hurt is willing to forgive you and take you back, then LOVE THEM TO THE MAX. Commit to NEVER doing a repeat show of what you exposed to them and honor them with the true high vibrational love and respect in your heart.

    But otherwise, if the situations truly ARE in ruins and unable to reap a healthy new crop, then take what you learned and offer that wisdom in relationship with others in your present and future.  Forgive yourself THROUGH committing to NEVER doing this again and NEVER showing that side of your wounded personality.  And like for real, do what you say.  You may mess up and fall back into a pattern, but when you recognize that you are back there … STOP and reposition your thoughts and actions.

We must move onward and forward. We cannot keep bearing the pain of our mistakes when TRUTH BE TOLD, we were just doing the best we could with what we were dealing with at the time. Let your past be the experience that creates your future self but do not let your past be the representational mirror of your future.

Let it create and birth a NEW YOU, instead of  allowing it to mimic the old you.

This is the new paradigm of love that is birthing. And it starts with you opening your heart to all that you have done that is NOT in alignment to this high vibrational love.  We are letting that go right now.

New Moon in Sagittarius: The New Paradigm of Love is Birthing!  It’s a New Day! –

New Moon in Sagittarius: The New Paradigm of Love is Birthing! It’s a New Day! –

Imagine a world where we didn’t always feel the need to defend our side, our religion, our race, our political party, our sports team, to the point of getting angry and wanting to fight another in order to put them in their place about HOW WRONG THEY ARE to have opposing views to you.

Imagine a world where we could hear someone talk about their opposing views and not get so worked up, ourselves, with a defensive stance, as if  we have to put them down and make them feel smaller for what they themselves feel is the best choice, for them.

Imagine a world where we just listen to another and honor that they are sovereign beings, made of star dust just as we are, who have every right to choose what they choose and to love what or whom they choose to love. Imagine that!

Well we are on the way!

And this is being birthed through our evolving feelings of self love, as we are only capable of holding space for someone else to be whoever they need to be, at any given time on this journey called the Earth Walk, WHEN WE TRULY LOVE AND VALUE WHO WE ARE.

To control another or to make another feel smaller for their choices is only a direct reflection of what one feels inside for self.

So basically, keeping it real, if you don’t really love yourself, you will challenge and fight others when they have differing views from yours. And if you love yourself, you will love others and allow them to make their own choices in life.  Period. You don’t need to FIGHT TO BE RIGHT.  It really is that simple.

And the secret to this is that when you have FOUND your personal power, you don’t need to hold power over others, which is what we are doing when WE need to be right and WE need to be the BEST country, following the BEST religion, voting for the BEST political party and rooting for the BEST sports team.  When we have found our personal power we are content with what we choose while also honoring that others are choosing what they choose for a very good reason, that means something to them.

This new paradigm of love comes from having COMPASSION and being patient with others.  It is understanding that we all come from some situations and influences that have created our own beliefs about what is right and what is wrong.  And there is nothing wrong with that! Which means we are all RIGHT!  BUT when we have not found our personal power, our false power becomes NEEDING to be right about things outside of ourselves.

And truth be told, the more we lash and judge and put others down for their differing opinions, the more we wear that hat that says I STILL NEED TO HEAL. Your job is to stay cool and collected around other people who choose differently than you.

Who cares if they think being a Republican is the way to go? Who cares? Who cares if they think being a Democrat is the way to go? Who cares? Who cares if they think being gay is not allowed by God? Who cares? Who cares if they think eating factory farmed foods is a-okay? Who cares if they think immigrants should not be allowed in the UNITED States, even though we ALL are ultimately immigrants?  Who cares? Who cares if others are not following the path that we are following?

It doesn’t matter.  It only matters that WE are following the path of heart and soul. It only matters that WE are evolving and becoming the best peoples that we can be. It only matters that we feel we are doing good things and treating others with love and care.

And this means we must be very patient with others who are on the ladder much farther down than us because we were there TOO!! And only the evolved souls, who TRULY VIBRATE HIGH VIBRATIONAL LOVE know this.

If you are still judging others and putting them down because you don’t think they are good enough or following a life of value, then YOU are still healing.  Understand this truth. When you have healed, which tends to take a lifetime, for sure, you look back at ALL with compassion. You become the Mother Teresa. So we are all working to be the Mother Teresa through humbly looking at all the things that cause us to feel provoked or to judge others or to argue with them when they do not believe what we believe in.

And more on this in the video that will come tomorrow and will be RIGHT HERE. So check back!!

  ~ THE MUSICAL SELECTION FOR THE NEW MOON ~

When the world is on your shoulder
Gotta straighten up your act and boogie down
If you cant hang with that feelin’
There ain’t no room for you this part of town
‘Cause we’re the party people night and day
Livin’ crazy thats the only way

So tonight gotta leave that nine to five upon the shelf
And just enjoy yourself
Groove, let the madness in the music get to you
Life ain’t so bad at all
If you live it off the wall
Life ain’t so bad at all (live life off the wall)
Live your life off the wall (live it off the wall)

You can shout out all you want to
‘Cause there ain’t no sin in folks all getting loud
If you take the chance and do it
Then there ain’t no one who’s gonna put you down
‘Cause we’re the party people night and day
Livin’ crazy thats the only way

So tonight gotta leave that nine to five upon the shelf
And just enjoy yourself
Groove, and let the madness in the music get to you
Life aint so bad at all
If you live it off the wall
Life ain’t so bad at all (live it off the wall)
Live your life off wall (live it off the wall)

Do what you want to do
There ain’t no rules its up to you (ain’t no rules it’s all up to you)
It’s time to come alive
And party on right through the night (alright)

Gotta hide your inhibitions
Gotta let that fool loose deep inside your soul
Want to see an exhibition
Better do it now before you get too old
‘Cause we’re the party people night and day
Livin’ crazy thats the only way

So tonight gotta leave that nine to five upon the shelf
And just enjoy yourself
Groove, let the madness in the music get to you
Life ain’t so bad at all
If you live it off the wall
Life ain’t so bad at all (live life off the wall)
Live your life off the wall (live it off the wall)

So tonight gotta leave that nine to five upon the shelf
And just enjoy yourself
Groove, let the madness in the music get to you
Life ain’t so bad at all
If you live it off the wall

Okay loves. I am racing on this reading so I hope there are not TOO many typos!! Okay read your Sun, Moon and Rising Signs for the complete package and please share this with all who you feel may benefit from its love! Let’s DO THIS!

love,
kv

Pisces Horoscope Image

// pisces //
The secret for your career dream success is that you must WATCH YOUR THOUGHTS like you are watching a fire that is just out of balance and will need your attention if it crosses over a particular line. This is SERIOUS and the thoughts that you are to watch relate to how you compare yourself with others in thinking THEY are so much more successful, and THEY are so much luckier, and THEY are so much better than you.  You are to NEVER ALLOW those thoughts again if you want to truly manifest the life of your dreams that unfolds abundantly in 2015.  This will mostly be internet based, so it will be coming from your facebook feeds and instagram feeds and when you see someone else having success, or doing something similar to you, and when you do get that tightness in your gut or in your shoulders, you MUST do some sort of ritual, every single time, that pulls you back to balance in KNOWING there is plenty to go around and we ALL have a place in magnetizing the people who are just right for what we are doing or offering.  You are also ordered to say AWESOME!  And congratulations! And WOW, if they can achieve so many good things, then so can I!!  This New Moon is giving you the power to shift this habit into a new pattern RIGHT NOW.  You know this cannot go on any longer and I am sure you have been feeling the pressure of this even more so in the past few months. You feel how it MUST LEAVE your system so that you can get to business and just do what you love to do without always feeling the need to compete or to feel less then in the face of what others are doing.  Now the reason this is so important right now is because you are currently making changes and shifts that will allow a whole new expression of career opportunities to magnetize your way! YES!  You are going up in stature and will be going up in some level that is only matched by what you can dream is possible in your heart and mind!!  You should be starting something  now, not finishing, but starting, and it may have been in your thoughts for some time, but NOW is when you are to start laying down the foundation of how this will look and how this will come together. There is a component to this that relates to working with others and/or creating something that benefits others lives in some way. There may be something with a particular group with this, such as women or children or pets, and this feels to your soul like it is very much destiny related or something you were born to create.  This may be that it was a dream of long standing and through the shifts you are making with how you judge yourself so harshly and how that is softening, this is going to open the doors for this new project to not only succeed but to SOAR.  The timing of its release should not come at this very moment as you are preparing this, but during January 1 to the 4th would be excellent days to put this out there, or at least start talking about it with others, if it is not time to launch just yet.   This energy now is VERY SPECIAL!!!!!  Dream WILDLY about your career and what you would like to manifest in this next year!  2015 is going to be THE BOMB for you IF you can transform this mental loop of a habit that always has you playing smaller than you really are.  And mark my words, this is going to usher in a time of EPIC career opportunities!!!  They are going to come left and right at you like that tennis ball shooting thing!  (that’s what I was shown!!!!)

New Moon Manifesting Intentions:
I am focused fully on living my souls purpose NOW.
I believe in myself and I will not waiver in comparison to others.
When I compare, I make myself smaller.  No more because I AM HUGE!
I will live out my destiny in this lifetime. Nothing is going to stop me.


