thursday 7 march 2019
Good morning baby!
Oh what a gift! So today I am getting that many of you will start to understand that things are connecting you to seeing that something was worth it or that the complex journey was actually to your benefit. So it’s where you can take a mistake and feel like you messed up royally and have worried that it hurt you permanently but now something comes to say, OH LOOK, it was perfect that way, and actually, FROM THAT you now get this new view or perspective of the truth.
This can feel LIBERATING in the most exalted ways because we judge ourselves from this handbook that isn’t really ours to walk. But we think we need this by that time and those things by now. We look at others’ timelines and think we are getting it wrong. Also we DO have some ridiculous things that we manifest and where escaping gets us into more trouble. We don’t open that bill and therefore a penalty comes. We escape because we cannot deal, but then it is made worse so we really want to escape from it all.
Ultimately all these moves come from us feeling that we are not capable and that we cannot handle this. So we dive into some addictive escape mechanism to soften our feelings inside and not have to believe that we CANNOT handle this. And in our world now we are being asked to face it all and to see how we run from things or hide from things or continue to bash ourselves, feeling that WE are at fault for all things that don’t go wonderfully in our lives.
But loves, KARMA is 100% real. We are dealing with lifetimes of paths walked where we made A LOT of mistakes; therefore we are again here on earth, balancing what broke us in past lives.
Making everything your fault in life with the perspective that you are damaged goods or too flawed and maybe even cursed – no — you just been Karma’d with reality. You are karma in action and that which you put out there is coming back to you 100% — even if it is years away from finding you again. We need to be so gentle with our lives because all harm we inflict will come back our way and the majority of you either self-inflict or project inflict. You are either so bad, or the other is evil incarnate.
moon phase of the day
PLANT THE SEEDS. Two weeks after the Full Moon we reach the New Moon where we suddenly have visions for new things we are ready to implement in our lives. This time now is for giving energy towards seeing yourself as your future self doing the things you dream of starting right now. So we begin a journey with the New Moon and over this next week we simmer with love over all that we dream of doing as we prepare to take steps forward from this new feeling starting in one week. This time is for simmering in hopeful dream visions.
moon of the day
Feeling emotional. Feeling out of place. Wanting alone time. Rejuvenate. Recharge.
Action! Ready to go! Abrupt situations. Energy moving towards SOMETHING.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
4: This is a day that a lesson will be learned! This number tends to bring tests and situations that don’t feel all that wonderful. You are learning something here.
22: Today you are reaching a higher level in life in regards to the tests you are passing. VIP day! This one is rare to see but carries a gateway energy into us stepping UP or having to step DOWN.
ALL of you will eventually LOVE so deeply inside that you would never cut yourself down when SO MANY have done it before. They beat the crap out of you … why agree to that move and make it your own? So that inner bashing WILL come to an end in ALL OF YOU because it’s not you and it’s not the truth. It’s what keeps you small and with diminished power — and your spirit is rising, your love nature is rising, and it WILL find its way through that lie and to the truth.
Also we manifest everything we “deserve” or need to experience (although death of others around you is NOT karma related. It may be a part of a pattern you grow stronger from, like the Phoenix rising from the ashes, but it is NEVER on you that someone died – and some of you needed that message personally!)
But wow – I needed this experience that pained me so?!— In ways you may never know until you do pass on, yes. In some way you are strengthened by what breaks you down or hurts your heart the most. The majority is doing this healing FOR OTHERS, as in so they don’t have to experience it too, or our healing journey wisdom helps to open their eyes and heal them, too. If you are a healer in this lifetime, YOU BEEN DONE WRONG on your path. Because to be a healer, you must first heal your wounds. And without wounds and the need for correction, how is the healer born? From wounds, and the pain they take us through, we find ways to heal — and therefore heal others.
I’m taking responsibility
For what I see in others
that I judge or reject.
I’m taking responsibly
As a co-creator with the universe
And honoring that if I notice it in you
It’s inside of me too.
But healing this is on me and NOT YOU.
And if I clear my inner space
I clear my outside space
From needing to hear this message again
BUT. It means we have to face our shit and not project it on the other all the time. That which you “hate” in another is something for you to learn about yourself. It is not that they are so wrong, or damaged goods, or too flawed or even cursed – it’s that they are living out their own karma, as are you, and they attracted YOU in similar ways which you don’t like about them. They too don’t like seeing it in you. Together, without the fight, we see the light into what needs to be done and how it is on US to change and heal and see a better world unfold before us.