tuesday vibes (23 july) — From low to high. Stick with it!
and you do
what needs to be changed.
and you listen
to what messages
your body tells you to change.
It’s listen and then do.
This is an important day and one where things will shift gears from the low to the high, so be patient as it plays out but KNOW there are things that are in your power to steer this into a high or a super high space. It will be on you to do something right to make your odds better.
So. Today we really come face to face and in contact with others where we are seeing them in a new way, and maybe in a way that surprises us — but the energy is palpable and it causes us to pause in our appraisals because, WHAT IS THIS FEELING INSIDE?
I was walking at the dog park a few months back and had my headphones on because I thought it was a safe place to do that and I haven’t walked with headphones since I lived in San Francisco in the late 90’s. Otherwise, I don’t really feel safe shutting down from the world that much when I am out in it!
But I was walking and this guy was kind of getting too close from where I was standing on this rock by the river so I pull an earbud out and he kind of acts like he’s there because of his dog. But my body was saying SOMETHING. I didn’t know what but it gave a feeling that was different than I felt moments earlier before the dude appeared.
So I got going because I did know I wanted distance. He was a creep in some way but I didn’t know what way, my body just said SOME WAY. That was enough for me. So then I put them back in and get walking again and all of the sudden the entire front of my body was like individual needles poking me. I’ve never felt that before!!! And it alarmed me. It scared me. I was like, am I dying?!
Because it was so alarming I yanked one ear bud out and quickly turned around — and the dude was like 3 feet behind me, in a wide open football space field where it was just us, and as I turned, he quickly veered to the right with his head like peering intently as if he was looking for his dog. But he wasn’t. He was stalking me and probably recording me and who knows what.
How wild that my body showed me I was in danger. HOW WILD that something was stabbing me in my front body to get me to pay attention to something I couldn’t see that was happening behind me. And how scary.
BUT. From that I changed my life. And I went out and found new places to hike. I have met new people because of it! I have discovered all these things that I didn’t know were there because I mostly went to the main dog park because it was easy and familiar! Now I go there once in a blue moon.
So, here are the goods on this scary thing happening: It got me to open my mind to discovering other places to explore. It got me out of my comfort zone where I was forced to go to find new places. I had to leave my familiar old and bravely go out and seek for the unknown home that would next contain me.
And. I also gained HUGE trust that my body speaks for specific reasons and that they are messages for us to hear and to honor. They are like our guardian angles, our ancestors, our guides reaching through without words but a feeling in our body. As if they have to muster all their strength to be able to touch base inside of us like that — but they do, they do when we need to be ALERTED about something.
And we all know that our guts speak. We all know, especially in hindsight, that we did feel the warning, did feel the hesitation, did feel the NO GO on the thing we decided to go right along with and do. We later say, I KNEW IT. But when we get warnings, we say, what is this? But we don’t want to change because then it takes us risking it all for that next new.
It takes honoring ourselves enough that we would say no to something or change our plans and it takes loving ourselves for listening to the warning, EVEN THOUGH WE DON’T KNOW WHAT IT MEANS, because we trust our body and know it means SOMETHING, at least.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
BRING IT FORWARD. Once we reach the bright light of the full moon IT IS ON. Now we are to put things out there, show them what we got and put your steps towards new aspects of how you want your life to be. Emulate the full moon and shine brightly.
moon of the day
Action! Ready to go! Abrupt situations.
Energy moving towards SOMETHING.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
4: This is a day that a lesson will be learned! This number tends to bring tests and situations that don’t feel all that wonderful. You are learning something here.
6: Being compassionate is required today. Be LOVE no matter what comes up!