thursday vibes (25 april) — Let this go. You are to build again in a better way.
Just like our cells renew,
So do you.
Allow something to form
By creating the space
For it to manifest into.
Affirm what you would like to see.
And keep affirming
Until it becomes your reality.
Good morning, love. Today is a big day for discovering something that may have been hard to face but now you will see that carrying this is too much of a burden on the plans you have for your future. So you may have had good intentions, but reality sets in and you see that maybe this is too much for you to carry and that something else needs to happen.
Now I don’t necessarily think this will come with no pain because I feel like we go low in order to see this or to finally discover the only thing that is left to do. We finally see that we must let go of something and that we must rebuild again, even if we don’t want to.
The thing is, many of you are feeling resistant to seeing what you really need to see because it will require that rebuild. And what I feel from that is the dread of having to stop drinking today and walk those 100 steps forward into the healing process, or leave a job or relationship that was sucking you dry — but still, the 100 steps forward into the unknown DOES carry another heavy sort of weight because we can feel that we must do this and we must not fall back into the old way that was not making us happy or providing the sort of crops we need to feel alive.
So that we succeed in our future dreams is heavy on us because we do not want to mess this up. AND there is a sort of tap dance we DO have to do with ourselves and our minds and how it is going to want to undercut us and tell us we are big losers, destined to not succeed, and how we don’t really even have a purpose or reason to be here.
So we have to be in the ready for this, knowing that our minds will still try to fool us into jumping into the gutter and giving up on ourselves, believing that the dark view of the potholes on our current journey/current state of the world means it will always be this way.
What I know is that after the potholes we reach a higher point on the mountain that otherwise has no way to it. So you will see we HAD to maneuver around all these things that can yank us down and pull us under — but this time, THIS TIME, we can correct them all quickly with our minds and how we direct our energy.
So it’s very important that you are like a healthy parent with yourself and in the same way you would talk sense into children, you need to do with yourself when you say such cruel and disrespectful things to yourself.
Those potholes represent HOW you do that and they are stopping you to show you that you DO THAT and how it can’t be a part of your new paradigm life. You would never say it to another child because you know how hurtful it was that someone said it to you, but you are still choosing to say it to yourself and to cut yourself down so quickly if you see what you just did as a fuck up.
It all just needs a lift. It all just needs a softer way to deal with so that you are learning from it and not repeating it. Losing 100 pounds means a slow and steady climb where you will often want to go back and just leap into bad food and forget this whole cruddy process to get to your dream.
But getting through this is what you really want. So we just need tools of support that can correct our thinking so we stop battering ourselves because others wounded us in so many ways that we’ve grown addicted to making ourselves feel not good enough and always deserving to suffer.
You CAN start over. Just like our cells renew, so do you. Renew this time. Don’t recycle. Think new thoughts and treat yourself in new ways. It’s all on you to do it first, then the universe will match that vibration. It’s law, loves! It’s like gravity.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
BRING IT FORWARD. Once we reach the bright light of the full moon IT IS ON. Now we are to put things out there, show them what we got and put your steps towards new aspects of how you want your life to be. Emulate the full moon and shine brightly.
moon of the day
Making a plan. Thinking about your career. Feeling determined. Feeling a bit down.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
3: Something is being shared or communicated today. Expect lots of movement, potentially positive or negative.
5: You are seeing into your past and also into your future. You are moving forward with a new STRENGTH FROM what you have experienced before.