monday vibes (29 april) — Oh the inspiration! It’s sweet.
I may not be there yet
But I will get there
And my life will expand
And it will be better.
I trust the process.
I trust I am getting it right.
Okay my loves. We have a new week. This is a very new layer and it’s going to take a minute to get used to but, when you do, the way YOUR BODY feels out in the world is going to change – it’s going to guide you. We’ll talk about this over the next few readings.
So we now move into a very emotional and sensitive space that has two different paths to it. ONE, the preferred ride, lifts you to amazing heights in seeing into your dream and seeing that NOW you will do this life changing thing. You can be A FLUTTER with how inspired you are to get down to creating a new world to move through.
This energy fills you up high in this REJUVENATION space of creativity into things, ideas, or people from your past. This is you riding a layer of the new masculine energy inside of you — and it feels SO GOOD IN YOUR BODY.
This is exciting too because we are taking steps further into reworking our things so that they are not created in the image of the old patriarchal way. We finally get that we WERE because we WERE fully in it and only knowing of things from it. How could we not create the same thing even though we did think we were ahead of the game?
So it feels ELECTRICAL and people can’t believe it feels this good and this transformative and this life-altering – and it totally came out of the blue when, before that, you were feeling what the other group of people sit at today…
Now the other very dominant energy today is where the emotional space can engulf you and have you feeling like you are lost at sea and just floating in desperation looking around for someone to save you or to help you make sense of this. You can feel not safe or not at home and really questioning your whole life as if maybe you fooled yourself into believing you had it going on or knew what was up but now you are thinking maybe you made detrimental mistakes and will go over some cliff soon and just die.
This other emotional tidal wave takes us to thinking we really messed our lives up and we can’t trust the dream that we have been holding for so long, because where is it?? Where is that which I have put sweet visions of love and happiness into for years? Where the fuck are you?! So maybe others get and I get not?? Maybe I should worry and start to plan an escape route back into my past because I made a terrible mistake in dreaming of a good future??
So there are 2 very different energies about today!!! But the one that has you feeling lost is just still in the wait and still moving through the void in order to come upon the new inspiration and new answers to all that was lost. So do for you, be soft with you, and don’t push this day. It will take you where you need to go but you can control your mind if you end up feeling like you made the wrong move.
You DID NOT. YOUR MOVES WERE PERFECT – even if they led to loss and what appears to NOT be what you want right now.
KEEP GOING. The story is still playing out and you will see that you CAN trust yourself and the choices you have made. All is perfect in the grand scheme of things and you will see this is true when the first inspiration bombs start hitting you.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
PULL BACK TO PROCESS. One week after the Full Moon we shift into a two week period of inward focus. This first week is where we just pull back to see what we understand better about the last two weeks of movement. This is almost like a retrograde because it pulls you inward and you can feel like you are going backwards – even though you are not. Just as the plant is not going backwards in the winter while underground – but rather it is the inward that comes before the next outward. A resting space. So rest and be okay with this. We are SELF CENTERED right now so don’t expect others to see you because they are focused on themselves – processing.
moon of the day
Feeling emotional. Feeling out of place. Wanting alone time. Rejuvenate. Recharge.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
7: You may feel misunderstood or will be around conflict with others. Find a way to blend the sides so that a point of understanding can be reached.
9: Something is ending and needing to be released. Have trust even though things feel confusing. Give away in order to receive.