Aquarius Horoscope Image

// aquarius //
This is to be a magical time where you are FULLY FOCUSED on shifting whatever it will take so that you can finally feel that you are being of service to others in a way that THEIR lives become better from what you have to offer. This may be in a big scale way, but it may also be in a smaller one, where you are doing things to help your family or friends rise up in vibration in regards to the habits they have that you can see are not about keeping up and evolving. It may be that you are feeling a passion to educate those around you about gmo’s or health issues or even changes of mental perspective, as in not manifesting the negative thoughts they are holding.  You are wanting to share your wisdom in ways that will create a rippling affect.  You are KNOWING that even to change one person is contributing to the betterment of the whole.  There is something with this energy that is activating within you, the consciousness of the affect you have on others. You are becoming more aware of being an example and how every day what you are doing is being watched and monitored.  This will actually create a calm feeling in you that is not so focused on wanting to be a star or wanting to be famous, but instead trusting this process in knowing that EVERY PERSON you affect is adding up and changing the world bit by bit. This feels very much like a deep breath, like a sigh of relief in not feeling like you have to do the WHOLE big job over night but instead can just know that each day in every way you ARE making a difference in someones life and THAT is what matters most. I would use every day to hold this thought in your mind when you go out into the world and commit to doing ONE GOOD DEED a day that is you stepping out of your life in order to be kind or caring to another. Show them that someone cares. We are needing more people to do this individual piece work that matters more in the long run anyway. This can be sharing smiles, being concerned, stopping to talk to strangers, donating money to those in need, opening your hands and heart to others in the humanitarian way that is SO in your DNA.  You are also being called to use words that are much more about BEING PATIENT with the climb up the mountain. You MUST trust this path of yours and know that you are always getting closer and that you ARE right on time. Do not compare your path to others path!!!! This is the greatest mistake of the humans!  WE ALL ripen at different times and the more you look out and think that you have messed up because you don’t have kids yet, or you aren’t married yet, or you are not living your dream career yet, or you do not have the life that you imagined yet, is ONLY HOLDING YOU BACK IN LIFE. Free yourself!  Just BE! And love every minute of your life! We have no idea why things are happening but the number one rule is TRUST THIS.  You may fall into a hole that feels like it is a nightmare but it will be that hole that brings you closer to your truth.  You may lose a job and think it is such a devastating situation, but it will be that loss that opens you to what you are really destined to do. You are not allowed to question or judge your path, my love, you are only to honor it and trust that it DOES mean something in the long run. If you can just trust, you will be GOLDEN IN 2015!! This next  year is to be so exciting for so many who do the work and who learn the patient trust key. It is the ONLY key you need.

New Moon Manifesting Intentions:
I trust my unique process.
I KNOW I am going to come out on top.
I may not understand what is happening in my life, but I KNOW it means something important.
Every humanitarian offering I make brings me closer to my souls work manifesting in the world.


Capricorn Horoscope Image

// capricorn //
This new moon is AMPING you UP!  You will be going into your hibernation space where you are approaching a birthday and going back to scan over this past year to see if you have accomplished what you set out to create with your life.  There is more energy with this one to REALLY humble yourself with a fine tooth comb and look so closely at your shadow self and with your energy and with what is keeping you away from your dreams being manifested.  True, we do have a perfect path that is unique to us in how and when we are to learn lessons that bring us closer to our dreams. BUT if we are holding spaces of envy or resentment or negative self talk, then our destinies are so much more delayed. And THIS is what you are facing right now. Are you truly vibrating in a way that welcomes blessed things into your life, or are you holding onto hidden things that you keep on the down low but that relate to resenting others and their success?  Are you pure of thoughts REALLY and trusting your path REALLY?  Are you congratulatory to those who are on the top of the mountain and supportive of others who are manifesting their dreams? Or do you sit back and sort of stew about how YOU are the one who deserves this or YOU are the one who is more gifted?  This is get real time. And your thoughts are under the microscope along with any hidden wounds that relate to competition and wanting to be the best.  This also relates strongly to others and to what you see others accomplishing, so you really do need to look closely into this.  If you truthfully are feeling secretive anger over others who are on top and feeling like it is YOU that deserves that more so than others, then you are going to have already had your buttons pushed many times before this new moon as a wake up call.  You have a similar message to Pisces in that you are needing to hold in your heart the awareness that there IS ENOUGH to go around and that there ARE people who want different things, which is why we  need many different people going towards many career paths out in the world.  Different strokes for different folks is the truth.  I know so many people that can not STAND me and the way I write, but I know so many people who love and truly appreciate the way I write.  And I only focus on the ones who love me.  BUT if I focused on the ones who reject me and if I felt the need to be everything for everyone, then I would think something was wrong with me and that would cause me to make myself smaller.  Instead I just think “hey they are not the ones I am supposed to reach as SOMEONE else IS!” Perfect.  And if you are not connecting with the people you want to, is it because you are wanting to be everything for everyone, and not trusting YOUR UNIQUE contribution as having a place in SOMEONES heart.  But I guarantee if you can open to being TRULY supportive of others who are manifesting abundance and at the same time focus fully on your UNIQUE contribution, by narrowing down your focus, then it can’t NOT soar!  What is funny is that UNIQUE is so the Aquarius word, but I keep hearing it for your readings!  It seems to me that you will only make it to the heights you dream if you truly focus on something that no one else is doing, or no one is doing in the ways that you can do it.  What are your TRUE strengths and gifts? What are you TRULY received and seen for doing?  Focus there.  And just remember that you don’t have to be everything for everyone.   You don’t have to pilfer your energy away by trying to do it all.

New Moon Manifesting Intentions:
I love and honor others who are seeing their dreams manifest!
I celebrate the successes of others (knowing that I will know the same success.. someday)
I am doing ONLY what I am really good at and know I will attract the people who want what I have to offer.
I trust the timing of my path.


Sagittarius Horoscope Image

// sagittarius //
Birthday babies!! Happy birthday love!!  Okay let me tell you that this is YOUR YEAR. You have so much lining up to really feel like you are climbing to the top of the mountain and REALLY accomplishing so many goals that you have set out to do forever!  There is a big push of energy to complete projects that deal with higher education, the internet, publishing, or even working on upgrading your blog. This is very much related to your creative gifts and also is something that is very valuable to you, in that you LOVE what you are doing and will feel right at home with any new changes that ask you to expand and grow with the times.   You are going with the flow and feeling like it really IS all coming together beautifully!  There is also something with meditation or yoga or something metaphysical that is guiding you to be more patient and trusting of the timing of things. You are not feeling so rushed and needing to DO as you are more feeling that it is all coming together perfectly and that you CAN trust the process. When you get sick, or when obstacles occur, you are seeing that there is a reason and that this DOES NOT mean your time is up or you messed up or need to kick down a closed door.  “So be it” or “and so it is”, feels like your mantras for this next solar year.  You are also so much more wanting to show the truth of who you are no matter what facades you have wanted to hide behind, or how much you wanted to be seen as perfect and in control. Something from home is shifting your heart space and this may have been a struggle that you have kept hidden and didn’t want anyone to know about, but you are feeling called to share this and to bring it to the light in some way. You also are shifting something that may be mother related and this possibly deals with an absent mother or an alcoholic mother or a mother who was religious and not representing the spiritual approach that you are now following.  There is some sort of disconnect that has been hidden and not brought to the light and you are going to now make peace with this and do whatever it takes to separate the pain from what you are manifesting as a life path now.  This may have created a person who feels like they HAVE to be in control and dominant and self-sufficient, and now there is a softness forming that comes from the forgiveness and comes from the peeling back of these experiences and seeing that it has nothing to do with you!  You may have been taking on the pain of this absence issue and overcompensating in the areas of DO DO DO.  But now you are being called to open more to slow and soft and nurturing and healthy mama energy.  You may be needing to take on nurturing, supportive acts that take care of your inner child. You may need to let others take care of YOU.  You may need to make peace with the lack from the mama that may have occurred in your childhood and set yourself apart from HER path, so that you can FIND and ALIGN with the path of someone who has a NEW healed story to tell about self.   Something to see with this is taking on more of an aggressive approach to life to remain in control from the lack of being taken care of in the younger years. Just look closely into this. You are to create a new pattern and it is THROUGH your loving and soft and nurturing ways that you will heal this disconnect.

New Moon Manifesting Intentions:
I am allowing others to nurture and support me.
I am completing a MAJOR task in my life.
I am striking balance in all areas of my life.
I am healing my childhood wounds that deal with absence and neglect.


Scorpio Horoscope Image

// scorpio //
This is a time when you are very much connected to your body and the love of your body in relation to expressing your creativity, to feeling more joy with life and also possibly with something child or children related.  You feel very hopeful and very excited and positive about changes that are going to come into your life.  You are focused on WHAT IS VALUABLE and you may even be experiencing shifts that are showing you that money is one thing, but it sure is not EVERYTHING.  There are more carefree vibes rolling through you that are trying to show you that if you do what you love, the money will come anyway. But if you focus on the money and how much you need the money to live the life, then you will feel burdened and unable to cope with all that is being required of you.  There is an ease and a flow that is wanting to overtake you and float you off to a new way of living this life.  It is also where you believe the best and where you just KNOW you will be supported and taken care of.   You are very much focused on your career and how to use your creative gifts to manifest more money, but for sure, you JUST need to focus on how much you LOVE doing what you are doing and then, trust me, the rest will follow.  In fact, it has the potential to follow HARD CORE and in massive and beneficial ways!  You are in a position where you are being called to speak the words that encourage the growth with your career and speak the words that are about revealing more of what you do tend to keep hidden. You are being asked to SPEAK UP and speak your mind but do it in the high vibration way so that others look up to the Scorpio as a guidance system for others.  You have words that can be pioneering and shifting for others, but only if they are spoken in a way that is similar to a parent wanting to teach a child to fish, instead of giving them the fish.  Children are coming up so much in this reading so you may have been having problems with communicating with children or seeing eye to eye on how to handle the changes of growing up, but the time is now for clarity or to really see a better way to get through to them so that they WANT to do what you say instead of fighting you on it. This is always a lesson for the Scorpio because they are built to think they are always correct and have hard times hearing other perspectives. This makes having a strong willed child sometimes difficult!  Just be positive and allow others freedom and speak with the voice of maturity and PATIENCE!!!  You will for sure need more of the patience right now!  And you do have A LOT of responsibility  so you are being called to take it easy and to allow yourself some self care and down time in order to balance out all the demands of career that are and will continue to flood your way for some time. Your pace is nothing but full speed ahead so to protect those adrenals you will need to put your feet up and just spend your evenings taking deep breaths.

