tuesday vibes (9 april) — things change fast today! Trust that this is for your good.
Today you need to trust
that the swift change to come
is for your good.
At first you will wobble
and think something has gone wrong
but then you see within that disrupted mess
is the key to something setting you free.
Okay then! Get ready for things to change FAST – and to go with the flow, no matter where you be taken, because it IS expediting your journey in some way. This IS a short-cut no matter how your man-made mind wants to interpret it’s meaning. Spirit human knows this is the part you play in the big picture of life on Earth and in our universe and universes beyond that.
There is a big thing going on here. And to fight your role, because you don’t understand it, is the old way. This is like fighting coming out mama’s belly – like, it’s not a good idea to fight what is a natural thing even if it hurts like the worst thing you could imagine. Birth hurts. Life hurts. But that pain doesn’t last forever.
Things. Change. So. Fast. In. Life. But we always think it’s not changing quick enough. But blink of the eye and boom things are gone. And we wish we had been there more, been in the moment, with what is now long gone or leaving.
So first, our mind is all make it go faster and then the mind looks back and says, oh but wait, now everything is gone and no longer, so I’m sad. That mind – it’s what locks us up. It’s what holds us in our patterns and in our ways that aren’t actually serving us.
So we must have our minds disrupted in some way so that we can settle down again and see our place in the world. We are so teeny tiny and worker bee but we are a part of a connected tribe that, together and multiplied, holds energy of the most powerful. We work together and are committed together and helping one another and showing by example and being who we wish others would be so we weren’t so disrupted by them in our lives — dude — do your inner work already – haha.
Only if we, too, are fucked up do we point out what is fucked up in others – excluding global and collective issues because they are fucked up because they ARE and we need to get pissed and make a stink and change them. But otherwise, nope. We are fucked up if we out others as being the fucked up ones – actually, we STAY where we are if we continue to batter one another – as obviously we could not do to another if we were not also doing it to ourselves, inside.
I always say — well, I have only known for a few years – but, since then, I always say that the spiritual journey has many steps to it and you have no idea what the future steps will bring – much like getting older but with bigger things. Being very judgmental is the core of the early to middle steps of the spiritual journey, when we start to feel a bit entitled because we ARE in the know of so much that we had no idea of before.
This is when the light fights the light and turns around in line to look out and judge those behind them. We are still healing so we are provoked by those who are here to show us something. When we heal, our hearts look out with compassion, even if we feel slighted, because we see that the person hurting us was hurt by another who was hurt by another who was hurt by another – and like, aren’t we here to change all these old patterns?
We must walk different and that means we see that they are hurt and dysfunctional BECAUSE of how life has shown them pain. As we heal, we allow others to heal. As we look out with compassion at them we allow them to find the same within themselves – and to BE better peoples for us to see.
So, to fight them says we are still fighting ourselves. But we are here to help others rise out of those petty characteristics that aren’t the truth of who we are. Why reinforce the damage done by attacking them or belittling them to others?
That cannot happen if we really love and value ourselves. It IS NOT POSSIBLE when you really value yourself. Because when you value yourself you see yourself as your wounded one and you bridge that with your healed one and you understand that it’s hurtful to judge anyone who is just acting out their pain. And it’s mean to want to hurt them more because they haven’t made peace with their past just yet.
And I have to give the warning that you may feel this “disruption” yanks you or hits you abruptly and you may even consider this to be painful, BUT NO MATTER – it is good in the long run and a gift and it will speed up something for us, as something about this is saving us from going over the waterfall, which is not the worst thing, but we have another plan. What happens now is that we are taken from the old, swiftly put at least 90 degrees away, and we will fumble for just a minute, thinking we are losing it or can’t handle all that we have to juggle but THEN! A magical moment that comes with a flash that WILL lighten you in regards to something recently that was wildly confusing you.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
PLANT THE SEEDS. Two weeks after the Full Moon we reach the New Moon where we suddenly have visions for new things we are ready to implement in our lives. This time now is for giving energy towards seeing yourself as your future self doing the things you dream of starting right now. So we begin a journey with the New Moon and over this next week we simmer with love over all that we dream of doing as we prepare to take steps forward from this new feeling starting in one week. This time is for simmering in hopeful dream visions.
moon of the day
Feeling scattered. Many communications. Lively environments. Getting so much done.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
5: You are seeing into your past and also into your future. You are moving forward with a new STRENGTH FROM what you have experienced before.
7: You may feel misunderstood or will be around conflict with others. Find a way to blend the sides so that a point of understanding can be reached.