friday vibes (26 july) — You get to decide how this goes down.
when we do unite
with our true inner love again,
it brings us to tears,
because we are beautiful –
we just forgot.
Today we come face to face with someone and FOR SURE things are moving forward in a new direction. Which direction will be on you to decide.
Today it is ON US to do something right and to really awaken to the words we have put to the things we wish for our future and to walk them today with how we respond and handle what someone is going to bring. How you HAVE BEEN responding ultimately came about because you didn’t feel valuable or you didn’t feel seen.
So now you have a NEED for them to give where before you got not. But that reaction isn’t your truth! That reaction is the response to a way you were wounded that you continue to play out. But today will be different! Now you know what it is and that it’s coming and that how you have done it is NOT working and you DO want to try out a new way that brings growth instead of more pain. So start this day being open to you presenting yourself in a new way but what is actually your original way.
Relationships are everything right now and what we are seeing is that they are a mirror to what we got going on inside. So, if we see demons in others, we got the same ones inside. This is 100% happening over the next 5 days as we find and mingle and come together with more people who are showing us where we truly are on our spiritual, healing journey.
Be aware that we don’t want to fight people, we want to gain insight into what we do or do not love about them and bring that INSIDE to see what we ALSO do or do not love about ourselves.
This work is ultimately getting us to value ourselves more – and I actually just teared up with what they showed me, but when we do finally awaken to glimmers of our value we can’t even believe we shamed ourselves the way we did in the past. When we really find the love within that we long to see others feel for us, we attract a better love outside of us that matches the original love we feel for ourselves. And when we do unite with our true inner love again, it brings us to tears, because we are beautiful – we just forgot.
The test of today may be big or small because it relates to what we TRULY got vibing inside — so if the tests are minor, your growth is massive already and if the tests are major then you have THE insight into what needs to be corrected in order for you TO be seen and TO be valued for what you bring. Codes crack around this time and it’s from what the outer world is delivering us through these examples of insightful wisdom coming as the mirror.
When you do pass the test, you will open to some HUGE flood gate of creative inspiration or this desire to get things done around your house that deal with bringing more beauty or color or life and stability to things. From the lack, which may have just been lack of passion, things get old and stale and we get bored with life.
And, just like I know from my 40 day Dr. Sebi fast, which I am on day 33 today!! BUT. The discoveries I have made are going to be everything to you! And I didn’t even know it until I walked it but one of the things is the love and honor of food that now sits in the body of someone that hasn’t eaten anything in a month.
I am becoming the person I always wanted to be in regards to dealing with food but I wasn’t taught to cook or to take care of myself. From fasting I have fallen in love with plant based food and recipes and THE PROCESS. I decided I will be going raw alkaline before I start cooking the Dr. Sebi way.
But, for the past week or so, I have been dehydrating power bars, crackers, apples, cantaloupe, all kinds of herbed squash, and cucumber chips! I’ve been having a BLAST and all that stuff I couldn’t follow through on or couldn’t really do before, now I can’t get enough. I have COME ALIVE and I never knew I had this passion. Now I WISH I would have worked back of house instead of always front of house in cafes until I was 41. I’m like, this is my thing! And I DID NOT KNOW until about 20 days into a fast where no food graced my lips.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
PULL BACK TO PROCESS. One week after the Full Moon we shift into a two week period of inward focus. This first week is where we just pull back to see what we understand better about the last two weeks of movement. This is almost like a retrograde because it pulls you inward and you can feel like you are going backwards – even though you are not. Just as the plant is not going backwards in the winter while underground – but rather it is the inward that comes before the next outward. A resting space. So rest and be okay with this. We are SELF CENTERED right now so don’t expect others to see you because they are focused on themselves – processing.
moon of the day
Thinking about stability. Thinking of your value.
Slowing down. Feeling stubborn/stuck.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
7: You may feel misunderstood or will be around conflict with others. Find a way to blend the sides so that a point of understanding can be reached.
9: Something is ending and needing to be released. Have trust even though things feel confusing. Give away in order to receive.