New Moon Manifesting Intentions:
I can rest assured that when I do what I love, I will be supported monetarily.
I am bringing the peace through my words and learning to be more patient with others.
I am making the space for self care and down time.
I am coming up with SO MANY creative ideas that the world is going to LOVE!


Libra Horoscope Image

// libra //
You are fully focused into your souls purpose work and ready to keep your thoughts and your words aligned to the far out dreams that you KNOW you can accomplish in this lifetime. There is a clarity with seeing how the words you use are manifesting EXACTLY what is happening in your life! Things have been happening through synchronicity that are showing you that YES your mind is in control of this all and because of this you are feeling very positive, as you should, with keeping your thoughts on the love and keeping them on future growth and with how you would like to expand.  You should be feeling VERY much on top of the world becuase you are feeling in control of how your future is looking. This is also one of the rewards for so many years of feeling challenged and unable to rise to the position that you know is your birthright.  My love, the harder the road, the bigger the rewards! I predicted that one day we will hear of the struggles of others and say CONGRATULATIONS… knowing that at the end of this, something very profound and amazing will come.  The humans are collectively changing in that we are shifting our perspective of how we interpret “bad things” into knowing they breed strength and teacher/guide potentials.  There are NO powerful and influential teachers out there who have escaped devastating struggles.  They walked them, and then they get to teach them. And each one of these teacher/guides KNOWS that it becomes an honor that one never looks back upon as regret.  And you my love, should be feeling VERY positive about what you plan on doing this next year of 2015.  You are lining things up and making connections and dreaming fully of what you would like to see manifest in your life… knowing it is time for reward. You are also going to be VERY serious about making more money or about grounding in the stability from what you are wanting to further create.  You want to use your creative gifts more in the world and if it can be anything related to home, or working from home, you are down with it.  You are wanting to become more grounded and feeling safe and also really opening to what you still need to face in order to fully shed the skins of wounds that are memories in your mind that are looping around and around repeating every month.  You are also going to be focusing on contributing in some group way, possibly for the women or for the kids or for the animals AND even if you have gone it alone before, you WILL be much more open to the power of collaborations and coming together with others.  There may also be something with the Mother, or healing the mother, or working with others who have come from a fractured mother influence.  And what you are healing in yourself is what you will be able to facilitate as healing for others.  Be gentle, but also brutally honest with this process as what you are sharing and releasing is values related and all about learning to Love and Honor the body in order to live a life of creative and expressive bliss.  You are going places!  Share your story and all the “ugly and dirty” sides of it.  It will help free and liberate the peoples, if not yourself too!

New Moon Manifesting Intentions:
I am ready to take this life of mine and live it to the MAX.
I am living my souls purpose.
I believe I can do ANYTHING if I want to do it.
I am healing my inner child and feeling TOTAL value for who I am.


Virgo Horoscope Image

// virgo //
You are going through some concerns with others that relates to wounds from your own childhood. This can be something like where you are seeing that you push people away but maybe it deals with disappointment that you experienced in your childhood and now it is manifesting in your life as wanting to protect your heart so as to not feel that again. Or something like this. Or, you are seeing how you are not so free with trusting others or taking them in due to something you saw growing up. Maybe this was from seeing divorce and now you are in a relationship and doubting that it can last because ONE DAY you think your partner may leave you for another.  SOMETHING is coming that is showing you a clear view of what is going on with your partnerships. And something has you feeling very safe at home OR very unstable as to what this could mean and what this means for the future. Focus fully on home matters whether organizing chaos or planning a home move or deciding to work from home.  It is time to sink right in there and get super cozy…. so commit to the changes that make this feel like a safe haven and a place that nurtures you and infuses you with energy. You are being encouraged to open your heart FULLY and to share what you are feeling and to make every attempt to bring the light to all the illusive things going on that have you worrying and not feeling so okay with what is up.  You must speak up and you will not be able to hold back, in fact! You are feeling very serious about your words and finding that you have to speak the truth and you HAVE TO GET TO THE BOTTOM OF THIS!  You will be attempting to clear the air with many people, possibly, and even if you do not get recognition, or response, it is okay… YOU SPOKE UP and that is all that counts.  This will start from your feelings or your intuitive hunches and you may even have messages that show up as dreams that then move you to say something.  All things other worldly are bringing you signs that are wanting to align you to a life of more happiness and PLAY. It feels very all work and not enough play, so you are getting signs and you are FEELING what changes need to be made.  You need to have more carefree times and you need to move your eyes to the big picture so that you can see what is really going on instead of focusing so much on these little details and thinking they are not adding up to something significant.  You are on the road to HAPPY and GOOD THINGS but you first must clear the air and clean up the home situation.

New Moon Manifesting Intentions:
I am saying what I need to say.
I am bringing the light to this relationship concern.
I am creating a home of my dreams and a safe foundation that supports me.
I am making more time for play in my life.


Leo Horoscope Image

// leo //
You are waking fully to what it is going to take to shift into a life of HAPPY and this means you  have to let go of those disappointments from your past that deal with your love life or with someone that was close to you that feels like they have died and you are milling over how they did not work out the way you thought they would. You may be holding on to memories of past loves and going through the steps of what you could have done differently and what you should have said. This  may be that you are facing something death related too and are wishing you would have said more or told them how you felt about them. This death may have even happened a while back but RIGHT NOW you are feeling it. And just know that whatever is coming your way right now is just those things that you are holding onto as guilt and they ARE blocks in your future path that are keeping you from the JOY you should feel in your heart.  I see this layer of you leaving your body now. This almost feels like YOU have been playing dead because of the pain you have had to experience through close relationships and you are now stepping up and coming alive again in some way.  This is also you opening to love and I encourage you to put that heart on your sleeve and share yourself with others because they WANT to love you right back!  You just need to peel off those layers of hurt and free the REAL YOU that others see but you have been hiding.   You are feeling very serious right now about healing those wounds and doing whatever it takes to create a new and better foundation with which to manifest a NEW LIFE. This is a restart energy that is asking you to remember how important you are.  You also have angels whispering in your ear telling you that it is NEVER too late to start over.  Shed that density! Dance it off!  Free yourself! It is time for FUN!  There is a new expression of the Leo longing to take form!  It is a truly proud Leo who can feel carefree and that life DOES want to provide the best of all things. You just need to peel off some of those layers of pain when things did not go your way and when you felt left out or like life was skipping you by.  You also are being called back to childhood where you felt supported and safe and taken care of and you are to remember some of those energies and recapture that feeling in your heart.  This energy feels very much about you looking into your past in order to create a better life with your future.   Look back there! What do you need to let go of! What do you need to cut the cord with, or whom?  Also look closely into your thought patterns! Are they holding you in guilt and holding you in needing to be punished? Are they judging you and making you feel worthless?  You are ordered to be more gentle with yourself and your process.  You deserve to be happy! You deserve to be loved! You are forgiven, love! Let it go.  Decide to start over and BE the best person you can be from this point forward.

New Moon Manifesting Intentions:
I wish I could go back and make it better, but I can’t. So I will begin again today and do it right the next time.
I forgive myself for not being perfect.
I deserve the best things in life.
I welcome TRUE LOVE into my life.


Cancer Horoscope Image

// cancer //
This the best new moon for you to really shift your thoughts to the LOVE and to the POSITIVE so that you can manifest ANYTHING. You are wired hard core to be able to manifest the most far out, expansive dreams you could ever imagine. USE THIS NEW MOON to put them into stone and to plant those seeds of KNOWING that you are in the drivers seat of your life and that you really can have it all!  This time for you is all about saying if you can dream it, you can have it. And if you can just know in your heart that you ARE valuable and DO deserve to have all your dreams manifest, then it just has to come to you.  You can KNOW that in your heart, love!  Your thoughts are driving your destiny!  And you are hooked up to the fast lane that wants to take you to expansive new environments, with opportunities to expand through higher education, or your blog, or with any publishing materials.  Do you have a book in you that has been on your mind for years? Is it healing based in helping others to rise above a difficult situation?  It is personal based from a path you had to walk that demanded you totally change your perspective in order to keep afloat?  Well, then go for it. You likely have words that somehow need to get out there.  You are also in a HUGE healing space where you are going to be able to move up and step out of an out outdated dense perspective. You were locked into something painful and restrictive and all of a sudden it is going to lighten up.  This may deal with something love related or partner related or death related or deeply emotional related and it is something that has actually kept you from living as full of a life as you could have. It feels like a dead weight and something you have been dragging around, and that is okay, BUT it is time to let it sail away like a balloon so that its weight no longer holds you down.  It is time to spread your wings and feel the freedom of letting go of something so very painful and heavy.  There is guilt here to and that is going to leave you! You are going to feel so much more LOVE FOR SELF and also shoulders back and feeling more confident that you DO deserve to be joyful and happy and that is is okay to be that way! It is okay to feel carefree and all is good, even though you have gone through many trials and tribulations.  It is time to rise like that phoenix, love! It is time to brush some things off and step into LIFE full force. It is time to feel a start over.  And when you open to releasing this baggage, which should be quite effortless at this time, actually, you are going to have an influx of MASSIVE creativity!!  You are going to be so tapped into your creative gifts and how much fun it is to just do what you love to do.  Happy days are SO here and with more to come! Just allow your mind to let go of any guilt, let it go. Free your mind.  And open to how beautiful this world really can be when we are in alignment to the positive perspective of why things have had to happen!  Rainbows are waiting for you, my dear Moon babies!

