sunday vibes (4 august) — This decision is for the future self I long to be.
I’m making a decision today
And it deals with honoring
The person I want to be tomorrow.
Something happened yesterday or it happens today, where you will feel like you have turned the corner on some sort of toxic relationship that maybe you see yourself as contributing to but what changes is that now you will see there is another path for you and a decision to be made around that.
We are also understanding the workings of others or even people who have caused pain or stress and this will have us pausing and noticing where we are fighting down our natural reaction to judge or diminish or go “me against you” — and instead, something is moving us together, like wanting to find the way to NOT be a negative person inside your head and to NOT have these sort of things also take over our day and steal our life away.
We need to be sovereign upon ourselves, as Kali is, and use our tools to NOT BE TAKEN by what tries to confront us. Therefore, maybe one of our tools is not saying anything or seeing this only with love. Those are tools, too. I use those tools more than I ever used to and I enjoy using them most — much more than the demon slaying tools!
So notice that today you are wanting to just find the way to peace and not have something disrupt your own day – because THERE is your power, my dear. To not bite and to not engage and to not fight back and to not go there is our right to do and your choice to lead.
Now, at some point today you will be going along and thinking things are really okay and I can’t tell what it is but it’s something that comes and it maybe even wouldn’t normally hit you, but today it does. And it hits you right where it hurts because it brings us to this childlike space of really feeling too wounded beyond repair. And it’s out of the blue in that there wasn’t a normal buildup so we can be shocked by what hits us and makes us feel insecure.
The thing is, is that we will make this what we form it into being, what job we give it — so if we fall into the slump of this low then it can really have us finding fault in ourselves and seeing that we are really getting life wrong. It can be like, YES, I am worth nothing and I have let so many people down BUT this energy is funny because it is what you want it to be and all you have to do is talk this one down. 100%, that is it. This was just like a scared side of you inside that asked some questions and said, but hey, what about this?? And you need to be the adult who comes in and says, WE ARE OKAY and this is the process and soon we will rise, so nothing to worry about her, let’s focus INSTEAD over here.
With what comes, you get to take it lower or take it higher, take it glass half full or take it glass half empty. And maybe you won’t have a clue what is going on or ANY proof that you are okay but, still, you are being asked to give peace a chance and to give the process a chance to unfold for you and show you that the old leaving is not the same as the new ruling.
The old leaving makes way for the new ruling. And feeling and processing and going through each detail of what we want to pack and what we want to take to the dump is part of life for us right now. We take, process, and release OR bring closer. When we are confused, we are still just waiting for more information, but when we know a yes or a no, we need to act on it. No more closets full of maybe I’ll keep this for later or hide it in the basement to deal with for another time. Release or bring closer.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
PLANT THE SEEDS. Two weeks after the Full Moon we reach the New Moon where we suddenly have visions for new things we are ready to implement in our lives. This time now is for giving energy towards seeing yourself as your future self doing the things you dream of starting right now. So we begin a journey with the New Moon and over this next week we simmer with love over all that we dream of doing as we prepare to take steps forward from this new feeling starting in one week. This time is for simmering in hopeful dream visions.
moon of the day
Feeling critical. Putting things into order.
Thinking of details. Organizing your life.
Decisions. Decisions. Doing the right thing.
Thinking of others. Wanting things beautiful.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
4: This is a day that a lesson will be learned! This number tends to bring tests and situations that don’t feel all that wonderful. You are learning something here.
6: Being compassionate is required today. Be LOVE no matter what comes up!