wednesday vibes (3 july) — Sit with what you are feeling. Don’t leave it.
The cold has got to go
and it starts with YOU,
declaring it so.
And look here, my loves! Now we have a 22 day. We went 11, to SOLAR ECLIPSE, to 22. How badass is our universe for lining all of this up so magically!! It’s gonna be a good day!
So. I have a better grip of the energy because yesterday I was only allowed to look into the room from above. KID YOU NOT. And at first I thought it was part of the reading for the day but it was just that I couldn’t get too close into the eclipse energy because of my own system needing to wait until the actual moment so I could access it as it arrives and not early like I constantly do. So, it was for me that they did that, but I was VERY detached from the reading and it took hours to do.
But today I was like, OH WOW are people super moody and snappy and SOOOO emotional! And then I was like, well, it was a Cancer new moon yesterday, that’s obvious. But that didn’t that come through in the reading at all!
Anyway. Today, oh yes, we are colliding with others and all in the same places and all absorbing things and it can be INTENSE. Add to this that many of you are really sensitive as things haven’t produced some outcome, or something is still in wait, and it can have you off the charts unstable and feeling like you can’t handle this.
But you can! Today is where we get a bit rocked by others’ emotional energy and this time you ARE to allow yourself to get mad, not at the other, but at the fact that someone CAN just come in and disrupt the fuck out of your day all willy nilly and steal your time like that!! Dude.
We are to give in to this frustrated, fuck this shit, expression in order to alchemize it into a better boundary for our own lives. We are learning in REAL WILD WAYS this week in regards to the worst thing happening and then the best. From, oh nooo, to oh my gosh, really!! And that’s why things like today NEED to happen. You need to get all whatever it is that wants to come out of you and express it as you pound the pillow or bed or stomp your feet mad as hell to the ground. DO IT. All emotions must be sat with and not erased or manipulated into a “healthier” state.
We move energy today and that is the real big point I’m seeing here. WE physically are the ones who take something frustrating and we scream NO. NO MORE. You are not allowed to cross into my boundaries and get all needy and sucking of my energy. Today you will NOT let someone get away with something.
BUT. You will ONLY PASS THIS 22 DAY IF you first go off and express the anger that triggers you INTO the pillow or ground. Not the person. If you send that first level energy to the person, you will hurt them and that will hurt you.
SO know, they ARE coming for you. And if they take you under and boggle your brain, throwing you off your game, FIRST go express ALONE how pissed off this makes you feel that you have to deal with this. And then declare some boundary to another or even just to yourself about how you won’t allow this into your space. You must value yourself more and the space around you through being really clear on what doesn’t feel good or safe or nurturing or supportive to you.
BUT FROM YOU, what do you feel? How does this feel? Is baby being held?
We accept these things when we never got them or when we have so much loss or trauma or pain in our lives. So it really is on us to stand up and say NO. You can’t do that to me. I won’t accept this into my life. I won’t take this fucked up thing for another moment. I WANT MORE. My heart wants more. I want to feel joy!! I want to feel happy and held by my life so that I want to go out and live even more of it.
That is where you are moving. BUT first. The pain that brings the strength and grace to rise into your better position. Let’s do this.
Sending you heap loads of blessings of support and energy to shift you to the other side!
moon phase of the day
PLANT THE SEEDS. Two weeks after the Full Moon we reach the New Moon where we suddenly have visions for new things we are ready to implement in our lives. This time now is for giving energy towards seeing yourself as your future self doing the things you dream of starting right now. So we begin a journey with the New Moon and over this next week we simmer with love over all that we dream of doing as we prepare to take steps forward from this new feeling starting in one week. This time is for simmering in hopeful dream visions.
moon of the day
solar eclipse in cancer.
Feeling emotional. Feeling sensitive.
Craving comfort. Pulling into yourself.
2: Needing to come together and bridge two perspectives. Work to create an understanding or peace from what is going on around you.
4: This is a day that a lesson will be learned! This number tends to bring tests and situations that don’t feel all that wonderful. You are learning something here.
22: Today you are reaching a higher level in life in regards to the tests you are passing. VIP day! This one is rare to see but carries a gateway energy into us stepping UP or having to step DOWN.