tuesday vibes (30 april) — Honor the cycles and you are free.
It’s waiting for you.
So wait for it.
Work for it, hold visions of it
and be excited
for what is to come.
Why fear that it won’t come?
Only dream that it will.
Good morning! So today is a warning day that you all will pass, but still, it’s there as a test where you will notice, in your body, that you KNOW what to do or what to avoid or what to let go of in order to do for you and rise for you and create from the depth of your true visions for how you want things to be. So get ready to do an excellent job today at showing your exalted-self rising.
But first the test. A person leading with the feminine will come in to rain on your parade and it’s only because they are hurting so much and so confused or feeling so let down. But NOTICE. Notice that you see that or that you pause inside before reacting or before feeling hurt yourself by what they bring. You will not fall for it this time. You will try to listen instead, KNOWING that old way of getting defensive NEVER GOT YOU ANYWHERE. And here is the test again. Let’s get you somewhere.
What we used to do is respond from our own pain, thus creating a mess of pain in all directions. But today is different because your body is ready to upgrade you, so the assistance is all around in energy to get you going higher, to help you fly into a new response or way of handling life
And the new energy growing in our bodies does that so quickly. The worker bee is hooked into the base energy of all other worker bees. So when they do for others they do for themselves. When they do for themselves they do it for others
They become like a 911 operator when you call with an emergency, all flustered and in pain. They don’t then get hurt and try to hurt you or make you wrong. They hear you and don’t take your nervous system crashing as a personal attack with the need to defend something. Such as one’s ego.
So expect to see yourself doing something different today and NOT ending up in an old pattern or old gutter where you then just feel like crap and full of guilt for days, chewing on your lip, going over and over the scene, unable to let go and be free — while totally missing out on what needs you here now.
Our power is something inside of us right now and it is in how we deal with life, seeing that even these things that have us feeling lost and out to sea are supposed to be that way for a minute, as they are a step on our unique journey. Sitting still, laying in the hammock all day, feeling the energy to do NOTHING is not ever a bad thing, not in the new masculine way. It’s just a thing that happens to allow another thing to happen that happens to allow another thing to happen that allows another thing to happen.
In this new way we HONOR THE CYCLES and what you are in is a cycle that you are fighting. You are 8 years old and thinking something is wrong because your 16 year old brother is driving. But you are still growing legs! You are still being the student, learning to surrender under the higher power and go with the flow even when it doesn’t seem like anything is happening.
What I can tell you is that in the last 7 days my whole life flipped upside down in the most magical of ways that I could never ever ever have dreamed. Like everything reversed and made an unexpected turn and took me to all the answers I couldn’t come up with before.
Like, suddenly they ALL are there and I see exactly what I need to do now AND I got the energy and everything to help me through now. But this came OUT OF THE BLUE – and almost every detail was unexpected and not what I was SURE I was going to do.
And it came WHILE I was out to sea, laying in the hammock all day, feeling lost and not really knowing why I didn’t have the energy to get up and do. So allow your cycle to play out because those of us who are past this, just up ahead are having a party of the century and it is fueling a totally new way to dance in this world. And that is what is in store for you! It’s waiting for you. So wait for it, work for it, hold visions of it, and be excited for what is to come.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
PULL BACK TO PROCESS. One week after the Full Moon we shift into a two week period of inward focus. This first week is where we just pull back to see what we understand better about the last two weeks of movement. This is almost like a retrograde because it pulls you inward and you can feel like you are going backwards – even though you are not. Just as the plant is not going backwards in the winter while underground – but rather it is the inward that comes before the next outward. A resting space. So rest and be okay with this. We are SELF CENTERED right now so don’t expect others to see you because they are focused on themselves – processing.
moon of the day
Feeling emotional. Feeling out of place. Wanting alone time. Rejuvenate. Recharge.
1: Energy is moving towards and igniting the themes of the other numbers.
9: Something is ending and needing to be released. Have trust even though things feel confusing. Give away in order to receive.