monday vibes (22 july) — Maybe the more we feel love…
From what pulls you
Into sensitive spaces
Will birth you into
And empowered places.
So wait this one out!
You DO win.
Whew, we have been in something, right? Last week surprised me with the readings because it felt like we just kept going low and each day I felt the need to pull in the support around what I was telling you. And today, yes, we will call today the culmination of the last week, where we finally exhale something, most likely our ultimate boundary-declaring line that was ultimately a big stretch for us to value ourselves so much that we think of ourselves first and choose for something better.
So around now you can really feel the loss or sadness over something that feels gone or not what you expected — or you may even feel strong but inside there is still a sadness that we HAVE to be here now for this or have to walk this challenging journey or do have to be without when so many others are manifesting their dreams. We can feel a bit like a loser inside and like only everyone else gets while we can’t seem to get it right.
Basically you can have a lot of thoughts around emotional things and you can get all tangled into “and this, and that, and this from that, and that from this…” and really get yourself lost in a space of mass confusion.
And that’s okay! It’s how the journey goes for many of you around this day, but allow yourself to flow because, at some certain and specific moment over the next 24 hours, you WILL find a point that gets you either pissed off and in a fury, OR sad and dejected — and after expressing that FULLY, alone and in a healthy way, you will snap awake like never before.
Like, you will GET SOMETHING and it WILL MOVE YOU FORWARD. But funny that the way to this point comes with a trigger and something that is not very comfortable for us. We get sensitive and emotional and overloaded by what comes our way but IN THE PROCESSING OF IT we find a more powerful and purposeful way to move forward. SO — don’t question feeling odd today or finding yourself bottoming out into loser land. It’s actually the gateway to winner land.
We get a rise today — and it somehow gets us NOT allowing our mind to tell us we don’t got it going on. From hitting bottom we come upright again with more grounding to stand firm with what we know is honoring of ourselves. When we hit bottom we awaken to our value because something says, hey, stop battering yourself! After so many blows we deliver to self we finally say, hey, stop this, THIS can’t be good – because it wouldn’t be good if we did it to our children or our pets or to our partner or workmates. And then we humble and our eyes even change with how things affect us.
WE ALL are going through a transformation like this with our eyes and getting them to soften into situations, instead of being so brutally cruel. There’s this event that takes place with fireworks in the mountains in Silverton near where I live. But as of 2016 people started getting really nasty and drinking too much, shooting off illegal fireworks, starting fights, and acting like they have every right to do what they want.
As we know 2016 brought the asshole to the forefront as most people stepped into vicious fighting mode with each other – and strangers, all the better. And 3 years later, this long time event is like, THAT’S IT, this celebration may be coming to an end because people have gotten TOO mean.
We ALL KNOW it’s easy to be an asshole, but only because we are all so wounded and left empty and have NOT healed yet, so our wounds strike everything outside of us. To be mean only really means to be wounded. To be healed means we soften. We are more compassionate. We are less judgmental. We are less triggered. We go zen.
And through hell or high water, the energy, the retrogrades, the eclipses are just getting us into position of those humbled hearts so that we can FINALLY drive our lives forward with love, and no more hatred. Because it sure does seem that the more we feel hatred, the more we see things that give us reason to hate them. So maybe if the more we feel love, the more we will see things that give us reason to love them.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
BRING IT FORWARD. Once we reach the bright light of the full moon IT IS ON. Now we are to put things out there, show them what we got and put your steps towards new aspects of how you want your life to be. Emulate the full moon and shine brightly.
moon of the day
Feeling emotional. Feeling out of place.
Wanting alone time. Rejuvenate. Recharge.
Action! Ready to go! Abrupt situations.
Energy moving towards SOMETHING.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
3: Something is being shared or communicated today. Expect lots of movement, potentially positive or negative.
5: You are seeing into your past and also into your future. You are moving forward with a new STRENGTH FROM what you have experienced before.