sunday 17 march 2019
Good morning baby!
Oh. And now we are seeing why we needed to not absorb the things that were making us feel sick inside. Today insight comes to those carrying the lighter loads. And lighter loads are from saying more no’s and drawing boundaries based on what our bodies are telling us to do.
Now we come to the end of the week where we gain insight into our importance here, our right to survive and thrive, and also that we can heal from what fractured us most, that there is hope, that we don’t have to stay stuck or stay wounded permanently because of those unconscious deeds of the other.
We destroy others = but because we have been destroyed. It is the #2 human error – to want to destroy what hurts us instead of communicating openly and vulnerably that it DID hurt us. We bury our true feelings and do what we saw or experienced.
When the ego is provoked in those who were bullied, they then show the side of a bully. So it makes sense, YES, it does – but the bullied one didn’t wish to be bullied in the first place and is now hiding the feelings of being hurt that turned them into a bully.
So we must feel to heal. Because we must heal the bully that was birthed unjustly. It was not our fault that so many did us wrong and handled us inappropriately. It was not our fault that we sit so broken and tattered because of THEM. But — it becomes our fault if we choose to remain there and not get up better because of what was wrongly done. We ARE at fault if we choose to live our life through others’ wounded and warring and destroying ways. We are at fault if we now bite and bark and snarl at the world for fucking with us so. If we are still angry at being tripped up then we need to look at that because we CAN get up – and it is what we are here to do through all that breaks us down and destroys our faith and hope in mankind and in the good life.
moon phase of the day
START TO GET THE BALL ROLLING. One week after the New Moon we reach the bottom of the moon mapping wheel as we shift into the left side. This means we now are in a two week period where we are encouraged to GET THINGS GOING. This is when you want to launch, share things, get out there and show them what you got.
moon of the day
Feeling sensitive of your reputation. Wanting to be seen. Feeling colorful and creative.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
3: Something is being shared or communicated today. Expect lots of movement, potentially positive or negative.
5: You are seeing into your past and also into your future. You are moving forward with a new STRENGTH FROM what you have experienced before.
Break our faith? Ain’t no one gonna break our faith! Break it down and it only grows stronger. It is law. We are built like the seeds and all that buries us alive merely plants things better to come in the future. We get buried and we start dreaming for better things to come. So allow your power to be. If you are buried, dream your seed into a beautiful future for you. You are here to rise and that direction is UP, so you might as well tip your head that way – and get ready to receive what is going to drop on your path. And wait for it.
Now there is a sensitivity to this day but it also opens you to wanting to be more creative or to play around with what you got so that it looks better. You may be overwhelmed by how much of it you want to change, but I am being shown that if you just go to one corner and start with one spot, things will come together and make sense. Kind of like designing a wall with photos and how, at first, you can have no idea what to put where but after the first photo, you build around it and something bigger forms. So it’s one step at a time with this so as to not overload your processing system!
It was not your fault
that so many did you wrong
and handled you inappropriately.
THEY did wrong.
DON’T EXPECT THE UNIVERSE
TO DELIVER THE SAME.
All sensitivities that rise from this day to 3 forward are areas where you will be rising next in life – so spend some time in them. They are like your bully – and you need to see this about yourself. But feeling not important and nothing special is kind of a hallmark point with this energy. This is just saying that those areas are up for healing – once and for all. So ride the waves and see where they take you but know they are only showing you right now what is a sensitive area that needs to transform into a higher expression. The bully becomes the guide – allow yourself this journey.