sunday vibes (7 april) — oh but your body does know. And it speaks of change.
Something must change.
Allow your gut to lead this decision.
YOU DO KNOW.
Okay today is a little bit unique and different as if we are waiting for the computer to load a program or some sort of process has been put on hold. This means things may cancel or another choice will have to be made, but again, from YOUR BODY giving you the signs of what you need to do.
The other day I was leaving the grocery store and saw this 60-something white guy with a beautiful blue pit-bull and looking real in need of someone showing him some love. And sensing this was more than just handing him money and dog food through the window, I parked my car and went over to talk to him for a while. First thing, he was all a mess and so upset that he just got to Durango and no one would even look at him or wave as he stood on the corner with a sign asking for help. He was so upset feeling that everyone was stuck up and mean here. Like, I didn’t even get a word in for about 5 minutes as he expressed his dissapointment at what he was seeing from his fellow humans.
This guy, Danny, had just left California and was on the way to New York to see his wife, as she was dying from pancreatic cancer, but right before he hit Durango, she died. And no one would help him. And for some reason his disability check for the first time in the 5 years he has gotten it was not deposited on the 1st. He just lost his wife. And he was all alone. And his whole life was changing. And he stood there with tears rolling down his face, in shock that he was crying in front of me but also looking so relieved to finally let it out that he was scared, and – he just lost his wife, life, stability, and a lot of things he was counting on. Even his money didn’t come, which is why he was on the street, asking for help. This was not his norm.
At one point he was waffling on continuing to New York or going back to California. And I said, “listen, I want you to go inside your body and get clear on what you need to do because it knows and it will give you the quick and true answer. So … do you want to go to New York?” And so quickly he changed to looking frustrated and NO, I DON’T and something else about her family and I said, then don’t go. Your body just told you. You needed to come to Durango for me to set you straight and to enjoy this amazing little town for a minute and then go back to California. You just manifested a vacation with a safe off leash dog park that runs along the river for miles and miles!
It was like the hugest load taken off his shoulders because all he would get were some of her old belongings and he was like, why do I need those things that don’t really matter? And he said, Lola, the blue pit, was her dog and I was like, there you go, her spirit lives forever in Lola so pay attention to that and don’t waste a frustrated trip across the US if you aren’t feeling it. Honor your gut. These men especially need us to give them permission because they are bred to push through and buck up and stifle the feelings and just DO. So boom. 30 minutes in Durango and I’m healing him of that.
I also have to say that 2 people stopped to assist Danny, one with dog treats — and I felt like they had never done it before and felt REAL GOOD about choosing to do it. They even handed the treats to me to give to him!! I gave them the, awwwwww thank youuuuuuu!! It was really sweet of them to do as that was their babies treats.
But 2 people stopped when no one did before I walked up, because people are motivated to help those in need when they see others do it first. WHEN WE SEE OTHERS DO THINGS WE AWAKEN TO THAT IT CAN BE DONE. So putting yourself first today may come from being the first one to do what is right or to go outside the lines and follow your own gut, like when I knew I needed to park the car and go show this dude that someone cares. It was an incredible opportunity for us all, as they always are. We just pass these special moments by all the time doing what our mind tells us to do. CHANGE today and do what the gut wants. Do what you feel.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
PLANT THE SEEDS. Two weeks after the Full Moon we reach the New Moon where we suddenly have visions for new things we are ready to implement in our lives. This time now is for giving energy towards seeing yourself as your future self doing the things you dream of starting right now. So we begin a journey with the New Moon and over this next week we simmer with love over all that we dream of doing as we prepare to take steps forward from this new feeling starting in one week. This time is for simmering in hopeful dream visions.
moon of the day
Thinking about stability. Thinking of your value. Slowing down. Feeling stubborn/stuck.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
3: Something is being shared or communicated today. Expect lots of movement, potentially positive or negative.
5: You are seeing into your past and also into your future. You are moving forward with a new STRENGTH FROM what you have experienced before.