monday vibes (1 april) — Here comes the processing. And you may feel numb.
is to destroy your dream.
Is to see it fall into true form.
Love things into reality.
Leave the hate behind.
It only manifests what you don’t want.
You get that, right?
Oh babies. So today can be a Monday that doesn’t really feel right. Many will wake up feeling sort of blown or numb or clueless about what to do or where to go. BUT — this is something that deals with a new pattern you are getting ready to walk and what it brings is some sort of answer that lets you know that you CAN’T stay in the waffling confusion states as some layer of truth has now been revealed and it WILL move you in different ways.
What I feel is that something comes through the internet and it stops you in some way but I want you to tune down into your gut and notice that you aren’t really upset, you are just … processing or slow to take it in or exhaling as in OKAY, now I know. But what I want you to notice about the feeling is that it IS bringing a lightness with it. It can be that facing the truth is actually what you needed to release a tension that was created from not knowing and allowing that wonderment to take you to areas that maybe you don’t need to be. And for some reason we are yanked back into reality so that the record can be set straight and we can move forward in a better way. But this thing is something intellectualized and in our mental spaces and it is a BIG BLOCK that will be faced by each of us around this day.
BUT. Do know this can be confusing for many of you and that’s why it’s coming with this numbed space so that even if you want to fight it, you can’t, because you aren’t supposed to. There is some sort of lesson with us needing to pick our battles and also to examine our outward frustration when ultimately the clean up job will be something going on within each of us.
So. How to deal and make the most of this energy? What I suggest is that you fall into the flowing position and allow things to go down as they will, but to move as you feel called. Many of you will want to stop, slow down, and just lay somewhere as things process through you. What I can tell you is that the processing will last until the New Moon in Aries in a few days, and what you discover is what will give you wings to move forward, starting at the end of the week.
This time may feel quite odd and confusing, but it is full of purpose. It is to get you in that simmering space where you just allow things to pop into your consciousness on their own – and they will. Things are all around us and just waiting to fall into our consciousness, but it only happens when we are tuned down just enough to hit almost no thoughts in our minds – sort of like right before you fall asleep or while driving or while doing the dishes. When your mind almost empties, THEN the inspirational thoughts for how to really change your life and to NOT give up on yourself will be flooding on through. SO WE MUST REACH this space of almost turned off. We must allow the flow to take us to these places where seconds beyond the quiet brings the thoughts or answer that will finally set us free to fly in new ways.
So I feel that this energy is really exciting – but I see that what is exciting is behind what things look to be. So the looks open a gate within you but behind that door is what is here to set you free or to unclip your wings so that you can fly in the ways you were born to.
We also are magnetizing things that show us where we are on our healing journey. So things change around you – and you just need to see it’s letting you know that this inner work IS important and it will pay off. Something today shows that our insides are finally upgrading to manifest things that match the better people we all want to be. So notice this as it dropped on your path to show you that you are getting better. It’s one step at a time, but after a lot of steps you will look back and be grateful you finally took the first one.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
PULL BACK TO PROCESS. One week after the Full Moon we shift into a two week period of inward focus. This first week is where we just pull back to see what we understand better about the last two weeks of movement. This is almost like a retrograde because it pulls you inward and you can feel like you are going backwards – even though you are not. Just as the plant is not going backwards in the winter while underground – but rather it is the inward that comes before the next outward. A resting space. So rest and be okay with this. We are SELF CENTERED right now so don’t expect others to see you because they are focused on themselves – processing.
moon of the day
Thinking about upgrading. Feeling detached. Wanting to improve. Discovering solutions.
Feeling emotional. Feeling out of place. Wanting alone time. Rejuvenate. Recharge.
1: Energy is moving towardsand igniting the themes of the other numbers.
7: You may feel misunderstood or will be around conflict with others. Find a way to blend the sides so that a point of understanding can be reached.
8: Hold the Galactic Vision! Be positive and keep your eyes on the horizon. What you are putting out there is coming RIGHT BACK your way!