wednesday vibes (24 april) — Just good enough is actually NOT enough for you.
And you up your game.
Because you up your mind
To remembering you are divine
And that the past created you
But it doesn’t need to
Create your future still.
Look at this magic!! You may be sitting in a pile of tears, feeling that you will never be seen and you have made some mistake and won’t get to succeed where others do. BUT. On this day we have the ability to shift our path 100% with our thoughts.
And SURE we can often anyway BUT today is different in that we can see our lives change so quickly when we stay in this moment and choose from places where we value ourselves and don’t judge ourselves every step of the way, defining so many things as flaws.
Like, so many people look out at others who have something attractive about them, and when they see this in the other, they process in their mind a thought about they are lacking because THEY don’t have that round ass, those big tits, a lovely green yard, totally rad car, or highfalutin show of a life.
We no longer look and just process what we see, we instead find it as confirmation that we are huge losers and will NEVER HAVE. And honestly, this is how we have been programmed to be, as one thing always leads as the “correct thing” – but it’s all media and programmed illusion keeping us chasing after others’ things and never finding value in our own.
But there is power when you know your value. It’s like the difference of a doctor doing the work as a med student and then later, with 3 decades under their belt. One is only learning their value, the other knows it, so they operate in another sort of way. The one learning is still fragile and not sure of their value and authority in standing up when the call is made. But they are working for that very thing. The student is WORKING for what they want to eventually be.
And what is going on right now is that we are learning to not put so much judgment on where we are still the students and learning to be the best at what we love to do.
Like, when I do these readings I cackle and squeal and just giggle at how much I love to do them! They crack me up. It’s nothing but joy when I sit down to step into the next week. And I have created a world where all that I do is made from that joy and that innocence and that cleared out space of the patriarchy telling me I need to pound the pavement and force my way to the top with money signs in my eyes.
The matriarchy is telling you to get in the kitchen and go cook up your life the way it most feels good to be living it. You are to feel good about what you do and to create a life that feels good to you. Interchangeable, but starting with one, they influence the other.
When we are in jobs/relationships/homes/friendships that do not value us or where we feel small and insignificant, then we have to recognize that we were placed in that job/relationship/home/friendship in order to eventually rise and say ENOUGH IS ENOUGH of this old pattern and attracting it into our lives.
But that is only step one. Then we have to find reasons to value ourselves and to see that this non-compatibility was attracted to you because you have not been valuing yourself enough and you needed to see this and feel it in order to create the new pattern for yourself, where you ARE supported, valued, seen, and appreciated for all that you bring.
But this starts from inside. You must change some message where you accept that you must suffer or that just good enough is actually enough for you. Don’t settle. Find value and up your game. You deserve way more than you’ve been asking for.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
BRING IT FORWARD. Once we reach the bright light of the full moon IT IS ON. Now we are to put things out there, show them what we got and put your steps towards new aspects of how you want your life to be. Emulate the full moon and shine brightly.
moon of the day
Making a plan. Thinking about your career. Feeling determined. Feeling a bit down.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
4: This is a day that a lesson will be learned! This number tends to bring tests and situations that don’t feel all that wonderful. You are learning something here.
22: Today you are reaching a higher level in life in regards to the tests you are passing. VIP day! This one is rare to see but carries a gateway energy into us stepping UP or having to step DOWN.