monday vibes (8 july) — The FEELING is the karma.
We are still pure inside!
We just must find
our belief in that
to find home in that.
Good morning! You can do this! — So yes, today is going to be a rubbed raw sort of day and the thing is that OTHERS bring this into your day, like jumping in your pool and creating all these waves. And the thing is that the waves have big ripples to them and we really won’t even know how this ultimately hits us until the end of the day.
So. First comes the provocation from another that, even if it is passive, it is aggressive because it goes into something inside of you that doesn’t feel good enough or where YOU are still holding a solid thought that you are not really valuable and are needing affirmation to confirm this to yourself. Do know, this is where we are for A LOT of life – so it’s not like I’m talking something unusual here. But. It is our main life obstacle. And just like with fasting – this is my day 15, shout out – but the first days can be HELL. They can be so unbearable you want to give up but then you get to day 4 or 5 and reach euphoria and total clarity and I LOVE LIFE!!!!
So it is too with us valuing ourselves. It is HARD to find reason sometimes but only because the reasoning skills hone in first to seeing how fucked up you are and got so much wrong. But after that settles, your body, your gut, your heart, they say WAIT A MINUTE. From that pause we realize we are beating ourselves up when the thing we beat is what was done wrong to us or programmed wrong in us or a defense reaction to something that hurt and confused us. We are tangled up in wounds and things that are not us, so we must unwind to get back to home, to get back to our truth, to find the reality of who we are and what kind of world we really can manifest for ourselves. From within, we manifest our outer realities.
And today we are taken within but this is for our good because we are finding the wounds that have us EXPECTING horrendous realities – that have us nose diving into imagining the worst outcome or that we can’t handle this. So go with where you are taken as this is on schedule but then start to unwind the knot and start by pulling away the people who did things or said things that hurt you.
See the other in your wounds first and see as much as you can about how it was THEM doing this and ultimately you having no control or say in the matter. It’s important that you see that you are a reaction to these things done wrong but YOU did not deserve anything that hurt you. You can never control what another person will do and being hurt by others is not karma. It’s not OUR karma that they would hurt us.
BUT!!!! The feeling invoked is our karma. The WAY things make us feel is our karma to heal. And for most of us we are healing our feelings of self-worth and knowing that we are valuable. So as we sit and question such a thing, the world batters us, giving us more reasons to NOT value ourselves and to further find fault in how wrong we are.
Today we face the depth of our feelings in showing us how we can build again and get our system NOT nose-diving. It is that WE change around the forces of what goes on around us. Like, if it’s raining, WE make the effort to get the umbrella out or we get wet again and feel what that makes us feel.
So we are learning to adapt to how we have been hurt and how it got our program to choose for things that create miscommunications – such as someone who was not shown love, growing up, puts up walls when someone IS trying to show them love – thus DOING the very last thing they want to do. But it’s because now they feel the truth that YES, no one will love me. So the wall goes in place to keep out the love AND the pain. And THIS, about ourselves, WE MUST CHANGE.
Today we start a journey that lasts for several days where we see our vulnerabilities. Now it is up to you to untangle them down and get you back to truth. This is VERY psychological and deep for us right now but we have the support to SEE and pull back those things so that we can SEE AGAIN the truth of our beauty and magnificence that has always been there all along.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
PLANT THE SEEDS. Two weeks after the Full Moon we reach the New Moon where we suddenly have visions for new things we are ready to implement in our lives. This time now is for giving energy towards seeing yourself as your future self doing the things you dream of starting right now. So we begin a journey with the New Moon and over this next week we simmer with love over all that we dream of doing as we prepare to take steps forward from this new feeling starting in one week. This time is for simmering in hopeful dream visions.
moon of the day
Decisions. Decisions. Doing the right thing.
Thinking of others. Wanting things beautiful.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
7: You may feel misunderstood or will be around conflict with others. Find a way to blend the sides so that a point of understanding can be reached.
9: Something is ending and needing to be released. Have trust even though things feel confusing. Give away in order to receive.