friday vibes (5 july) — grow a relationship with this.
So, FEEL THIS,
but don’t judge it,
and don’t hold on.
You are a stuck piece
that needs a few more
twists and turns
to get you unjostled
and free again.
Be patient, my love.
Good morning, sweet love! We have a lot on our minds this morning and with all these plans where we have to uproot ourselves from ANYTHING holding us back.
This is when we move through a time where our feelings are so prickly sensitive that our direction is going to just keep changing, and changing, and changing. But think for a minute when you are getting something out of a stuck position. You DO have to move it this way, wobble it that way, then go back at an angle in this other way, and then maybe you go a few more twists, but nothing is really straight away in life, not really. It’s all a bunch of work that demands we dedicate ourselves to it until the end.
But because we do, we grow a relationship with it. Like with our creative projects. They take so long to manifest for most artists, but when they do, we have such a deep love that was created from being in the trenches with something for so long, so we finally sing the song of how grateful we are that they DID take us so long and get US to feeling so many emotions around that which we really and truly long for and believe is a part of our destiny in this lifetime.
We think we want quick fixes and everything fast, but at this juncture of our journey things just fall apart if we race them to the finish line because that was what was programmed into you to do so that you would get to the finish line a bit deficient, because you didn’t really walk all the journeys in-between that provide the wisdom you were to collect along the way.
We collect wisdom when life feels a bit heavy and not how we thought it would be. But when we can just settle into that and NOT rush it along, thinking something is wrong with us, then we can get to learning and stop the thrashing about, thinking so negatively about how wrong we are getting it.
I had a thought come as I was writing this about how we were programmed to keep scales in our house to weigh ourselves so that we DO stay focused on our body and a number and thinking it has value or we are good or something we tie into the number we see. Although I have to say I have not had a scale since living at home and never thought they had any value at all because how the clothes fit is your message!.
But anyway. That was conditioned into us to make an important issue. But it is not. Morning news was programmed into you. Evening news was programmed into you. All the ideologies and beliefs were first fed into your system and then you walked them, believing they were your truth.
And we collect wisdom when life gets down because we examine all that wrong and it makes us feel horrible and flawed and like how did we not see this before or how do I move past my mistakes and begin again? So when life gets down we FEEL A LOT. But. If you can just stick with it and not try to run or escape, thinking it’s NOT where you are supposed to be, then you will alchemize something in a healthy way and IT shifts when IT is ready to.
Anger is something I will be talking a lot about when my videos begin again because anger serves such a beautiful purpose but it’s not good when it sits and stays and festers. I have my Mars in the last degree of Sag in the last degree of my 12th house. So that means I hide away with it for the most part but I can shoot out of nowhere JUST like Superman did. And it’s a switch on or switch off because it’s a degree away from my Rising sign.
So when I feel angry inside, I express that anger. 100% of the time. My Mars pushes it out of me. But I also feel it and then move past it just as quickly. It is the FEELING of it that matters. It is the ALLOWING the feeling of it that matters. Not the judging, not the programming that says getting mad is bad, and not the hurtful anger that goes directly to a victim.
Responsibility Anger is you getting mad into the pillow with punches, the ground with foot stomps, the couch with pillow lashings, SOMETHING needs to express anger when you feel it SO THAT it can alchemize into POWER & PASSION. And when you do express your anger naturally, you also then rarely feel anger in reality because it was expressed and therefore fewer things in life get the anger rise out of you. It’s less backed up anger to deal with.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
PLANT THE SEEDS. Two weeks after the Full Moon we reach the New Moon where we suddenly have visions for new things we are ready to implement in our lives. This time now is for giving energy towards seeing yourself as your future self doing the things you dream of starting right now. So we begin a journey with the New Moon and over this next week we simmer with love over all that we dream of doing as we prepare to take steps forward from this new feeling starting in one week. This time is for simmering in hopeful dream visions.
moon of the day
Feeling sensitive of your reputation. Wanting to be seen. Feeling colorful and creative.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
4: This is a day that a lesson will be learned! This number tends to bring tests and situations that don’t feel all that wonderful. You are learning something here.
6: Being compassionate is required today. Be LOVE no matter what comes up!