tuesday vibes (30 july) — we feel EVERYONE today. and beware.
Of course, me.
All things are working for me.
I can trust this moment.
Even if I only want to cry.
Oh yes, my loves, here is something that has got you and it has you feeling strongly about what you most fear or hope won’t happen – but can’t let go of thinking, but… what if it does??
So let me help you here with this! We are suddenly in something where we are “sharing the space” with everyone and it’s sort of muddied and confusing but it is FULLY emotionally based, where something comes in and you just can’t drop it, can’t lose it, can’t move on NOW THAT YOU KNOW.
Someone may overshare and then it’s like you are a goner. You may hear some news of some fearful fear to come and then you start to doubt your abilities or that what you were dreaming for could possibly be.
Just be aware of this and how it CAN fool you into suddenly going low on your visions and thinking NOTHING is worth it anymore. You can deflate in an instant and totally lose all hope in all things – because of this collective space right now.
But, again, we are STILL pulling into ourselves for really good reasons, so whatever the Universe has to do to get you soft, humble, and inside of yourself, thinking about your life, your things, what you need, what feels good, what feels cold, and about all kinds of affirming and supportive things that are NOT there – THAT is the point of the mission.
We gotta feel to heal and right now we FEEL way too much, in our personal opinions, and there is so much that needs our attention, but all the chaos of it somehow plays a purpose in birthing a better you. This is not a mistake. It’s some sort of process to this starting over point with our true essences shining through more clearly. Like, we won’t be able to NOT keep it real and then go for and do whatever that means.
But inward and confused and in tears we go because that is where we find our new things. Our new things don’t come while we are operating in our familiar. They come when we feel vulnerable and unsure and with heightened body signals all over the place — and what am I feeling?!
Just like when we have low blood sugar and suddenly we are collapsing and losing it and getting snappy with everyone but, if we eat something, we grow stable again and this time with the wisdom of not giving attention and self-care to something WE NEED to continuously function. Okay, now I know I should have listened to my body sooner and fueled my system because, ultimately, by NOT eating, I wasn’t valuing myself and was trying to push beyond my limits, exploiting my body for more work without giving it the attention I give my car when it’s almost out of gas.
In this energy we are to make a slight mistake or do things we sort of wish we wouldn’t have done because right now there is an elevation taking us out of an old pattern, from things happening around this day, but where we LEARN and where we transform from the debt, from the lack, from the loss, from the fear, and FUCK THAT SHIT no more. We need something to put us in a rut where we get frustrated and sad and upset about why me, but then where we quickly snap awake into YES ME, of course me, obviously me, all things are working for me.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
PULL BACK TO PROCESS. One week after the Full Moon we shift into a two week period of inward focus. This first week is where we just pull back to see what we understand better about the last two weeks of movement. This is almost like a retrograde because it pulls you inward and you can feel like you are going backwards – even though you are not. Just as the plant is not going backwards in the winter while underground – but rather it is the inward that comes before the next outward. A resting space. So rest and be okay with this. We are SELF CENTERED right now so don’t expect others to see you because they are focused on themselves – processing.
moon of the day
Feeling emotional. Feeling sensitive.
Craving comfort. Pulling into yourself.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
4: This is a day that a lesson will be learned! This number tends to bring tests and situations that don’t feel all that wonderful. You are learning something here.
22: Today you are reaching a higher level in life in regards to the tests you are passing. VIP day! This one is rare to see but carries a gateway energy into us stepping UP or having to step DOWN.