New Moon Manifesting Intentions:
I AM living the life of my dreams!
I am creating what I would like my life to look like in my mind RIGHT NOW!
I let it go. I let the pain go. I let the disappointment go. I am free.
I am bringing back my sexy!


Gemini Horoscope Image

// gemini //
This can be a great time of collaborating with others or coming together to share in more positive expressions so that all parties can feel inspired and wanting to do more with their lives. I see parties or get togethers or going to shows, so I don’t know if this is what is fueling you and giving you hope, but there is a fresh air sort of feeling that is rushing through and it will be allowing you to see more clearly with what you would like to manifest with your life. It may be that you are making more time to go out and cut lose and through having that balance you are feeling more inspired and expansive with your career.  There may be opportunities coming that relate to your career and it can be with things that you have longed to do but couldn’t SEE it, as there was a fog, or uncertainty around it.   SOMETHING has cleared a new vision with your career and it can feel so simple, but for sure, you are waking to the timing factor because before you felt like you were going in circles and now you are taking a direct path to what you know you need to do. There is also something with your health and with the words that you are using to describe yourself. You are waking to the power to heal your body through how you treat it and how you talk to it.   This is something you are feeling VERY serious about right now so it is rather effortless for you to make the changes that need to be made.  You are feeling WAY CALLED to create brand new habits at this time. And healing is also linked with this as you are feeling called to purify and forgive and let go of wounds that you know are actually keeping you separated from the fullest expression of how your career is longing to manifest for you. So many things are linked for you right now and I’m sure you would agree!  You may even be making changes with your health that you will incorporate with your career. You may even be wanting to share more of what you have discovered or are wanting to share things that help others to stay more positive and to feel more joyful in life. This even feels souls purpose related as you are feeling like you should have made these changes eons ago and now that you have you are like OH MY GOSH!!!  Now death is a part of this and this may be the catalyst for the changes in your life. You may be experiencing death in reality or death to old parts of you or death to old habits. Something is dieing BUT it will bring a new excitement for growth in your life! It may even be that you now realize how precious life is and how much of a miracle each day is.  Whether you have felt the rock bottom a week ago, today, or a week from today, KNOW that there is a BOUNCE back that will take you to greater heights in life. This is like what I wrote for Aquarius, and how you may find yourself falling into a hole, but in that hole you will also find a pot of gold.  You are  currently walking experiences that have 2 sides to the coin.  SEE the positive and you will manifest a positive life.

New Moon Manifesting Intentions:
I am seeing the positive in ALL the situations in my life.
I am coming together with others and sharing my love with them.
I am seeing clearly into the direction of my career.
I am creating a strong and healthy body… let me tell you more!


Taurus Horoscope Image

// taurus //
You can feel that you in the works for some serious soul searching inner work and you have been getting the signs for some time. But it is NOW that you see you MUST shed these layers and you MUST let go of these pains from your past and you MUST let go of blocks that you can clearly see are NOT manifesting the situations of a life you dream. There are fractures.  There are holes.  There are missing pieces or pieces that just don’t fit. And most times we do not clearly see these things, but right now you are very much seeing what is out of balance in your life as if it is under a glow in the dark light.  You SEE what needs to be healed. You SEE what needs to be let go of. You SEE WHO needs to be let go of.  And you see what patterns need to be manipulated into a new path, a new stream, a new river flowing.  Change is the order of your day!  Do be aware that talking about this with friends is SO recommended because they are outside of this and can clearly shine the light on the path that you need to carve out. They are there to be a sounding board for you, so share your truth. You may even be doing something group related where you are around people who share their inner secrets, or something, as this may be the place that you feel safe to put your concerns out there to see what others have to say about it.  This feels like something partially anonymous, so you may be in a group that is online and feels like a space you can be candid and real.  Relationships and home are also HUGE parts of this, so it may be that you are craving a new home, or craving a new home feeling with someone close to you.  You may be needing a serious reboot in regards to home or a partnership and you will be feeling huge needs to EXPAND and GROW. This is something you can’t escape!  You may also be doing changes around the home that relate to something long distance, like a goal in the future.   The changes you make in the next week will allow the new growth to come that will take you to a new environment OR a new expanded expression THROUGH something like a blog, or a published book, or some educational opportunity.  Through what you clean up, re organize, move around, get into order, and bring the healing love vibe into, BONUSES will be on the way… and very soon.  Through the things you face head on that deal with relationships or home or roots or forgiveness or wounds… rewards will come. As much work as you do, determines how much growth you will experience. It is that thing about making space for what you would like to magnetize to you.  Do be aware that the more you have the heal, the heavier this time can feel. And you have been given glimpses of what those things are.  They cause this uncomfortable feeling in your gut. They also cause you to feel less than or not good enough.  Just look closely and know that the hardest part is the facing of them, but once you do and once you just get in there and do the work, you will experience a whole new START over feeling and I know you love that feeling!! That is like when you first fall in love! eeeeeeee!  I know you love that one!  So go create it again through the “house cleaning”.

New Moon Manifesting Intentions:
I am cleaning out the basement of my soul!
I am healing relationship fractures.
If I have time to lean; I have time to clean.
The work I am doing now is creating space for the world of my dreams to manifest.


Aries Horoscope Image

// aries //
You are going through a growth spurt where you are wanting to expand your life through things may deal with learning something new or going back to school or staring something that will have the potential to grow in big ways. This may even be YOU wanting to grow and wanting to expand through a new location that intuitively you feel will bring you more benefits in life.  This movement and the core life changes you are wanting to make feel driven from something invisible like a gut feeling.  You are feeling CALLED to change and CALLED to make huge leaps of faith that really don’t have an answer or a solid foundation at this time.   You just KNOW this is a smart move for you and you just FEEL like you need to do this new thing in order to have a more positive and abundant future. You may even be on vacation or go to visit someone and will have and ah-ha moment that reminds you of a path you always wanted to travel but maybe felt the time wasn’t right or you weren’t skilled enough. Something is telling you that you should really focus on this NEW path in order to gain some NEW skills or NEW opportunities and that even though you can’t see through the fog, or see why you would do such a thing, it just FEELS like you are supposed to.   You are also getting VERY serious about inner work and recognizing habits or patterns that you can see need to be transformed into a higher expression.  These things feel like you have kept them hidden and under wraps, feeling like they didn’t really matter, but something now is telling you that they are keeping you from knowing REAL and TRUE sustainable happiness. Something feels like you have been going along doing what you think you should but that it is almost like chasing something that you never catch. And I see this as chasing your tail but never really getting what you want or at least that it isn’t making you feel content, and like, job done. There is always MORE.  Or you always keep needing MORE or the next thing, which you think will have you feeling content and happy.  But something is always falling short. And this may have you examining issues of feeling competitive or needing to be the best or first or go go go.  You may just have to test faith and STOP for a minute to see if the world does happen to collapse without you pushing everything along. You may just need to sit back and relax and breathe and take it easy and rest and lay in the hammock for a while.  You may just need to access your intuition and meditate more and do yoga more and step off the fast track of life, for just a minute.  THROUGH some sort of retreat or down time or pull back, you will start seeing more clearly the words that you use to describe yourself or even the words that push you to perform and make you ACT when maybe you know you shouldn’t just yet.   Something is wanting you to stop for a minute to go back and examine patterns and habits and things that possibly deal with your career and have you feel very much like you have to keep up.  Look closely there!  Look at how you feel in opposition or competition with others and how that may be the fuel that moves you to GO GO GO?  Something is wanting to change and upgrade and this comes from stopping a minute and realigning to a better path or to a new form of study.  The grass actually is greener somewhere else!

New Moon Manifesting Intentions:
I am making changes that open my life for MORE growth and MORE opportunities.
I am okay with taking breaks and allowing the reboot.
I am in competition with no one. There is room for us all.
I am open for a new perspective.

Transmission from the Pleiadians :: The Back and Neck Pain from this Full Moon in Taurus

Did you happen to notice a pain that came out of nowhere, like in your lower back, when you NEVER have lower back pain?  Or have you had pains that have moved from the neck, to the lower back, to the upper back, to the neck and back to the lower back?  Yes, I know, it has you wondering if you have pulled something, or slept wrong, or if you are wearing the wrong shoes, or worked out too harshly at the gym.

But it fact, many people out there are going through some psychic surgery, in a way, that is happening when we sleep.  I was told last night to put out a post and share this with you all because it is going longer than planned and people are starting to wonder too much, and are not taking advantage of the time, through really just resting the body and mind.

