tuesday vibes (2 april) — Crying is a big part of today.
Expect your body
to hit some extremes,
but don’t allow your mind
to think it a negative thing.
Crying is a big part of today.
Allow it to be a beautiful thing.
Okay here we go. This week is another biggie and it’s because we finally go so inward, into our most sensitive places — albeit through provocation coming our way — but know that this is all perfectly timed to get you to awaken again to a path that YOU would choose to walk – and it is different from what others are showing you or feel is the way to walk. We are breaking out of some mold and know that this thing is what we must do for ourselves, and like, we can’t pass this by. But this is a break of consciousness and it reveals new strength that you didn’t even know you possessed. So that is some good news to think about.
Today, you feel your heart in real palpable ways. You can feel so small, at points, or even so sensitive about seeing things from how you are now because of what was in your past. But something hits us different right now because we see how we have agreed to walk a life based on the pain inflicted and not who we were before the pain was inflicted. We forgot that person and that flow we had. We learned to be what others felt we should be and we also learned to cope from what trauma we had to experience, but still, this is a reaction to things and not the real person we are to be.
This week we awaken again to our truth – in one or more ways. And it can, at first, feel very raw and vulnerable in the same ways giving birth is. So expect your body to hit some extremes, but don’t allow your mind to think it a negative thing. This is leading to a blossoming and NOTHING to run from, okay? But the heart may be ripped open in order to get you feeling again and allowing that feeling to have a voice that you express again. When feelings are not faced they turn into something that is a trigger for us. When we face them, they no longer trigger us, or even continue to manifest in our lives!
So the days of hiding and projecting and thinking it is ALL the other person are gone for us. Like, they are gone. We HAVE to take responsibility and we are being shown that by the universe and great mystery bringing you things swiftly in order to get you to follow what feels good.
We have grown addicted to following the pain because we didn’t know there was another way. And the only reason we didn’t know there was another way is because we were programmed to not believe we had value or the ability to rise and be happy and be around things that support and nurture us. So we go to the dry desert and accept being battered around by people and things that don’t honor how we ultimately need to be held.
So as you discover your voice and right to thrive, get used to speaking up and crying more and feeling more and sharing more and — being more human. The spirit-made human is divine and that is what you are beneath the man-made human that thinks it funny to fuck with you and then watch how you fuck your life up in reaction to that.
Fortunately, forces have stepped in to bring us manifestations that match the truth of who we think we are and what we are ultimately putting out there in the form of energy as thoughts and action. And that is guiding us right now. So see what you need to see, but if it’s not what you want, see how you are somehow “asking” for this in regards to the energy you are putting out. Do you expect to suffer or to be last in line or to be in the gutters forever? Well, let’s start today with you no longer accepting such a thing because that is man-made human talk. Find your spirit human – it’s who you really are – and it’s a kind and compassionate person.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
PULL BACK TO PROCESS. One week after the Full Moon we shift into a two week period of inward focus. This first week is where we just pull back to see what we understand better about the last two weeks of movement. This is almost like a retrograde because it pulls you inward and you can feel like you are going backwards – even though you are not. Just as the plant is not going backwards in the winter while underground – but rather it is the inward that comes before the next outward. A resting space. So rest and be okay with this. We are SELF CENTERED right now so don’t expect others to see you because they are focused on themselves – processing.
moon of the day
Feeling emotional. Feeling out of place. Wanting alone time. Rejuvenate. Recharge.
1: Energy is moving towardsand igniting the themes of the other numbers.
8: Hold the Galactic Vision! Be positive and keep your eyes on the horizon. What you are putting out there is coming RIGHT BACK your way!
9: Something is ending and needing to be released. Have trust even though things feel confusing. Give away in order to receive.