thursday vibes (28 march) — Mercury goes direct and it’s time to change.
Is this in our way —
or is it actually teaching us something
we need to learn about ourselves
to become more powerful
with our manifesting abilities?
Time to slow down
And de-intellectualize your life.
There is another side to all of this!
Hello my babies!! So here we go as we reach the very top of the moon mapping wheel and we move into the right side as we shift into PULL BACK TO PROCESS. Now is when we take the events from the past 2 weeks and sit with what has made its way to our consciousness.
The thing about our minds is that intellectualizing something is not even close to what it means when that knowledge settles down into the body and becomes actualized knowing, which translates to wisdom. But it has to settle FIRST because the mind likes to keep you out of your heart and gut!! Your mind, which holds fixed air, does NOT want the say of your heart or intuition because those things are fluid and changing and demanding that your mind interpret them in new ways!
The best example of what it means to intellectualize is me saying I could understand what it is like to give birth to a baby, which I, in actuality, have never done. I DO NOT KNOW what it feels like, but I certainly can intellectualize what it means and say, OH I GET IT!!! ——– but do I? No. It is something that will never settle down into my body BECOMING WISDOM because I have not walked it. Therefore I am not a birthing or parenting coach because I am not an authority. I do not have that road under my belt in order to be a leader of the field and to think that I know best.
At this time we are seeing where we need to check ourselves in feeling we are ready to be an authority or to step out in full knowing when maybe we still are in the mental spaces and aren’t actually holding the wisdom of the way. So things slow down around now, as we really get honest with seeing how so much of what we are doing is intellectually driving us to do more. We aren’t getting anywhere and we aren’t carrying the depth of actual lives being walked so that we SHOULD be up front and sharing the way.
What this means is that many of you can start to feel sad or lonely around this day because the life you are living is not what you expected — or rather, intellectualized it would be. There is big disappointment in this energy but mostly just feeling sad about WHAT IS IN THE WAY from how we think things should be.
And my loves, you know I got your back and I will not let you fall to the wayside in the gutter of hatred and revenge and division which houses the most unhappy of hearts, which fuels that heart to stay unhappy. I am here to get you knowing what true happiness feels like and to get you out of the gutter because I KNOW THE GUTTER – and I know what it looks like and I know the tone we use when we are SO sick of how wrong it has been.
When I stopped hating being in the gutter and instead decided to look around and see what I could learn along the way, I learned all the things I share with you now. I got my depth from the gutter. I got my power from the gutter. I got my strong spirit to not be steam rolled over from what I learned in the gutter. So I will show you that we are not to interpret our struggles in a victimhood or permanent way. This will not last. The pain you feel will not last. If we give all our attention to the injustice of the pain, then it will certainly persist and not go through the healing process that is the reason WHY all of us are here right now.
We are the generation of THE MOST WOUNDED – and pissed off about it — but now we get to choose to stay here and diminish all those before us that we feel put us here, or we get to show them our rise out of the gutter and our success and how BADASS we become when we love ourselves so much that we don’t feel any hatred for others who ALSO are in this same manipulated puppetry patriarchy system. We all are in it. We are ripples in the same ocean. One ripple this way brings ripples all ways. When we finally wake to that, we walk the earth differently and we aren’t so quick to slam and diminish or threaten those we feel are in our way.
Are they in our way or are they actually teaching us something we need to learn about ourselves to become more powerful? This is a VAST universe and it’s time to stop believing this is your only incarnation and there is nothing to what you experience. You have walked as every walk of life, but you only know this one. If you could know of the other ones, you would walk with way more love and faith in this one.
Sending you heap loads of blessings for good vibes shifting you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
PULL BACK TO PROCESS. One week after the Full Moon we shift into a two week period of inward focus. This first week is where we just pull back to see what we understand better about the last two weeks of movement. This is almost like a retrograde because it pulls you inward and you can feel like you are going backwards – even though you are not. Just as the plant is not going backwards in the winter while underground – but rather it is the inward that comes before the next outward. A resting space. So rest and be okay with this. We are SELF CENTERED right now so don’t expect others to see you because they are focused on themselves – processing.
moon of the day
Making a plan. Thinking about your career. Feeling determined. Feeling a bit down.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
5: You are seeing into your past and also into your future. You are moving forward with a new STRENGTH FROM what you have experienced before.
7: You may feel misunderstood or will be around conflict with others. Find a way to blend the sides so that a point of understanding can be reached.