This Full Moon has brought in a very disorienting energy that can have you feeling unbalanced in many ways, possibly even with vertigo, or thinking that you are getting sick, and needing to just lay down and do nothing. It may actually be hard to just lay down and do nothing because you do not have the normal symptoms of illness, such as congestion or sniffles, but if you do allow yourself to rest, you WILL fall asleep and be out for hours.

The pain relates to your Chakras and where you out of balance in life.  I don’t know how much you want me to tell you but, I am allowing these words to flow through me in a different way as I am being guided to be more clear about how I bring through information and where it comes from.  And if you know me, this is the hardest thing because I know it comes from SOMEWHERE but I don’t EVER ask where or from whom!!  I think of myself as someone who dictates and translates and brings through, but I don’t seek it out or ask questions!  I in fact NEVER ask questions and only receive and take what I get and run with it.  So this is me coming out of my comfort zone to ask who this is and what this all means.

Opening to Transmission:

Curious ones, there has been a star group coming through at night, called the Pleiadians,  who are beings of love and light and who you know in the deepest parts of your heart,  as many of you come from this Planet and are here now to bring that loving essence to this magical place called Earth that is going to be rebirthed in 2015 through the ones we are reaching now.  We are coming at night to work on your bodies, on your Chakras, as we are doing a sort of surgery which pulls out old memories that have formed as density, almost like a padding around the true essence of what each Chakra is wanting to express through your body form.  And when we remove what is keeping you locked into old patterns and loop behavior that operates in your brains,  the tissues surrounding the Chakra inflames and THAT is what is causing the pain. It is similar to working out and being sore FROM the activity of working the muscles. So the pain does not at all relate to something being out of physical alignment or something you need to be gentle with for fear of pulling it further. It is a sign showing where we worked on you.  And the Chakra near this point coming from the spine and from the back of the body is where we are working for each particular night. You can imagine a xylophone with colors that light up and we are bouncing around, almost playing a tune with your Chakras, as each adjustment leads to needing to make another adjustment at another Chakra.   This is why the pain may bounce around from day to day.  We work on your throat and then we have to bounce down to your sacral and then that opens your heart in a new way so we then go to your upper back.

The areas of most pain are the areas where you are most locked into a dense perspective of what is possible with your life fulfillment, or your actual breathing out expression of who you are in this world.  You are only breathing out as far as your Chakras are leading you to believe is possible for this life times manifestations. We are extending those!  We are stretching you so that your breath can move out into broader areas of manifestation of life experiences!

And if you have many ingrained fears that relate to not feeling safe in this world or that you can sustain yourself, the pain will be focused towards the lower back. And if you are fearing how you will be able to bring your big dreams to reality, the pain will be focused on upper back and neck. And if you are fearing that you do not know enough, or you know TOO  much, and worry too much about getting this life right, you will be having headaches and a balance problem with vertigo.   This will have you feeling that you just need to lay down and rest. You will especially feel the need to lay down on the Earths soils.  There are more unique meanings to what the Chakras are wanting to tell you but they are a personal viewing of your silent self while looking back into your patterns and past. Make the time to open to the messages. We will bring them to you and you will see.

This is not everybody, or all humans, who are experiencing this. It is thousands of you who are needing this work in order to fulfill your missions of 2015.  You are not to delve too fully into what your missions will be, but to learn to trust the purifying process in order to blossom into your true selves who are SOVEREIGN and who DO NOT WONDER and who only trust and move forward on a path that feels like home. In a way, we want you to be like the sheeps, but not following blindly a guide who asks you to conform or to play smaller in a way that stifles the knowing  that you DO have a grand purpose, but to follow like a sheep in trusting this life and trusting that you will receive the answers when the timing is just right.  This is a Sovereign Group of Sheep who are following but at the same time leading the way for others who have not yet had their one mind, one love pineal gland opened and operating like a GPS into the New Earth ways.

Your KV is one of these beings who does not question and who only moves forward towards what she is always being led to do.  Through the work we are doing you will become more of this type of human.  You will not question your jobs, your partnerships, your location on Earth or even the tsunamis that arrive on your doorstep and that sweep away things that you thought you could never live without.

Through the work we are doing on your Chakras, you will begin to walk taller and to find that your mind is much more quiet like a still lake, basking in the suns essence, without the need to change or conform or be anything other than water.  As we align you closer to the truth of you, you will be this lake, and life will only be about what is before you, and what it means in relation to how it will move you forward towards your destiny work.  Through the work we are doing, your past is being separated from your future potential. You will start to look back at the pain and disappointment with only a casual glance of interest.  For the strength of who you are is awakening fully in that you see the purpose of why it has all had to be and will no longer view it as a dead weight to which you define your future and see yourself as flawed. Through the flaws you interpreted from your past life experiences, comes the strength and gifts of who you really are!

The pain you are feeling is a sign that you are one of the beings who is moving even closer to your destiny work through the healing assistance of your family. Breathe into it and do not label it as a negative.  You can work through it and you can function with this pain now that you know, this is bringing you closer to the true you!  It is a blessing, you see!  But water will assist this pain from moving through you quicker. You may be craving mineral water and hot springs and even just a bath in your home.  This is recommended for the residual density that spreads out to your tissues during the work we are doing. It will dissipate on its own because the ROOT of the density has been removed, but this can lead to feeling toxic and nausea and with feeling lost and uncertain. Soak in the water to release these pains, but be patient if they come back in the morning! We have just come to visit again and are moving you closer to this confident, sovereign and powerful truth of who you are!  You can expect to be walking taller within weeks and you will notice that your mind is clear and will handle discord and confusion in a much new upgraded way.  This is cause for celebration!

End of transmission.

Okay.  Hi my loves!! I hope this helped you!  This is me way coming out of my comfort zone and I oh so bravely even put PLEIADIANS in the title!!! Aaaahhh!!!  I cried the whole way through because this was different than how I usually write and when I wrote the last line I remembered how about 2 months ago I was told that I would be taking a new direction in life in 45 days and I remember thinking it would be around 11.11.14.  Which I remembered made sense because I was born on the 11th but 14 was always my favorite number. Seems this came a few days earlier and I think they are telling me that I will be writing a whole guidebook for you all about the next 12 months as everything changes in the last 2 months of 2015.  Wow. I am exhausted now though… so I’ll be seeing you soon and I LOVE YOU my brothers and sisters!!

Full Moon in Taurus Readings:  You ARE Good Enough! And You DON’T Need to Compete with ANYONE ELSE.

Full Moon in Taurus Readings: You ARE Good Enough! And You DON’T Need to Compete with ANYONE ELSE.

Love.  There is a perfectly planned timeline to your life and to how and when things are to unfold for you.  If doors are closed, they are supposed to be at this time, but they won’t be forever. If gates of opportunity are sweeping you up and pulling you through them, they are supposed to be at this time, but they won’t be forever.  If you feel blocked and unable to move forward, you are supposed to feel this way at this time, but you won’t feel like this forever. If you are feeling on fire with creativity and ideas are pouring through you right now, it is supposed to be this way at this time, but it won’t be like this forever.

Nothing stays the same and change is always constant. What has happened in this world due to the internet exposure is that now EVERYONE wants to be on top and EVERYONE wants to be living their dreams and EVERYONE wants to do what others are doing from what they witness others having success doing …  BUT not everyone is standing before an open doorway at the same time.

When we look at our lives, we tend to just see things in this perspective of RIGHT NOW and when we can only see this moment right now, we tend to want it all RIGHT NOW. Patience is something that is in the greatest of demands because of this PUSH PUSH PUSH with how we have been falsely led to believe that we HAVE TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN.  We have been fed a whole bucket full of lies that we are to POUND THE PAVEMENT and go out there and FORCE the doors to open, even when the timing is just not right.

And what this has created is a nation of peoples who are feeling very discontent and very much not good enough … because if it works for others, how come it is not working for us?  If they create a website and are flocked with business and praise, how come no one ever comes to our sites?  And if they give readings and are slammed with business, how come no one is coming to us for a reading?  And if they are creating beautiful works of art that everyone wants, how come no one is coming for our pieces?  And if they have a PhD and are successful beyond belief, how come we are sitting here in silence with our advanced degrees?

And if you do put yourself out there before your gate opening, before your ripening, then you WILL fall prey to feeling not good enough and THEN the discontent takes over like the candida virus and will affect how you view the world and your particular place in it.

And I know that these words are hitting you to the core because this is THE number one concern I get from people who come for an empowerment reading. I hear it over and over and over. And what I love is that I KNOW this path so very well as many of you know that I created the whole vision for Aquarius Nation and wrote the 700 pages that go into your birth chart books back in 1999 to 2003.  I was sitting at the closed gate and was READY TO GO, ready to bring this dream forward and share these gifts I have with the world, but that gate did not open for me until December 21, 2012.  NOTHING happened for me to further my dreams UNTIL the last moments of 2012!

So loves, I can guarantee that you can go out and create the most beautiful and high quality website; you can go out and spend mass loads of money on marketing a beautiful logo; you can go out and connect with all the big game players out in the world; you can promote in every group you join and hand those business cards out constantly;  you can write a book that you KNOW is so powerful and something that can shift the world, BUT UNLESS YOUR GATE IS OPEN, NOTHING will happen. Nothing will further your dreams and nothing will show you that you are the star that we all know you really are.

It will basically be like you are carrying around a tomato plant that hasn’t really shown any growth, yet you are offering them to others, knowing in your own heart that you are putting so much energy into this and they WILL be so good and something so valuable.  But others will not buy because they don’t feel that it is time yet, even though they don’t know they play a role in this story too.  It is all energy and what I have most found with our unique gate openings is that many of us are not in the proper FEELINGS OF SELF in order to manifest our dreams.  We tend to feel a bit insecure of our gifts or we tend to feel the push and that OTHERS are doing this so WE MUST do this too in order to compete and keep up.

