wednesday vibes (10 july) — Head first and diving deep.
Your expectations of someone
are not necessarily the reality
they will live up to.
Something appears and it comes out of nowhere so you ALL need to be on alert. But I kind of laugh because, actually, I don’t think any of us can avoid what is coming for us today. It’s like a one in a million shot but we are that one today. For this reason, what comes may surprise you in ways that you could NEVER imagine happening. There is, like, zero room for this to manifest – and it just did.
So things of THE most far out will arrive for some of us. It’s magic colliding. It’s where you will be working on the computer and will have plans to go do something but will decide to do it earlier and then because of that you end up at the same place as this person you’ve really been wanting to see again.
And then you’ll be thinking of the timing and how you followed your intuition to leave work early, which, intellectualizing it is a bad thing, right? But you did anyway. You pushed through the old world judgments — and you got something that lit up your imagination zone. And you got the gift of wonder for how could that connect like that so perfectly? And, maybe, I can trust all that is happening in my life then???
So we are being given examples like this but we ALL CONNECT. Things just come together and what was lost, ain’t so lost anymore. This is why today also has the most expansive, explosive EXCITEMENT to it because what comes for many, we have had LONG DESIRE FOR.
And like I tell you!!!! We need the want. We need to be without and want with all the want that drives us crazy with dry desert desire. We need to feel sexually excited by someone and NOT go to porn with it, not go to images with it, not go to orgasm with it, but rather sit in the body with the want of it, building the desire of it.
We need to not microwave through life when we KNOW microwaves kill the nutrition in life, the love of life, the color of life. Oh so fast was programmed into you. Oh so slow, fast, slow, erratic, stop, too fast… IS REALITY. But one speed of only fast and now will kill you. It’s like meth and how it kills your ability to remember what it feels like to really be happy and full of joy. Fast does that, too. It’s like taking it ALLLLL in —- way before its time and then nothing beyond that gives joy of what it is, because seen it, done it, whatever, dude.
So we learn this new way that is our authentic way and it’s way more unstable than you are trying to be!! And this is okay. Just don’t jump out of what is there causing you to feel such strong feelings. Why is this hitting you so hardcore? What does it feel like? Put words to the feelings and expressions to their message. Go Kali and use whatever tools you need to get this monster out and processed into a piece that you can now let go of and rise above.
Over these days we are finding what we need to let go of so that by the end of the week we can rise from it. So be patient and soft and gentle with each breath of this new way. Judgment is what you least need to do; instead be the strong encouragement that is Kali OWNING that you can get through this and that it is not something to hide from on your path.
Judgment wants to hide it or break it down – and there is no place for that here. You are the detective in this one. You are discovering something here. And making anything bad is not the point towards healing. Kali does not judge herself when she has to use the tongue of swords to brutally cut ties with the energy sweet talking her into something that DOESN’T feel right inside. And with no judgment, the decision is made. None of the, oh – should I have been different with that? Should I have given that person another chance and like, not been so decisive??
Your expectations of someone are not the reality they will live up to. So all you really got is that Kali wisdom inside of you. Does it smell like a rat? It is. Does something feel off in your gut for a good reason? It does. YOU ARE EQUIPPED. You got your tools, you don’t have to hide anything, you can face all things, and you are destined to rise. So let’s get going. Time to dive oh so deep into something that needs us to see something about it.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
START TO GET THE BALL ROLLING. One week after the New Moon we reach the bottom of the moon mapping wheel as we shift into the left side. This means we now are in a two week period where we are encouraged to GET THINGS GOING. This is when you want to launch, share things, get out there and show them what you got.
moon of the day
Decisions. Decisions. Doing the right thing.
Thinking of others. Wanting things beautiful.
Feeling intense! Feeling consumed!
Uncovering something. Deep situations.
0: Notice that something is returning or coming full circle.You have been here before.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.