tuesday vibes (18 june) — We open. We close. We open again.
Then open again.
Don’t check out
When it closes.
The next opening
Evolves things better.
Okay, heads up, here we go!! So today is exactly what I would expect after the enormous expansion of yesterday. I have a great example too, because this is NATURAL, but I had this experience with this guy where we were going super slow in getting to know each other and then accidentally went 0 to 100 mph when this thing happened.
Processing it afterwards, that I just went to 100 mph when we were just going at about 3mph, which was certainly fun, don’t get me wrong, but the next day I was turned off. Like, I sat with feelings that I wasn’t really into the dude as I took him back to negative 10mph, as in still in the garage with 2 feet of snow to plow before I get moving again.
So it was this big heart opening, but then a super quick clamshell closing down of things — or shutting the shit down as I told him. But with these new beings that we are becoming, we must understand that this is a natural process that we have overrun, misinterpreted, or were programmed to mishandle.
As the ocean waves go in, they then go out and we, too, operate in these confusing ways that, when trusted and surrendered to, become our guides that just show us there is more than what our minds think there is to do here, with this thing presenting on our path.
In pulling back I realized I wanted to move forward in a very intentional way, and I did, and continued that way until there was another closing that sent my clamshell a clamping, but this next time it came from healthy boundaries and the recognition that my wounded self needed to be tested in this way in order for me to rise in declaring how I need things to be, and it’s not how they have been done before and what we see as commonplace in the world now. We need more.
So today you may hit that clamshell door coming to close and will question what you just thought you believed in. This may come from another person or something old world based that comes in and makes you doubt what fluttered your heart a few hours or days ago.
BUT, this is natural!! This is NATURAL. Open and THEN close is natural. Breathe in — open. Breathe out — close. Close THEN becomes open again AFTER the introspection that it provokes. And we are to think about things more IN REGARDS to our bodies saying one thing but the body then being what guides us to discover something else.
Like, when I pulled back, I actually then moved forward as a way higher Queen, with stronger boundaries and a clearer voice on what I wanted and how I was going to use my voice and high values to make clear — without missing this opportunity to fall into wound gutters that keep me manifesting old patterns. I was like, NEW PATTERN NOW. Here is my voice. Here is what I want. Are we in alignment on things?
——– It’s ASKING the questions, instead of allowing the provoked feelings to go to our old databases and ASSUME this thing means this thing, that we assumed they always meant before, and that led to the same failed or let down experiences. – ‘Oh! You looked down when you caught my eye so it must mean you don’t like me. Okay, I’ll walk away and assume again that I am a loser and no one will love me’. This is a simple example for your mind to grasp, but you get it. And you have things that get you walking away when maybe you do need to stay and work through something.
So when you get taken by something that limits what was just planted as a seed, GO DEEPER!!!!! Do not run, like you have run so many times before. Do not react like you always do. Do not close and then think this is all there is. Stay in it and see what the next open brings. Because there IS an open after this shutting down of things. There is something evolving from you facing the blocks and limitations like a boss and not like a victim.
You CAN get over this hurdle and it was put here for you to do so and to feel super amped like I DID when I jumped a wound of mine that, for the first time, manifested me a new path that I have never walked before. Sometimes those blocks are there for us to discover our way around them and NOT actually turn and run. And you know by the feeling in your body.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
BRING IT FORWARD. Once we reach the bright light of the full moon IT IS ON. Now we are to put things out there, show them what we got and put your steps towards new aspects of how you want your life to be. Emulate the full moon and shine brightly.
moon of the day
Making a plan. Thinking about your career.
Feeling determined. Feeling a bit down.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
7: You may feel misunderstood or will be around conflict with others. Find a way to blend the sides so that a point of understanding can be reached.
9: Something is ending and needing to be released. Have trust even though things feel confusing. Give away in order to receive.