But it is all a lie!! And the more you push because you think you MUST compete and MUST be doing your dreams, and MUST have it all RIGHT NOW, the more likely you are going to suffer from circumstantial depression and feelings of no self worth.  The more you push before your time, the more likely you are going to hate yourself and think you are a loser.

And THIS is where we all are collectively. We are all waking to seeing how the more we push into our dreams, and the more they do NOT produce what we envision, the more we feel worthless and not good enough.  Then we look out at others and compare ourselves to them and through that we become depressed and immobile.

We are to awaken through this energy that EVERY LIFE EXPERIENCE is creating something for us to LEARN FROM in order to become more of the peoples we KNOW we are to be in the world. We must ripen! We must grow into these powerful shoes! It is futile to push before our time just as it is a waste of time to be 3 months pregnant and to try to make ourselves go into labor because we want the baby NOW!  Everyone knows that having a premie baby, who has not had enough time to ripen in the womb, means struggles for that child.  So if your gate is not open right now, maybe you need to ponder that and to think about how you will jeopardize an excellent opportunity or idea by pushing too soon.  Sit with your dreams longer if you are not being swooped up by an open gate!  And do not worry for one moment because we ALL have the gates eventually opening for us. EVERY ONE OF US moves through the gate… but just not at the same time.

And what I have learned is that often we are slowed down because we are not yet loving and valuing ourselves enough to trust in the powers that be.  Love yourself and even if the gate is closed, you will know that you deserve to live an abundant and worthwhile life, so the gate will open when the right is right. When you love yourself, this all becomes KNOWING and then ALL IS GOOD no matter if it is day time or night time.  It just is. It just is what it is and it is perfect at that!

I LOVE YOU!  Lets start your own self care and feelings of self worth with ME showing you that!

Okay, and please share this post with all that you feel need a bit of some loving support!  And read your Sun, Moon and Rising Signs for the complete story…

love,
kv

and….. the energy song of this Full Moon…. oh yes. Let these words sink into you, loves….

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Pisces Horoscope Image

// pisces //
You are being called to monitor all your thoughts that have you thinking others are so much better and so much more gifted than you are or could ever be!  There is a bit of a pitty party going on and it needs to be nipped in the bud because it is in fact so inaccurate!   You will likely be experiencing this through the internet or through other things that you read out in the world. Your mind will instantly go into comparison mode and if you delve too deeply into what others are doing, you can very well end up feeling absolutely worthless and like the loser of the century! Note my drama.  Now what you need to know is that your mind is taking you down this spiraling loop that has continued for much too long.  You find this loop often and delve fully into it and you are being asked to let it all go and to stop this pattern and instead say the words:  “I am important and what I am contributing is VERY needed in the world. AND there is room for me! There are people who want what I can do.”  You also will be called to find the strength to rise above this viscous cycle and THIS time you can really change things so that you move onto another track, or at least one that only has you on this position for a quick spell before bouncing back up into feeling valuable and worth while once again.  Now you are being encouraged to get together with freinds and to surround yourself with people who really love and value you. The moment you start to feel down, you need to call them up and share space with your peoples who really have your back. And because this energy RIGHT NOW is very much about shifting patterns and realigning your thought processes to a higher perspective of things, the quicker you can shift, the quicker you will find that you no longer keep falling to these loser states and with feeling so invaluable in the world.  So open up and share your vulnerabilities so that others can rush right in and fill in that bucket!  Do not discount how important this energy is right now in shifting you onto a much better track in life!  If you do not have friends around you then you are being asked to go out and help someone less fortunate than you. You can completely bounce back from doing some kind humanitarian work! For real!! Also you are moving into a focus of career abundance and you are being asked to let go of wounds that are keeping you behind the scenes and NOT ACTING. You are being asked to clear out the insecurities so that you can PLUNGE forward into your dreams and into this work that will take you to higher places in life. Through KNOWING that you do have a place in this world and DO have much to offer, you will be able to open to a whole new way of living WITHIN MONTHS. And, know too that you have been waiting for this shift for 2 decades… so this is not something to take lightly. And all those habits of feeling less than and convincing yourself not to move forward MUST be dropped with this Full Moon.  You more than anyone need those affirmations daily and you need to constantly be telling yourself how valuable and worthwhile you are. Because baby you are the bomb and the world will really start to KNOW that next year… 🙂


Aquarius Horoscope Image

// aquarius //
This can be such a blessing of a time, love, where you are really going to be able to go deeply into your database of life experiences and see where you are cutting yourself short or missing out on opportunities to expand, due to what has happened in your childhood or with what messages you took on from your early years.  This is some powerful medicine times so do not take this lightly!  You have the power of Mars and Pluto coming together from a place of the mystery, so this is similar to secret support or guidance from other sources or miracles from out of nowhere that act as catalysts to OPEN YOUR EYES to something. This can be where you run into someone who says something that unlocks a mystery within, or you witness something that cracks a code and shows you that THEY are responding to life from a message that was put into you, and THROUGH seeing what they are doing, you awaken to wanting to NOT follow in that same path.  There are many rumblings from down below, from the roots and even with your home environment. I do strongly advice that you work on your home base and clean out clutter, or move things around so that there is the space for other things to manifest.  There may be something at home that just needs a bit of beauty and also love. Maybe you have been too focused on work and have been neglecting your home or the people who are foundational peoples in your life. You ARE in a very sweet space to really start to see some MASSIVE growth in your business, if it hasn’t already arrived, so to work on the foundation and get it nice and sturdy and balanced would be a very wise decision so that the holiday hustle and bustle doesn’t throw you into adrenal failure.    Its important that you feel grounded and safe with your roots right now and this will allow some blessings to start magnetizing your way.  This very much feels like weeding the garden and removing things that are strangling the life force out of your faith in self, which then affects all areas of your life.  You may even need to make peace with a parent or forgive something that led you to believe that you are not valuable and a nuisance or too much in the way. Compassion for others is your avenue to bring the peace in that you are being called to understand that we all make mistakes and we all wish we could go back and do things from a higher perspective that maturity allows.  So even if you are not hearing the words of FORGIVE ME and I AM SO SORRY, KNOW that those who have hurt you, are hurting deeply themselves AND they are mighty wounded themselves which allowed them to say and do what they did.    Free yourself from these shackles.  Free yourself from a path similar to theirs. Let it go and rise above and start over RIGHT NOW.  If you commit to loving and valuing YOU, then your career is open for miracles galore and opportunities that can really have you shaking your head in awe of just how much things can change over night… but in good ways!    Trust me on this, you are PERFECT!  Now its your turn to see that.


Capricorn Horoscope Image

// capricorn //
There has been so much comparison going on with you and with looking out at how well others are doing in life and with looking a little too closely at what you see as faults or failures with your own life.  Sweetest of loves! You are right on schedule and you really need to hold that KNOWING solid in your heart!  It is all working out just as planned as dictated by your birth chart imprint and your past life efforts that are supplying you will life experiences in order to birth this teacher/ guide expression in this lifetime. You don’t want to get up to the top of the mountain, FINALLY, and not be prepared, right?  You don’t want to get up on stage and then realize you have nothing of value to offer, do you?  It is not about getting to the top ONLY, and if it is in your heart, then you will get up there and have a very short stay on top before you then have to loop around again, and do the journey one more time.  You more than anyone is being asked to hold that Eagle Vision and be your future self in order to come to some peace in understanding why your path looks the way it does.  Now what I have noticed from most Capricorns, and my Rising Sign is in this sign, so I know it well, but there is this innate desire to be seen as important and as an authority.  Very often though, for this sign, THAT is what keeps their dream position at bay because the learning for this sign is in awakening to NOT NEEDING TO BE SEEN and to only really want to give back and make a difference.  And honestly, when that shift occurs, a new path opens that may actually be different than wanting to be a guide of spiritual wisdoms …. as that one tends to be tops with most Capricorns. When we can shift to just wanting to make a difference and to make an impact on others, doors come flying open and often in these days now, it opens to something creative and artistic!  This Full Moon is asking you to look closely into artistic arenas with uncovering what you have let go of that requires your hands and really does make you feel valuable and special, even if you before could not understand how to market this or make money from it.  AND this is tied to you really valuing who you are and that you CAN make something out of this, IF it is creative and helps you to feel valuable for what you can offer, and it also may have something to do with the body.  This energy right now is forcing your eyes open with toothpicks to REALLY SEE THIS again, even if it means starting over or going back to something that you let go of years ago. This creative idea is getting a HUGE push and it will likely come with deep feelings surrounding it… so it may be that you feel very low and then THIS awakens to you again OR it just feels SO RIGHT and like, yes, the time is here to believe fully in yourself and with this creative idea.  And from there… IT IS ON!


