wednesday vibes (15 may) — Give presence to this voice of yours.
Stop what is not you
If it doesn’t feel true
In your gut.
Yes feels good.
Yes feels alive.
Yes feels alkaline.
Good morning! So this will feel like an interesting time we are about to move through because things are changing quickly, as we already know, and also the space we are in deals with things from our past where we now feel ready to let them go because we have seen into some other side or some sort of awakening has happened where we just don’t feel the same as we did before.
And we always level up with these aging processes that take us through new decades. A 20 year old will not understand what 40 feels like until they get there. In the 5th grade you won’t understand what moving away to college feels like until you get there.
But when we get there we gain a new perspective and it transforms how we move forward in life. Right now we are seeing into something from around 2013 that took us somewhere, but now we take that and become a better version of ourselves, in the same way we do, moving through the decades.
We now see through the fears we had in our 20’s when we sit at 38. We see how we wish we wouldn’t have invested in college and instead would have traveled or explored a bit more, maybe learning trades instead. But when we made the decision to go to school we knew we wanted to go and this was our path. In hindsight most of us wish we would have chosen different. And with many things in life we see different when we get older and pass through the actual experiences of things.
But now see how we have held ourselves back because others’ conditioned us to believe in things or choose for things that weren’t really our flow, but we just found ourselves on them – with no questioning and a complete and utter following along.
I think this energy is trying to tell us that it’s also not healthy to be so forceful in getting everyone to think that we know best for them and instead we need them to become sovereign within themselves so that their bodies just steer them and they know to leap into that unknown or to do this other thing that just calls from their soul.
I knew I would move to San Francisco when I was about 7 and I started talking about how I would one day. And I did, in fact, I moved there twice. But I knew I wanted to do this. And others knew that I should choose for what they thought I should do.
They thought I should reconsider and consider what they thought, coming from no experience of actually doing it before. So I didn’t let that change me. I didn’t let that stop me from what, inside, for some reason, I just knew I had to try. I also have always known I would live in New Zealand and that hasn’t happened yet but don’t kill the dreamer. The dream is always forming.
So know. It’s your natural thing to cave and give into and let others tell you, Oh, but you don’t want to disappoint others, do you? Or, You are expected to do this thing so you need to. Or, yes I hear your idea but I want us to do this other thing – end of story. So we have been programmed to cave and do what adults want us to do and keep quiet if that is what they scare us into. And we are louder in the world now because we were born to be loud.
When we get strong with ourselves and stand up for ourselves and choose for ourselves and believe in ourselves, then we just start to walk different and talk different and choose friends different and choose life different.
When we get strong with ourselves, others’ things are just like someone saying, hey do you want to buy this newspaper as you’re walking down a street in New York. You CAN stop and get one for sure. But you sure as shit can also keep on walking and do your day the way you want it. You don’t HAVE to go their way.
When we get strong with ourselves our life becomes led by our gut and stopped by our words. Stop what is not you if it doesn’t feel true in your gut.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
START TO GET THE BALL ROLLING. One week after the New Moon we reach the bottom of the moon mapping wheel as we shift into the left side. This means we now are in a two week period where we are encouraged to GET THINGS GOING. This is when you want to launch, share things, get out there and show them what you got.
moon of the day
Decisions. Decisions. Doing the right thing. Thinking of others. Wanting things beautiful.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
3: Something is being shared or communicated today. Expect lots of movement, potentially positive or negative.
5: You are seeing into your past and also into your future. You are moving forward with a new STRENGTH FROM what you have experienced before.