friday vibes (12 april) — there is a new you rising.
You are getting to know yourself
in new ways.
But these are your true ways.
Thank goodness they are finally unleashed.
Give them the love that they are.
Hi baby! Okay. So, first thing, we finally reach the very bottom of the moon mapping wheel and we start the journey of 2 weeks into ACTION MODE! And things are lining up spectacularly so that this shift will be VERY EVIDENT where things just feel so much like a new season has rolled in or things feel back on track and where you have passed some corner. You will feel a strength in some aspect of your life because of this rebalancing act going on within each of us – but seriously, expect the changes to come FAST after feeling no change for some time.
Like the 60-something white guy (from 7 April’s reading) crying with me, sharing his pain, when he normally wouldn’t cry or come across as anything but stoic. And I didn’t tell you but he even reached out and initiated a hug, when normally, it would be the feminine that invites that in – especially in that situation. But even when he went in for the hug, he did it by non-verbally asking me, first, in that his arms went wide, his eyes went questioning, but he let me choose if I would step forward and do a hug – which we certainly DO NOT have to do and we are given permission that it is okay to be clear on that boundary if you don’t want to hug or touch someone.
I remember thinking it was really sweet that even with that he went submissive in still honoring that I was boss here – as the Queen Bee is, but he wanted to connect and show his gratitude in a loving, hugging, togetherness way. (My readings are becoming where you have to keep up daily with the story to keep up with all the things trickling later through the readings!! Haha! Queen Bee – 11 April’s reading)
And today is a HUGE RED LETTER WARNING OF A TESTING DAY where you will, in some way, need to find your balance point in having compassion for all sides, but where you get them to work together and ASSERT on something that is THE RIGHT THING TO DO. There is control in this energy where you can feel squashed or diminished or shut out or ignored – and it can get you really feeling like there is no hope and we are doomed and we are too far gone.
BUT at balance point, where compassion lies inside your body, the inner Queen Bee knows we are not here to give up and that most things worried about are things in the past that have never come to be!!! Start keeping a list and notice that years down – they never happened. Do this to see how worrying is a waste of your precious energy force – it’s not the best way to direct your worker bee!
If you do worry, it is because your inner balance is not yet set to truth because some part of you has been playing out a mold role that is NOT YOU. So you feel off and dysfunctional and not okay and low. But when tuned to your truth, you purr like a kitty. So on the way to finding the purr, know that out of position is like a shoulder popped out and it will alter other things but you are here to correct them and with time and healing they will fall back into line.
I cut most of my right pointer finger knuckle skin off (a snow shoveling situation)– which has to be one of the worst cuts because you keep ripping it open again when you bend the finger – and like dude, I type and do all these things with my fingers! So it took about 6 weeks to finally be healed, And even though it was ripped like 80% off, that wrinkled section of knuckle skin KNOWS what it is supposed to look like and do and even though it ripped open over and over and over, it still persevered like the worker bee and got back into its true form.
And then, like, the moment it sat at true form, it healed its ripped edges almost overnight. So the healing process was long, in that it kept getting further damaged, but once it got to a certain point, it was like healed and good to go. Like back to form and then it bounced into operating position. So understand that you are getting to know yourself in new ways – but they are the true ways of your true essence.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
START TO GET THE BALL ROLLING. One week after the New Moon we reach the bottom of the moon mapping wheel as we shift into the left side. This means we now are in a two week period where we are encouraged to GET THINGS GOING. This is when you want to launch, share things, get out there and show them what you got.
moon of the day
Feeling emotional. Feeling sensitive.
Craving comfort. Pulling into yourself.
1: Energy is moving towards and igniting the themes of the other numbers.
9: Something is ending and needing to be released. Have trust even though things feel confusing. Give away in order to receive.