wednesday vibes (1 may) — This will move you.
Today you will feel moved
to do something
about that which moves you
This is a good thing.
OKAY THEN. So again I am being shown two, side by side paths people are walking, or did I even mention that yet? But YES. There for sure are a group of you who are feeling more connected with their peoples, amazed at how much things have shifted, and like, in love with life. To the max.
They are all saying that this is something better than they have ever felt before. This energy brings a sharpened AWARENESS to things – in a way that ayahuasca does as you will see and feel things on a level you did not know existed before. AND you will feel moved to do something about that which moves you from within.
It’s very much the combo of Pisces and Sagittarius. It feels like what they are together. So we get psychic hits or out of the blue insights and things that show us what, before, we lived in illusion in regards to — like the media manipulation to keep us living in a way we certainly do not have to live.
Quickly, with this energy, things WILL change, where you will not recognize yourself, like 48 hours from now, sort of thing. We flicker awake and all from what we face about something we have been hiding from or holding the wrong interpretation about.
And it’s something that lightens our load because something confusing fractured it’s truth and you limped along in wonderment instead of full on facing this and moving on or moving forward from it.
So it stayed in your backpack, that you wear every day, and it does carry some weight to it that you don’t truly see until it is lightened from your life. When you face it and just deal with it you suddenly go light and go oh wow, what a burden that was that I just got used to and accepted.
So again, hold that as inspiration for what is on the way to you, too, because as we pass this space, we are granted these up-leveled positions in the world and therefore things will just open as IT IS OUR TIME.
BUT. Until it is time DO NOT RUSH THINGS. Energy is in every tapestry of your foundation — and everything. I have had to be in the state of relaunch for over 3 years (which is finally happening real soon!!!) —- but it took 3 years to clean up what was not created or established in a clean way.
And not to totally get into that right now but my #1 problem in this human life, this time around, is not speaking up and saying NO when I first feel oh hell no in my body.
I let it linger in consideration – while I just hope for the best, instead of facing that my body is saying OH. HELL. NO. and to see that feeling something like that actually means something important that I need to listen to where I put myself FIRST — INSTEAD of putting myself last where I hold back my truth BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT TO HURT YOU.
THE ONLY REASON I cannot say no is because I don’t want to let down the person who I can FEEL wants me to say yes and wants me to give to their dreams of how they want this to go down.
And deep inside of how I function, I just want to see YOU happy and feeling good. Because I JUST learned that aspect of co-dependency where if YOU are happy I am happy. And that is what got me giving and giving and giving where I shouldn’t have been. I found myself in neighborhoods that only delayed my dreams and drained me of my livelihood and what I had laid down as a foundation before. I had to keep redoing because I wouldn’t say NO to what was clearly a no.
And the universe kept bringing me the exact same test for 3 years. Until the final one. When I finally saw what I was doing, what I didn’t see it before! It ALL could have been prevented BY ME if on that first occasion that I felt the no, I said the no. NOW I know.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
PULL BACK TO PROCESS. One week after the Full Moon we shift into a two week period of inward focus. This first week is where we just pull back to see what we understand better about the last two weeks of movement. This is almost like a retrograde because it pulls you inward and you can feel like you are going backwards – even though you are not. Just as the plant is not going backwards in the winter while underground – but rather it is the inward that comes before the next outward. A resting space. So rest and be okay with this. We are SELF CENTERED right now so don’t expect others to see you because they are focused on themselves – processing.
moon of the day
Action! Ready to go! Abrupt situations. Energy moving towards SOMETHING.
1: Energy is moving towards and igniting the themes of the other numbers.
8: Hold the Galactic Vision! Be positive and keep your eyes on the horizon. What you are putting out there is coming RIGHT BACK your way!
9: Something is ending and needing to be released. Have trust even though things feel confusing. Give away in order to receive.