Sagittarius Horoscope Image

// sagittarius //
This energy is for sure waking in you both a need to retreat and slow things down in your life, but also a redirection and more concentrated focus on something discipline related and something that will take some time to accomplish.  You are being asked is MANY WAYS with this chart to slow down and be more patient with your souls purpose work and with things that relate to you sharing your creative gifts. This can also be something self care related where you have been giving and giving to others or have been more focused on taking care of others and will really need some down time to focus on you and your own healing work. Through the retreat you may even discover some new habits that can be about taking time to love your body and to nurture your soul.  You may even be craving quiet and stillness and wanting to get away and do yoga and meditate! There is some energy here that is having you do a scan of your past year in order to feel out how far you have come and to take some time to figure out what changes you would like to make in order to move closer to some of your long held dreams.  There is also something with your values and with needing to feel more self love for the wonderful creation that is YOU. I see there has been much focus on others and possibly through needing their approval to feel good about who you are, and that need is sort of transforming to where you won’t even really care any longer. This feels like something aging related and how the older we get the less concerned we are with getting approval from others or even with caring how others judge us by our looks.  And honestly, this also makes me think of how when we reject our bodies we keep saying these negative words about self, and then energy follows our words, so our body tends to stay locked into a pattern that doesn’t make us happy… so this may be that you are upgrading in a way through acceptance and that THAT shift in perspective can start to change your body so that you aren’t so concerned with how it looks to others.  And the less you pick on yourself, the more you love yourself and the more things can snap into a refection that makes you happy. This may also be health related… so if you are facing something that is not in balance, look closely at your thoughts and try to realign them to LOVE and COMPASSION and WELLNESS.  Also there are wounds you need to face with not feeling safe in this world as you are being asked to TRUST your process and ALLOW things to unfold in your life, not through pressure or fear, but through the love of HONORING how wonderful you are and how WORTHY you are of good things to come.


Scorpio Horoscope Image

// scorpio //
This energy is really going to have you looking at your close relationships, and honestly, you will NOT want to be alone much of the time during this cycle!  This is where you are seeing how much value you feel with life when you spend time with people who you really love and who have grounded down a solid connection in your heart.  There is also energy being put into this arena and a transformation possibility, so there may be healing of burned bridges or at least the ability to say things in a powerful way so that others who are close to you REALLY feel like they add value and joy to your life.  This can be sort of sensitive waters as it can feel very intense and like too much to handle but you will be forced to deal with this and create peace or share what is really going on with your heart.  You also are being asked to see all sides and not just your own.  You may even be thinking about collaborating with others in a way that is career related and with something teaching or sharing information that helps others to achieve success or do better at life, or something like that.  It feels like something that is improving but also to do with career and rising up with what they are doing. Now there is more with joining with others and it may have something to do with creativity as you are waking to wounds that make you feel like you have to do it alone and that YOU have to be the top dog and feel important for what you are offering.  Collaborations are showing up where you will have more power when you join with others and use your energies together to create something that can really get out there big time. OR this also may be where you are waking to a wound of needing to be seen as important FIRST and FOREMOST and where you need to go through a shift and just LOVE what you are doing for the sake of doing it. So it can go to where you are sharing the stage with others as a way to not be the one and only, OR you will just have your own internal shift that has you not really caring if you are the top dog as just doing what you love to do is enough to make you feel valuable and that you are enjoying life. It is that JOY FOR LIFE that is on your mind and how to feel like this moment right here is what really matters and not something in the future that is always being chased.  Give a lot of thought to this because you CAN experience a total shift to your way of thinking that can create a much more relaxed and OKAY with THIS MOMENT RIGHT NOW sort of perspective. And I can also see that you are going to have many reasons to feel happiness and joy and giddy beyond belief energy in the near future!!  This may also be baby related…


Libra Horoscope Image

// libra //
You sweet love are facing some issues with partnership that may demand that you stand your ground in regards to what others want you to do but is not really sitting okay in your gut. There feels like some sort of obstacle that revolves around values where you are knocking heads and not seeing eye to eye on something.  You are being asked to hold steady with what you know is right IF you really are taking all sides in on this and are coming from your heart and not from just needing to be right. If you are just needing to be right, then you are being asked to compromise and find a middle ground so that all opinions are in some way being honored. Now this may also have something to do with a pattern that has shown up in your life before, so you do need to look closely at that because you are in a healing work space where the universe is bringing you opportunities to crack through density that was taken on from childhood and while it is natural to keep with it and continue what you have learned, there IS the need to look in an upgrading sort of way as to MAYBE you need to look at this differently and change something about what you have been doing.  This can be similar to how your mom always used this one particular laundry detergent so you have just accepted that it is the best and that is that.  You may be needing to open your mind to upgrading things in regards to deep and engrained patterns picked up from your upbringing that are being challenged by others who are close to you. Remember they had a mom TOO who made THEM feel that one way was the best way too! Maybe you both need to rediscover a brand new way to do something that involves BOTH of you coming out of your comfort zones.   Now you are also going to be focused on money at this time and with really wanting to separate things or somehow erase debts from your life. This can be people or this can be money but you are being asked to start from a foundation of LOVING YOURSELF and knowing that YOU DESERVE MORE.  This change needs to come from the core of you and from the vibration of feeling VERY VALUABLE.  When you have abundance mentality, money tends to come your way, but if you are still holding onto a scarcity mentality, than you will continue to manifest situations that always show you how little you do have.  This energy now is VERY MUCH related to you looking at the wounds you have with the way you use words in your mind and how you spiral through a loop of feeling great and on top of the world, and then doubting things and falling into fear over if you really CAN live these dreams and create a sustainable life.  This energy is asking you to jump onto a new track and LIKE FOR REAL THIS TIME. Ground it in. Make this permanent. And create a space in your heart where you KNOW you have something wonderful to share with the world and you KNOW you will be supported when you do what you love to do and where you KNOW you can create a life that looks different from what you have as patterns that keep happening in your life. This feels like you are turning your back on something that didn’t really make you happy and now focusing fully on a bright future, with smiles and joy radiating from the heart.


Virgo Horoscope Image

// virgo //
You, my love, are to really delve into KNOWING that you have something VERY special to share with the world that relates to a writing project or something teaching/creative based.  You are to VALUE yourself in KNOWING that your perspective and your take on things is something that others oh so need to hear about. This is stepping out of the energy of just thinking you are one in a million and instead owning that you are a top dog expert on SOMETHING. This may be that you are delving further into the study or teaching process, and you are encouraged to see this spreading out far and wide into the world.  You actually ARE to hold your head high, to put on the blinders, so as to not be distracted by others doubts and fears, and to move forward into the direction of your dreams.  This may also deal with wanting for so long to get a blog going but not feeling like you really had anything special to offer, and NOW you will feel the push of energy to start sharing.  This actually may feel like a shove!  GO!! DO THIS NOW!! A part of this too will relate to you feeling like something is missing from your life, and the daily grind will start to feel boring as you are wanting to crawl out of your skin and pursue things that maybe before you felt more shy about or at least uncertain.  This is like the fog is lifting and you are feeling plugged in and ready to get started on this path that you KNOW will lead to more happiness and feeling that you are doing something important.  Now another part of this relates to the letting go of wounds or issues that have been put onto you by others. This can be where you grew up feeling like what you are really good at is not something that is obtainable. Or maybe something that has to do with believing it is best to not strive for big dreams or big pursuits.  Or maybe even someone told you that you are not good at something, when in fact THEY were not a good judge of JUST how good you really are at this.  Whatever this is and however this is touching you to the core, you are to believe in yourself and to hold a positive perspective that even if you are still 10 years from seeing this blossom into what you dream, you ARE taking very important steps right now that are laying the foundation for success in your future. It is RIGHT NOW that is so important and these new decisions are very much destiny related.  Let go of how others have shaped you or held you into staying smaller than you are destined to go.  Breathe out into the expression that you know you are longing to embody.  Breathe this dream into reality, but be patient with how long this takes to grow.


Leo Horoscope Image

// leo //
Love, your are in a space that is asking you to let go of the value, that you feel is the truth of who you are, when you are getting praise or attention for what you are creating or putting out there. Understand that this is big in the peoples now a days where we can feel so amped up and on fire when others recognize our efforts, but then when we hear no words or attention in regards to what we are doing we can plunge down and feel worthless.  This aspect and the energy of the Full Moon are asking you to let go of that addiction to having your efforts affirmed and to instead just love what you are doing.  You will be able to feel SO MUCH MORE at home with your career and with what your true souls purpose gift is to give to the world IF you can just focus your mind on wanting to be of service and not have your ego fed. I know! It is not always easy, but you do need to make this shift in order to open smoothly to a creative space that opens for you in a few weeks. You are letting go NOW in order to make the space for a new and fertile creative energy that wants to infiltrate your mind very soon. This is like pulling out the weeds now so that you can plant some new vegetables in the future.  And seriously this DOES relate to weeds because you will be facing things now that relate to your childhood or with wounds that have grown like weeds out of control that relate to feeling competitive and like you need to go go go in order to keep up and to be the best.  Somewhere you picked up on this competitive vibe and if you look closely it may relate to competing with a parent or something to do with their success and wanting to match that.  There may also be a wound here with feeling like there is not enough, or scarcity, or you need to grab for it all so that you are filled and will not have to go without.  I see something here with over saturating your efforts and this actually has you dissipating your gifts.  You are being asked to narrow your efforts down and to focus more purely into an arena where you can lay down the foundation of your TRUE gifts and not just something that is trying to cover all the bases so as to catch all the flies.   There are a lot of people out there doing what you dream of doing, but if you can just find your strengths and really put all your effort THERE, then you will have a better chance of grounding in a reputation that is sustainable in your future.  Research work AND tucking yourself away at home are also coming up so this may be that you are being asked to pull back for a while and really delve fully into something that you can bring forward and share this next year.  Understand that you ARE moving into a new creative space but you also are not feeling focused on being OUT THERE … just yet. So this sounds like a perfect Northern Hemisphere winter retreat to really delve further into what you can do that can stand out as something that relates to your past and with your true gifts that you are here to provide for others.  And when you can move out of the space of needing attention or needing praise or needing THAT STUFF OUT THERE to validate who you are, then you can really open to your true gifts and will feel this natural blossoming that EVERYONE will feel and will want a piece of!


