We are in the thick of it
because the anger we feel for not having
is what keeps us from moving to the other side
and finally getting TO HAVE.
Anger is not the answer
But it is a big sign for you to honestly look at.
tuesday vibes (26 march) — Jealousy pushes all the good away.
And look at this!! First off – this is an EXTREMELY IMPORTANT WEEK. Since the New Moon, when I talked about this new upgraded integrity of women, where straight women are facing how EASILY they cave to men’s attention and how it changes them because they have this magnet thing inside that is saying notice me and SEE ME as sexy. I also told you that what we saw as beautiful in women as per media programming would be changing. Being overly sexual with intentions of getting us to want you or to be jealous of you will actually start to “gross us out” because we feel the neediness of the manipulation – and remember I didn’t have the words for it before because it was so new. But now I get how that which has programmed us in its false and manipulative ways is what is now losing shine or not as automatically appealing as we were once led to believe.
In the 5th grade I jumped straight to a D cup after years of being flat. I grew up in a small farm town with all the newly implemented Monsanto corn and pesticides wafting in my bedroom windows. But because I was an instant sex object I HATED big boobs. I was so envious of the girls with the mosquito bite chests and did whatever I could to reject what I was naturally given. BUT NOW – I love big boobs!! I love my boobs so much and can’t believe I wished to be a small chested woman. Now I look in admiration at those almost toppling over naturally from a huge soft chest of what is a lot of fun to play with.
So my point with this is letting you know that we have jealousies or sensitivities around things as we grow up – but they change. I am no longer jealous of wealthy people because I used my jealousy to go out there and work diligently at being inspired to create the same. Where I feel jealously now, I am honest enough to know THIS IS WHERE I must rise above and create something that I feel less than for not having. Every area I was jealous I now HAVE because I stopped making myself a victim for not having and used them showing me HAVING as a wake up call to what I wanted to also create in my own life.
It’s easy to feel less than when we look out at those we perceive as having more than – but the Age of Aquarius RULE is that if it makes you sick in seeing another have it and you not having it, THIS is the area you have to work extra hard to create the same. I also was jealous of skinny girls – because I rejected my curvier body, but now I take care of my body and have zero envy for those with good bodies – because I don’t hate my body anymore. I love my body.
Instead of the constant competition with other women or with those we feel GOT when we had to suffer, transform your victim feelings to knowing you are protected and in a process and just SEE these things in others as a sign that you will create the same for yourself when you let them off the hook for being THE REASON you think you have had to suffer the way you have and feel held back from what you think was handed to them.
WE HAVE SO MUCH INNER WORK TO DO, my loves. We are in the thick of it because the anger we feel for not having keeps us from moving to the other side and finally getting TO HAVE. We must wake up to how we stay in pitiful places because we feel so entitled that we deserve it all RIGHT NOW.
But the Earth Walk is WORK. And those that do the honest work are the ones that rise into these wounded healer leadership roles. Instead of the constant competition with other women or with those we feel GOT when we had to suffer, transform your victim feelings to knowing you are protected and in a process and just SEE these things in others as a sign that you will create the same for yourself when you let them off the hook for being THE REASON you think you have had to suffer the way you have and feel held back from what you think was handed to them.
We need to take more responsibility with our words, our energy, our focus and steer it upwards where we are in boot camp, losing those 100 pounds and doing it one encouraging pound at a time. You are love. You are worthy. You will have your dreams met. But you must stop hating those who seem to have acquired them first. That is jealousy and it pushes all the good away because it’s saying you don’t believe the same is on the way for you up ahead. Believe the good is on the way and you won’t want to bash so many people around you who are steps ahead or in positions you think should be yours. Love yourself and the world will love you back. It is the missing link here.
Sending you heap loads of blessings for good vibes shifting you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
BRING IT FORWARD. Once we reach the bright light of the full moon IT IS ON. Now we are to put things out there, show them what we got and put your steps towards new aspects of how you want your life to be. Emulate the full moon and shine your things brightly.
moon of the day
Feeling happy. Feeling hopeful. Thinking about dreams. Wanting to grow.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
3: Something is being shared or communicated today. Expect lots of movement, potentially positive or negative.
5: You are seeing into your past and also into your future. You are moving forward with a new STRENGTH FROM what you have experienced before.