Cancer Horoscope Image

// cancer //
This is awakening time for you in regards to seeing who you have in your life and how valuable your life feels BECAUSE of that abundance.  Every Cancer is going to be very much tuned into their friendships right now and thinking about friends lost or with craving spending more time with the ones they haven’t connected with in a while.  There will be the inner need to spread ones wings, outside of the immediate home environment and BE with your peoples.  This feels like a craving in that OTHERS are how you are gauging your own happiness or contentedness with life.  You may even be feeling the need to join into groups or are thinking about creating a group as a way to come together and get outside of your own life in order to connect and keep it carefree and share in the lives and joys of what OTHERS are doing.  There is the need to live life in bigger ways and to feel more like you are making a difference or will really have stories to look back upon in the future.  Valuing friendships and feeling more abundant with who surrounds you is SO on your mind right now!  Now do understand that you may also be facing friendships that are no longer offering value or good vibes and this will be on your mind and will act as a catalyst to aspire to bring in MORE that do really feel like home and like people you can trust. Trust may be an issue and if anyone has let you down, know that it is more as a way for you to DEMAND MORE in the friendship arena.  This may be you needing to value more your part in friendships and that can act as an energetic force that DRIVES YOU to want to get together more with your peoples.  This will be coming together energy and also bridging any gaps where something has kept you from making time for your peoples. The likely reason you have kept to yourself has been something children related, or work related or with delving fully into creative projects.   And the thing is that all of those things can benefit FROM the joy in your heart that will come from connecting with your true trusted friends…so know it IS best to make the space now for the people who will bring more joy into your life. Now another part of this energy for you relates to your creativity and also with wanting to share things in a big way that deals with publishing or teaching or learning something new. So all of those are great avenues for you to move forward on, but there may be a wound there too that needs to be looked at.  There may be something linked to your creativity that has you gauging happiness THROUGH how you are received in the world or with how others think of you in a bigger perspective.  You may need to let that all go and come to the awareness that what is most important is JUST that you love creating what you LOVE to do.  The need for approval or recognition or praise needs to be transformed into an inside job where when you are happy with what you do, then it will feel like it is all good everywhere else in your life.  Trust me love, it will radiate outward in bigger and more grand ways when you only focus on your OWN approval…


Gemini Horoscope Image

// gemini //
This moment now is showing you many things that are operating as a catalyst to clear out wounds and shadow self behaviors that are having a direct correlation to your health and well being. This feels very much like you are feeling alone or like you do not fit in and there is something with awkward here, yet pushing through in regards to others aspects of your life as a way to not really deal with this and not make the changes that are calling out to your soul. This is soul speaking messages that will come to you in your alone times and they relate to feeling not good enough, or  not competent,  and also possibly with not trusting life or feeling like you can just let go and let things be, so this is moving  you to do too much and to be it all in other areas of your life.  There is much healing with this energy so you ARE waking up to what needs to change and what you need to make space for MORE of to come into your life.  You may want to take it easy this week to really tune into, tap into what life direction change needs to occur and with how that can happen. Things are in the dark and need for YOU to step out of the hustle and bustle in order to SEE what this is. It is sort of a crystal ball vision in that I am not able to give YOU the answer of what this change needs to be and instead I see YOU going quiet and peering inside of your wounded heart and looking closely into what your heart is telling YOU. This feels like a repeating pattern and something that already has spoken to you and is facing you as you read these words. It also feels like something or someone who has let you down, is partnership related and who still needs your forgiveness.  This is something from the past, but something that has still not cleared or cleansed out of your system. Compassion is the word for you.  This may also be where you feel like you have made a mistake and need to have more compassion for yourself, to forgive yourself for not being perfect.  Ponder deeply into this, love. There is healing that is FINALLY accessible with THIS FULL MOON. Do not run from this and do not escape. Bring in the love, and bring on the tears.  Now work is also highlighted but this is a source of a wound or something that MAY be the avenue you have been plunging yourself into as a way to avoid what you need to see that is affecting your health and how you feel about yourself.  Detective work is needed and this may mean you need to take a bit of a break to focus on YOU, YOU, and YOU.  Not that you have 3 personalities… ha!  BUT you need to slow down and focus on your own happiness and what it will take to feel good and like good to the core and like good for REAL.  Do look at the words you say inside… you may find a clue there in that you are saying words that are making you feel never good enough or like everyone else is better and comparing your path with others and THIS is going to hold you back and keep you from TRUSTING your path.  Bring more love into the words you use to describe yourself…


Taurus Horoscope Image

// taurus //
This is YOUR Full Moon, love! So this one is close to your heart and is asking you to be very true to your TRUE nature and NOT the one that has been operating out of habit in order to make others happy or even to be focusing more on what others expect of you. This is a sort of freedom energy where you are being asked to broaden your horizons and to look out at further far away places.  You may have to do this through pausing in order to see clearly where you are now and where you would like to grow, but when you do, your vision will hone in on new ways to live a life that can feel very much like coming out of a fog where there is AH-HA energy and seeing things in a new light.  There will also be the need to slow down and to do some more self care as you have been too focused on others or things outside of yourself and you may even feel a little run down as the universe will bring this in order to force you to just take it easy and give your body a little love lovin.  You do not need to fear ANY pauses or slow downs as EVERY ONE OF THEM will actually act as a catalyst to realign you to a more abundant and prosperous path that deals with things internet based, teaching based, publishing based or with creating something that will take some discipline but is a proper direction for you to take in the future. You just need to make a few tweaks and changes and the slow down will open those to your awareness. This actually feels like it has been in operation for a while now but this Full Moon really opens the need and will drag you down in order to force you to take the time to come up with this new way of seeing something.  So, expect to be tired for this Full Moon and expect to need to take a break. But remember it is for the good and at the end of the tunnel will be the answer to new directions and new and better ways to do your career. That career focus really kicks in for December and January!  You also are truly being asked to remember how valuable and loved by others you REALLY ARE.  You may have been forgetting who you are or feeling a little left out and like no one loves you, but TAURUS are THE MOST LOVED. Like for real.  Taurus IS LOVE. But you may just need to take a breather and create the space to remember that. Friends also are big time on your mind and this may be why you are feeling not so hot or content with life. You ARE being asked to remember to feed the friendships in your life through care and support. You are noticing how much your life feels more valuable when you have friends to connect with and hang out with and just chill with.  And if you do not have that, you need to intend that this is being rectified.  You need to see yourself coming together with others in a way that is just carefree and FUN.  I have a Taurus who I have fallen apart from and I think I will surprise her now with a love letter of appreciation especially after doing this reading and knowing how much you are feeling this need and wanting to connect more with others in a way that balances your life more.  There is also something with feeling out of place and uncomfortable around others and this may just be something you need to move through and not think too much about. You can change your life by changing your thoughts so you maybe should think about that.  Hold the vibration of confidence with self and that KNOWING that they see what you feel, so …. might as well remember how loved and adored you really are.


Aries Horoscope Image

// aries //
You may feel like you are sort of in the dark night of the soul as things are coming to your awareness that are coming from the competition vibe and relate to looking out at what others are doing through their careers and this can have you not really valuing who you are. The energies of this Full Moon are truly coursing through your life, more so than for others.  You are also feeling the push of feeling like you NEED to do something and you NEED to apply your creative gifts in some way.  Understand that this is like a spider web where one thing is affecting another, and one change can influence another aspect of your life, and also that you are being pushed THROUGH one thing, but that it actually may relate to another thing. And this one is REALLY trying to make you look at how much self love you have for yourself!  This is also saying that it you do not really love and value who you are, then NOTHING in your career arena will work out as you plan, which will then have you feeling self doubt and that THIS is causing you to look out and compare yourself with others and to feel jealous or envious of what they have manifested.  See. Its a spider web.  So the direction you are being forced into is seeing how much you really value who you are.  Do you feel self hatred but really try to act as an authority or guide for others?  Are you harboring secrets or being vengeful or discrediting others as a defense for wishing you had what they had?  Is there something underhanded going on where you are not really operating in a high vibrational and loving manner?  Look closely! This ALL relates to how you see yourself as a TRUTH and how you really feel about yourself when you are alone and out of the spotlight of how you WISH others to see and interpret who you are.  And if you are feeling self hatred then you are going to be doing other things that are not very honorable as a defense BUT they are linked to your career and to your success out in the world that relates to creative gifts. SPIDER WEB.  You are being called to VALUE the beauty and wonder that is YOU. You ARE perfect, you just may have forgotten a bit or have taken on the wounds of others, possibly a parent, or even both, and this needs to be addressed ASAP as this has created a disconnect with you loving and valuing who you really are.  But love, do realize. This may be murky and ugly and something you really don’t want to deal with, or want to put onto others as a way to hide from what is facing you now, but when you DO LOOK closely and DO see YOUR PART IN THIS you will open to a healing that can lighten your load in life! You are to put your heart forward with looking into all dark and uncomfortable places.  You are to be brave, humble, and honest as all get out.  This may feel like trial by fire…. but the reward that will come if you face this now will be an upgraded confidence with self, which will allow a NEW and abundant sort of creativity to come into your life …. and then changes galore within your career that will allow you to share those creations with the world.